it's just. how do i explain that they were put in a band together and they didn't know each other at all to living in each others pockets. they formed a bond with such deep intrinsic understanding that they could share comfortable silence with another. zayn brought louis home and shared a piece of his culture with him. louis became another brother to zayn. zayn and louis wore kurtas together. zayn brings calm into louis' life and louis brings warmth into zayn's life. together they created chaos, were partners in crime for the entirety of the band's run. and then everything came to a stuttering halt when zayn left and both of them were so hurt that they couldn't even speak to each other. they were so young and were thrust into fame and held so much anger. but then slowly, they started rebuilding it all over again. a minor interaction here, a soft conversation there. they started to be part of each others' lives again even though so much had changed between them, they still held onto the calm and the warmth. they started healing and were able to talk about each other with no animosity. slowly but surely they build the foundation of their friendship again. and so for zayn to proudly say "an old friend of mine is here tonight to support me, louis is here" and for louis to have both his arms out with a shining smile on his face, it's just so incredible to see all of this happen. friend doesn't even encompass what zouis is but for now, it holds everything in my heart in its syllables.
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