Hollislover132

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yung lean ,smokedope2016 ,bladee , sinn6r lucki ,saam sultan ,Cartier god , Rico ace ,bassvictim ,ecco2k, Eilish Constance ,esdeekid ,chief keef ,Devon hendryx, 2hollis ,king krule, fakemink, xavier wulf , blood orange, Kali uchis

Saw yung lean 22–11–25

About me - yung lean enthusiast i love him so much , London teen 🥹 , my names destiny and that’s about it ✌️

[hollislover132]

are you ever gonna finish yellowman

Yesss!!! Pt 3 is in the works🥹🥹

[hollislover132]

Holy shit body tea

Ily🥹🥹

[hollislover132]

I am so fucking sorry to disappoint 😣

I just don’t support body shaming as a whole cause I’m not a bitch I’m sorryyyyyy

[hollislover132]

L I M E R A N C E kuru x reader

Limerence an involuntary state of intense romantic obsession and fixation on another person, driven chiefly by the uncertainty of whether those feelings are reciprocated

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001- the move in

Boxes. What seems like hundreds fill every inch of your loft apartment. Bailey sniffing around them , her tail wagging in excitement of a new setting

Taped lazily on them were neatly written titles such as ‘𝘒𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘧𝘧 ’ and ‘ 𝘉𝘦𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴’ it takes a lot to motivate yourself , but you have to start somewhere , right?

You start in the small loft area where your bed lay already assembled . Bailey sprawled out on your duvet , wrestling with one of her many squeaky toys whilst your hanging your clothes up on the metallic rails and smoothing out the large posters that slant against your wall.

It takes some time, but you get it done . Unpacking dishes over Clairo , organising cushions to Kali uchis and assembling your giant couch which took a painfully long time to Steve Lacy

By the time you’re somewhat unpacked it’s six and you’re by the door baileys leash tugging you eagerly before you exit

Your neighbours house lay abandoned , the only sign of life being the crooked ‘ welcome ’ mat , you have no time to ponder before bailey begins tugging you toward the staircase “Bailey cmon” you sigh , practically chasing her down the stairs to the bottom floor

The streets are nothing like your small home town. Queens is a bustling environment unlike the silent streets of Vermont , the tall buildings,the constant smell of food and the packed were all things you’d just have to adjust to

When you make it home it’s late and your lights are a dimmed orange , the city’s still just as alive as earlier, just something more relaxed and calmer

You pass out with your phone on your face and Bailey weighing down on your stomach

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It’s four in the morning when the sun begins to rise

You groan lazily , turning around almost missing the fact baileys already out of bed early which is odd as usually she’ll snug up next to you until the sunsets the first chance she gets

“Bailey” you rub your eyes , sitting up. It takes you a moment to actually get out of bed let alone down the loft stairs , but when you get downstairs you can’t see her

“Bailey?”

Shit.

There wasn’t exactly a lot of place to scavenge in your small flat before your heart dropped. Light from the hallway spilling into your room from the crack of your door

“Shit…fuck” you tug at your hair before grabbing your phone and keys frantically before leaving the house and practically sprinting down the staircase

Just your luck. You move hours away from home , and the one thing that stayed the same had changed . Your throat stung —trying to navigate empty streets you don’t even know ,eyes glossy and nails rigged from bites

You walk home completely defeated , bun messy and eyes sore. The weight of barley any sleep and burn out from the moving in practically kicking your ass

Your eyes glance over your neighbours house once again , taking notice to the ring doorbell , you purse your lips before ringing it but , as expected , no answer, right.

You’re about to walk away when “hey, can I …help you?” A voice comes from down the hallway , the door of one of the staircases slamming shut behind him

There stands an abnormally tall man , his glasses this and hair a drained blue a leash dangling freely out of his left hand

“You just…rung my doorbell , sorry” he coughs out clearing up your visible confusion “oh, shit yea , sorry” you shake your head in embarrassment

“you have a ring doorbell I was just gonna ask if maybe it’d picked up which direction my dog went” you sigh , embarrassingly aware of the fact your in a random t-shirt and plaid pyjama pants “ it’s stupid…I’m sorry” you huff , turning back around “ yea , sure , uh I can check for you”

“Thank you so much , seriously. I’ve been freaking out walking up and down streets I don’t even know trying to find her”

“It’ll be fine,I’m sure she’s around here somewhere ” he speaks calmly pulling out his phone , fumbling with it , then replaying the footage “ah , there you go” you lean in awkwardly, looking into the phone before he speaks again “she’s in the garden playing with my dog”

“She is?” your eyes light up “fuck , i didn’t even know there was a garden”

“Cmon I’ll walk you down , better go get blaze anyways ”

“So , you just moved in?” he blurts out nervously “uh .. yeah” you nod , the clank of his slippers echoing down the stairs “where from?”

You reach the bottom of the stairs when you answer “Vermont”

“Shitt” he snorts “what?” Your weak attempt to hide your smile fumbling “you’d trade in your quiet life…for this?” He leads you towards the back door

“Doesn’t seem all that bad” you shake your head “ it’s not really , I guess it’s just..loud”

“Yea…”

The gardens actually pretty decent —it’s shared of course but it’s still well maintained

Your conversations cut short when Bailey runs up to you , licking at your face as you crouch down “ never scare me like that again” you whisper , hands full of her soft fur

“Sorry I didn’t call the number on the back , I thought it was someone from the first floors so” “—it’s not your fault, thank you. I owe you , seriously.”

He returns a tight lipped smile before introducing you to his tall black—furred dog ‘blaze’

“Seems like they get along”

“Yea”

He pulls out his phone , his expression suddenly turning into something more serious before he turns to you

“ hey , could you do me a favour?”

You nod before you answer “ I did say I owed you”

“Im staying up in manhattan for a couple days , do you think you could maybe look after him , my dog sitter just cancelled—I know it’s a big ask , seriously, you can say no”

he winces

“Of course I can” you reassure him “ you’re a lifesaver , seriously ”

“ it’s no problem , he seems well behaved anyways”

“Great . thank you so much…” he leaves a space for you to fill “y/n”

“Y/n” he nods

“and yourself?” You look up whilst petting blaze you see him hesitate a second before he speaks“ keegan” you stop for a moment “it definitely suits you”

“Thanks?” he furrows his eyebrows in confusion unsure of what you meant exactly

“Could I maybe get your number, just so I can keep you updated ?” You added , brushing your hair out your face “oh shit, yea , sorry” he presses his phone against yours the contact sharing immediately “ I’ll text you later , okay?”

You nod in agreement his sunken eyes leaving yours for a moment before he speaks

“Listen, uh I gotta run, thank you so much , bye” he disappears into the hallway, face pink from embarrassment

After a long hour or so of non-stop play between the dogs eventually you lead them back upstairs

The current joys plays lowly in the background as you finally begin to get ready , your hair remaining in the messy bun. The low growls from lower still audible

You feed both Bailey and blaze , then leave the house , takeout has been your go to as you haven’t made time to go grocery shopping

You decide on Chinese takeout after navigating the streets a bit also picking up some things for the house on your way along with some extra dog food

the setting is a blur of the setting sun, street lights and chatter

By the time your home the dogs are burnt out , sprawled out lazily on top of the couch . You sigh , already dreading having to clean the fur off in the coming days.

For the first time since you arrived, you properly open your messages, countless unread ones being showcased , only two really matter to you though

mom 💓

miss you already y/n! Louie definitely misses you and Bailey, he’s been whining all day

missing you too,tell dad and Louie me and Bailey say hi!

Love you baby!

Love you too 💕

Fallon🧘🏽‍♀️

I miss you already, I’m gonna come visit as soon as college is over , okay?

There’s a spot in my bed just for you baby I miss you!

I love youu!!

I love you too 🥹🥹

You’re half asleep on the bed with an unfamiliar Bailey shaped dip missing in your bed when your phone dings again

Keegan

hey , how’s everything going?

yea , everything’s great! He’s an angel.

That’s great to hear. Goodnight y/n

Night Keegan 💤

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Hi guys 🥹🥹🥹 I’m gonna ATTEMP to make this a slow burn even though that’s not really my thing but I’m gonna tryyyy ok

[skindeepresting]

[2bun22]

and may this new hollis single reincarnate prime 2tumblr and my fallen sisters thank you lord amen

[hollislover132]

YELLOWMAN 002

001 masterlist

Tuesday 29th April 2026

by the time the knock at the door came it was already midday , you and Carlos slumped on the couch both still in pyjamas

Carlos had got up first , running to the door and screaming “auntie faye” she was the only person he was familiar with after all . you trailed behind him hand resting on his head before opening the door

He was quick to retreat behind you after he noticed it wasn’t auntie faye after all . “Hey” you smile “hey , brought breakfast ” he lifts the bag in hand “it’s three” you roll your eyes , still quick to peak into the brown bag “ I know you wake up late” you invite him in before wandering to the kitchen , Carlos’s small footsteps trailing quickly behind you

“Carlos be nice , okay?” He nods climbing the stool next to Roman “hey little man” his very first words to his own son. He knows it should be the other way around , he should’ve been there for his first words , his first steps and he was ashamed. Greatly.

You cut Carlos’s pancakes into small triangles before sliding the plastic plate his way

“ hello” Carlos finally chirps up , he doesn’t try and hide his interest in Roman , picking at his pancakes whilst staring directly at him

“I heard it’s your birthday soon , how old are you turning?” He knows , he just wants to hear it from him “four” Carlos says confidently holding up three fingers , you don’t intercept—this is the first interaction Romans having with his son , he needs this

“four? Orr three?” Roman tilts his head playfully “fourrrr” he drags out , three fingers still held up “ this is four” Roman reaches out putting up one of Carlos’s fingers “this is three” he puts it down “fourrr” he drags out yet again finally doing it correctly this time “good job buddy” Roman high fives him , chuckling

You can’t help but smile stupidly

“…so how are you” he asks , carefully of course—he doesn’t wanna make you uncomfortable “been holding up” you nod “good , that’s great” he nods quickly

“I’m going to the doctors tomorrow actually”

“Yeah?”

“Mhm” you hum “…you need a ride?.. I could watch Carlos” he speaks , looking down at Carlos who’s completely tuned you guys out devouring his food , cutting his own pancakes already “really? That would be great”

“Yea of course I don’t mind” roman nods , his eyes searching for more of a reaction out of you “thank you so much , you’re a lifesaver”

“ it’s no problem, really …are you not gonna eat?” He furrows his eyebrows slightly, stuffing his mouth “haven’t had that much of an appetite recently ” you sigh , pursing your lips “cmon , just a bit” he pushes it you way “still care about you yknow?”

It’s weird , you felt a sense of familiarity hearing him reassure you , like when you were teenagers and he’d whisper in his ear how much he loved you , like when he’d lay in your hair and speak to you softly

“Just because we ended bad doesn’t mean I don’t wanna see you pull through”

“I didn’t think that” you shake your head , you know how roman is —once he loves someone he doesn’t stop

“Do you play cars?” Carlos finally chirps up , plastic fork clashing against his plate “hell yeah I play cars” Roman nods , smiling where as Carlos’s mouth opens wide before he looks at you “mama….he said a bad word” he raises his small hands to cover his mouth in shock

“Oh no , so now he owes you a dollar?” you gasp as he nods enthusiastically “okay go get your swear jar” you push him forward lightly

“Swear jar” Roman cocks an eyebrow as Carlos is already halfway down the hallway to his room “mhm” you stifle a laugh “Faye made it so he can ‘start the hustle early’ she’s the only person contributing to it anyways”

by the time you finish your sentence Carlos is back holding a plastic jar almost the same size as him “pay up” he hits romans knee “hey , no hitting” you stand behind him combing through his hair with your fingers whilst he shook the jar vigorously towards Roman “fine, fine” he fumbles in his pocket before pulling out a dollar and handing it to Carlos

“Our sons evil” Roman shakes his head “yea , guess who he gets it from”

“Touché”

Eventually, roman does end up running cars on the floor with Carlos whilst you sit on the sofa, hearing laughter and the clash of plastic over the low volume of the tv

It’s new to him , you can tell he doesn’t quite know how to act yet — that he only agreed because he had to

You decided you’d speak to him later and discuss telling Carlos Roman was his father — it’s too soon , he’s too small and it will confuse him

It’s not long until the spot next to you sinks in and Romans making himself comfortable , Carlos resting his head on your side “so …. Any other plans for the week?” He wipes his hands on his jeans

“Not really , just take care of Carlos I guess , you can come over again if you’d like” you rub Carlos’s head “ I’d like that” he nods “yknow Hollis is having this afterparty for his listening party Saturday — I know you’re not really into that kind of stuff but I thought maybe now you’d want to” he rambles on until you interrupt him “—Roman I’ll go , okay?”

“Okay” he lets out a sigh of relief “ I could get Faye to watch him ” you suggest

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Saturday 3rd may 2026

The lights are blinding to say the least , laughter overcrowding you in that hot room — no matter how much you tried , you hated things like this , maybe having a child changed you , but you’d rather be cozied up with Carlos than here

Still— you don’t want to ruin it for Roman — who is behind the dj booth occasionally glancing at you ‘ you okay?’ He mouths to which you nod , taking another sip of your drink in hopes of loosening up

It works —slightly , makes you feel more present , roman came with over to you with a drink in hand and Hollis by his side, both just as gone as eachother . Hollis attempts to catch up with you but just ends up continuously getting distracted and switching topics , which was making it hard for you not to tune him out

You couldn’t help but wish Faye was here , in situations like these—whether you’re drunk or high , she knew exactly how to speak to you , exactly how to treat you , she was the only person that didn’t annoy you

“ you okay?” Roman leans on the wall next to you “ didn’t think you’d be the drinking type now” he speaks into your ear voice barley audible over the loud music “ I’m not , I never drink like this.”

“So why tonight?” He fumbles with the rings on his fingers , eyes still latched onto yours “ guess I’m just bored”

“ don’t even feel anything though” you shake the cup around “ we could go smoke?” He suggests “ yea , that would be great”

As you follow him outside the music drains into a small hum , you’re on a rooftop, it’s made up well, fake grass , beanbags and all

Romans the first to plop down onto the beanbag , you shortly behind him, he fumbles in his pocket pulling out both his lighter and his pre-rolled blunt

“Ladies first” he rotates the blunt your way after lighting it , your hesitant at first — slightly regretting come up here in the first place , but you take it, take a long pull then pass it his way “this feels so weird”

“What does?” He says before inhaling “not being responsible” you lean back “ just means it’s unfamiliar , let someone else take care of you for once”

“You’re still young yknow , 22 ain’t nothing , you put too much stress on yourself” he passes the blunt your way , voice softer than usual “ easy for you to say when you haven’t had any responsibilities” you huff “don’t do that.” Roman shakes his head

“Do what?”

“Act like I haven’t been through shit either”

“Sorry”

“ I don’t want to be a burden , I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore” you fumble with your necklace “ and that’s alright, I just wish you’d realise you don’t have to do it by yourself y/n”

“ I’m letting you help me”

“Barely” he scoffs , running his hands through his hair “ I just don’t want anyone to pity me” you get quieter

If the last year of your life is spent by everyone walking on egg shells around you , you’ll feel like a burden — you won’t let it happen

“ I get that, okay — I’m not arguing with you I’m just saying it’s already at that point where you should be telling Faye — or your mother , anyone, so you have people to rely on”

“ Roman please, I don’t want to talk about this” the haziness of the weed starts to hit you “ you’re gonna blow my high and it’s barely even hit yet”

He leaves it at that — no pushing , at least not today instead he looked at you with these stupid pitting eyes , the kind that made you feel how unwell you truly are

“I’m sorry”

That night , you drink a little more than you should, that with the mixture of weed left you crying to Hollis about how downhill everything was going for you— not knowing what to do, Hollis immediately found Roman, who was just as drunk as you , but still took care of you , let you lay in his lap and cry whilst you waited for the uber to come, ordered food to sober you up before he was even in the house , reassured you softly and carried you up 3 flights of stairs before placing you in bed

“ don’t leave” you hold weakly onto his arms “ stay , just for a bit, please?”

“I can do that” he sits in the spot you tapped at , hands combing through your hair “ so gorgeous” he mutters , eyes etched onto your face “ you still think so?”

“ never stopped”

He’s being careful, moving as if he’s scared. His hand finds your cheek, thumb gliding up and down— and then, he kisses you , slow , passionate— it takes seconds until you’re on top of him , turning what Roman thought was gonna be just a short kiss , into a full blown make out session

You didn’t even notice what you were doing to him by shifting slightly until he groaned out

“Fuck , I missed you” he whispers, sitting up before kissing up and down your neck “rom” you squeal “ what baby?” He pauses ,searching to figure out if anything’s wrong “ I need you” you say lowly, embarrassed “yeah?” He chuckles, mockingly —he knew you’d ask sooner or later , you nod

“Cmon then” he wraps himself around you unclipping your bra before sliding your panties to the side , toying with your clit in a way that made you shiver and buck your hips “ relax , y/n” he hushes, pushing you down running his other hand through your hair as he plunges two fingers into you , causing you to again squeal

“Do it yourself, c’mon” his fingers halt as he pushes you down on them , fuck

You’re fucking into yourself with your ex’s fingers , pathetic — but he doesn’t think so , he’s praising you like there’s no tomorrow

“good girl , there you go” he coos

“Rom , i need you” you whine out “am i not giving you me?” He tilts his head, faking confusion to which you just purse your lips in disappointment “words baby”

“I need you to fuck me”

“Aw, why didn’t you just say so?” He chuckles , he flips you around , pushing you down before sliding his underwear off

You’re a whining mess under him between his praise and the tip of his cock hitting your clit , you were loosing your mind “please”

He pushes softly into you , groaning with every inch “ fuck” he whispers bottoming out inside of you “ just like that baby” you begin to get more comfortable with him moving around , steadying yourself you grab onto Romans arm , which suprisingly —he lets you do , he’s being way more gentle than he used to be

“ there you go sweet girl” he chokes out as you pace yourself back and forth on his cock , tugging at your hair lightly

He’s soft , caring — holding you the whole time

Romans piercing into you with his thrusts , grunting lowly

“ fuckk” you whine out , arch deepening “ rom im gonna—cum” you hiccup “ hold it pretty girl” he continues to pound into you, kissing up and now your neck in hopes of distracting you from being overwhelmed by pleasure

“ right there , Fuck rom” you shudder , moans muffled into the pillow “ there?” He continues ramming into the spot that made your mind go fuzzy

“ missed you so fucking much doll” that’s when you lost it , the knot in your stomach loosening as you clenched around his dick , him calling you nicknames whilst he was buried inside of you , it was all intentional , he knew it’d send you over the edge

He rubbed your clit throughout your whole release, whispering soft praise into your ear

His release followed slowly after — you could tell it was long awaited as it litterally brought him to tears , he was a whimpering mess above you , choking out your name in broken cries

“ you’re perfect y/n ”

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Although he was drunk , Roman knew he had to take care of you , he left you laying down in bed to go run a bath for the two of you

By the time he came back in , hair tied up and towel folded around his waist , you were passed out , your phone still replaying the same tiktok

“ shit” he grunts picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder “rom?” You tap his back as he walks down the hallway “mhm”

“How’d you fall asleep so fast , was only gone like 15 minutes” you didn’t feel like mentioning it , but it was your medication that got you tired like this . Given the fact you were already naked Roman found no issue placing you down into the warm water “you’re not coming in?” You frown as he turns to walk around “ didn’t think you wanted me to”

“ don’t be silly” you sit up , letting him slip behind you , his arms quick to close around your waist , a soft blanket of bubbles around you both “reminds me of old times” he nuzzles his face into your neck “ yeah , before you went all crazy on me” you lay back onto him “ im sorry baby” he kisses your shoulder delicately “ you really scared me rom , I’d never seen you like that before”

“ I’m sorry y/n” his fingers glide through your hair “ I was scared—I was selfish , I didn’t mean to scare you”

“It’s okay , you’re here now” you turn around, now staring into his eyes , laying down on his chest “ but you were so mean to me” you frown, it was obvious the alcohol was still in your system — sober you wouldn’t even think about vocalising this “ after I gave birth I was all alone , it was horrible”

“I’m sorry baby, I’m so sorry” his hands fumble with yours “I don’t want it to be like that again” you shake your head “it won’t , I’m here now , okay?”

“ it was hard , yknow — not having you around anymore , i lost all motivation to do anything” he pauses before continuing “ you kept me from going crazy , and when i let you go I didn’t know what to do with myself” he rests his hands on your back “i promise , i wont let you be alone again , okay?”

“Okay” you nod “your hairs grown so long”you change the subject , hands roaming all over his hair “you think?” He says , to which you hum “yea , you look sexy” you blurt out “oh yeah?” Roman chuckles lowly “yea” a stupid smile takes over your face as he sits up and begins attacking you with kisses “stoppp” you drag out as he leans back again

“Hm , any plans for Carlos’s birthday?” Roman questioned , dragging his hands slowly up and down your back “ shit , i forgot it was this week” you speak softly

“ it’s all good , i can figure something out” he holds you closer “ ill figure it out” he reassures “hollis wants to meet him yknow”

“Really? He’s more than welcome to”

“I’ll let him know”

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Romans confused to say the least when he wakes up with Carlos logged in between the two of you , his iPad full volume on paw patrol “mami?” He calls out rubbing his eyes “ my mommy” Carlos slaps his shoulder before crossing his arms , glaring at Roman “ ow dude , what did she tell you about hitting” he sits up “ she was my mommy before you anyways” he mumbles , peaking over Carlos to see if you were there

Just like he expected, you were there , sound asleep, completely tuning out the ruckus of Carlos’s loud ass iPad , Romans makes sure to remember getting him headphones for his birthday

“Cmon buddy” Roman moves Carlos over carefully so he can get besides you “rom?” You whisper , rubbing your eyes “yea” he leaves a kiss on your neck, hands raking through your hair “ good morning” you groan , still half asleep “ morning, your son was trying to kill me for calling you mami” he speaks lowly so Carlos doesn’t act out “how did he even get in here” you sit up slowly “no clue”

“Hm” you lay back down , now on top of Romans chest before your eyes shut again “you’re sleepy again?” He cocks an eyebrow in disbelief “ mhm , it’s a side affect from the medication” you murmur

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[luukeee]

[hollislover132]

are we gonna get a pt 2 to ice dancer 😿😿

I think for now I’m mostly working on otl & Yellowman along with some other things 👀👀 so I don’t think Ice dancer is coming back so soon sorry

[hollislover132]

hi, when is ANYTHING being uploaded..? im starving mother

Omg ily , I was planning on uploading Yellowman but I’m really busy today so I will have it out for you either laterrr today or tomorrow 🥹🥹

[hollislover132]

Um like the red means I love you?????

[hollislover132]

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Him and his lawyer had met in an open space . He’d called him claiming he’d negotiated the best he could and requested for gunner to meet him.

His lawyer sat stiff in his chair, computer in hand and a file in the other “managed to talk to the judge , given that you’re under 18 he had some mercy on you” he cleared his throat “you got completely cleared from probation”

“ that’s great” gunner nods his lips beginning to curve upwards “but….you have to 120 days of community service” his lawyer utters as carefully as possible “what like pick up shit from the floor? That’s fucking ridiculous” his eyebrows furrow as he tries to make out what’s being said

“Not at all . luckily for you , your manager stepped in saying it could potentially be a hazard to have you out on the street given your social media presence”

“…so , the judge managed to find some local businesses that were understaffed” he opens the file scanning through before speaking again “your options are…. Dougglands bakery , isle of flowers or fitlands place , which is a cafe ”

“Yeah , fuck that” gunner scoffs readjusting himself slightly “ listen mr shepardson . I pulled the strings your manager begged me to , if you’d rather spend your 4 months in a juvenile detention centre be my guest”

Fuck. Gunner knows how much important shit he has to look forward to these following months and being away would prevent that . He equally didn’t want to do any of the options given to him , but each was better than 4 months in juvie

Definitely not a cafe , too much people , someone would definitely see him would end up just as bad as street work . No bakery either , he can’t bake for shit and it held the same problem —the only option that made sense to nett was the flower shop , it’s not like anyone goes to those right?

“Just give me the fucking flower shop” he shook his head , hands running through his hair “great , you’re all set to start on Thursday, I’ll text you the hours you’ll be working weekly . For now our business here is done” he gathers his files , briefcase and phone before exiting

“Fuck” gunner pulled at his hair

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[hollislover132]

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YELLOWMAN 001

Sick!reader X babydaddy!roman

!aged Carlos up so now he’s 3!

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‘Walk away , I’ll fade to gray’

Monday 28th April 2025

It isn’t long until he’s outside and you’re torn between the option of bringing Carlos, or leaving him to sleep. Ultimately, you decide it would be too much for Roman to take in at once

You knock on the window lightly . He unlocks the door , you slip in quietly “hey” you look up at him , he looks good—great , but you don’t even have time to think about romantic partners right now

“Hey,you okay?” He locks eyes with you , abandoning his phone on his lap “mhm” you hum already fighting tears, he was the first person you were vocalising it to after all “uh a couple weeks ago I went to the doctors just for like a checkup yknow’ and um …. I got diagnosed with acute heart failure” you rub under your nose sniffing

Romans face drops completely, he doesn’t understand what it means completely—or at all , he just knows it sounds bad—-bad enough for you to break no contact with him after almost 4 years

“They estimated I have about a year left” you choke out , now facing the window in a weak attempt to hide the tears that began to slip “fuck” he breathed out, already reaching for you

It hit him harsh — yea you hadn’t spoken in 4 years but he still loved you , the news that the girl he loved was dying, he didn’t know how to act — what him and you had was real , but the way you ended was horrible

For the first time in 4 years he held you , tight, hand running through your hair, the hum of the radio filling the silence . You stay like that for a while, his head on yours before you manage to centre yourself “roman” you sniff “yea”

“I need you to not argue, please?” You finally muster up the courage to look him in his eyes . You feel fucking pathetic. “I won’t argue”

“ i know you don’t believe me , but Carlos is your kid , im not a cheater Roman”

“And I’ll let you do whatever dna test you need to keep my baby safe”

Romans stomach sinks hearing that , it makes it real.

You hear as he exhales deeply “ I can’t let him go into care Roman , all kind of deranged people get accepted as fosters” his jaw tenses slightly “what about Faye?” He suggests , attitude now more standoffish “roman” you purse your lips “I wouldn’t be asking you if I didn’t need to”

“ I need you to take responsibility here , I can’t leave my baby behind with just anyone”

“Fuck y/n , I don’t know” he runs his fingers through his hair “I don’t know” he mutters “please roman”

“Does Faye know?” He asks , eyes locked onto you as you fumbled with your hoodie sleeve “ no” you sniffle “she can’t, everything’s going so good for her , I can’t be the one to bring her down” you shake your head

He knows he’s being ignorant , he knows trying to find other options is insensitive—and for once in his life he drops his pride and finds it in himself to accept the fact he’s wrong

“ I’ll be here—every step of the way I promise” the guilt is eating him alive—he had every chance— every chance to step up . He knows you aren’t a cheater , he was just too selfish to believe it.

“I wanna meet him” he barley lets out, voice cracking “ I can do that” you nod , wiping your nose “ he’s asleep right now but if you’re free , tomorrow would be fine”

“Yea” he hesitates “ that would be great” he moves like he doesn’t know how to react —the girl he never really got over , dying—right in front of him at that

“Cmon I’ll walk you back up” he twists his car keys wrapping them around his finger before opening the door , you get out from the opposite side walking side by side with him

“ are you..taking it good” roman pushes the door to the stairs open , he’s trying not to pry , you can tell “ yea , i mean im doing what i can” you nod , you can already feel certain symptoms your doctor told you you’d face , the small things —the things you would overlook any other day , shortness of breath when you’ve only gone up two flights of stairs , forgetting things that are important to you , things like that

When you get to your door you can feel the shift in Romans attitude he’s being careful, trying not to be pushy but you see his eyes search around what he can see of your apartment before he says bye

“Roman” you call out , he’s only taken a couple steps by now “yea?” He halts , turning around “you can come in and see him yknow?”

“Really” he turns fully “mhm,come” you push the door open before beginning to walk , roman trailing not far behind you as you walk to Carlos’s room . Behind you Romans looking around, he hasn’t been here in ages it was almost nostalgic to him

You push his door open lightly, careful to wake him , switching the light on cautiously. You watch him shift expression softening soon after “ he’s a deep sleeper, just like you” you laugh out keeping your voice low

It all hits Roman , sickeningly slow , seeing him in real life showed him how real this all was — the kid was the spitting image of roman as a child

“Wow” is all he can say , sitting on the floor and trying to digest everything, you take a seat on Carlos’s ‘cars’ bed , his head finding your lap quickly “ such a big bed for such a small boy” he tries to make light of the situation “he outgrew his crib so fast i promise” you feed into it , hands stroking his hair softly. Roman couldn’t help but admire the relationship you’d built with him “he’s like…everything to me” you trail on “his birthdays in a couple weeks also” you add on “ may 21st” Roman nods , making a mental note of that date

Needing to be told his own sons birthday made him feel pathetic to say the least

He couldn’t speak. The realisation of the fact it took you dying for him to step up , for him to admit to himself he was wrong and to go against every thought he’d had these past 4 years

“…listen I gotta go to the studio with Hollis” he takes his phone out his jacket pocket slowly “but I’ll be back , just text me the time and I’ll be there” he nods before you offer the walk him out

“Y/n” he looks back once he’s almost through the door of your apartment “if you need anything , anything —just call me , okay?”

You nod , telling him to be safe before walking back inside

You were going back to the doctors Wednesday, to get some prescriptions — you didn’t see the point really , at the end of the day you still only had a year, right?

You were focused on creating some kind of stability for your son , and you’d do that until your very last breath

Roman , on the other hand is beyond stressed . He knows he can’t just leave you and his son —but his career is in the midst of taking off , and this happens to him? He’s not sure how he’ll adapt to having a son , what it will change regarding his career , but he knows he has to be there

‘But not today , as long as you are here I’ll be okay’

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‘Walk away, I’ll fade to grey’

‘Acute heart failure’ the words echoed into your head ‘ around a year left’ pounded into your head , not too long ago you’d birthed your son , Carlos L/n leal , you blamed it on that —the shortness of breath you specifically remember playing it off to your best friend when she called it out as concerning as just ‘being out of shape’ and mentioning how you’d only given birth 2 years ago

Fuck. The last thing you wanted to be was a burden to anyone , your best friends career was just taking off , you couldn’t do that to her. On top of that , you know exactly how she is with drugs, and that’s not something you want around your child

Besides her , there was practically no one — you’d cut ties with your mother a couple years back , right after you gave birth actually , meaning there was only one person you could reach out to. One person you could rely on if they still loved you

Roman was a deadbeat , no child support , no contact whatsoever . Simply because of the fact he’s fully convinced you’re lying to jeopardise his career , to seek money —he even threatened to take legal action against you at 6 months pregnant if you didn’t stop ‘harrasing’ him . but before that? You were inseparable, completely— you couldn’t see one without the other . You were in love —not foolish high school love , real love

His reaction to you being pregnant was the opposite of what you expected completely

But you still persevered, dedicating your life to your baby —for this? , for your whole life to come crashing down on you all at once

You spend the first few days thinking , holding Carlos tighter —you don’t tell your best friend anything, not yet—not whilst her life is still afloat

It only dawns on you a couple weeks into your diagnosis it’s not about you , or your pride , it’s about finding somewhere safe , somewhere suitable for your baby to live without you

You needed Roman to step up and actually be a father . You didn’t mind it before , you had everything under control , but now? Now you needed him to be here

‘But not today , as long as you are here I’ll be okay’

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