thoughts rendered binary

Just a woman, a computer, and the things that keep her sane. And lots of fangirling from someone way too old for it. You'll find entirely too much Loki stuff here, lots of Marvel, a dash of Hannibal, a sprinkle of Bioware, and whatever else seems like it needs to be thrown into the pot at the moment. If you want to just be privy to my writing, check out/follow my fanfic blog link.

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Starting to see a pattern

[gabbiki]

Thor is away. 

Jane finds solace in the gardens.

Loki makes his move.

Thank you so much @poetattemptsfiction for being patient and understanding and I really hope you like it. (Hopefully I get to finish the other panels soon)

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get to know me meme: favorite movies [13/15] » The Mummy (1999)

“I may not be an explorer, or an adventurer, or a treasure-seeker, or a gunfighter! But I am proud of what I am! I am a librarian.” - The Mummy (1999)

[kammilu]

one more second~

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Team “Don’t Do It” 2k17

More like Team “Trashy, Edgy, Dark, Brooding, Broken, Disney Princes Who Need Psychiatric Help” Mood after watching Avengers: Infinity War Trailer and The Last Jedi, where I spent half the time screaming at these A-holes  “ *#*  DON’T DO IT!!!”

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One interesting thing Rey’s plot tells us is how… bad at people she can be. She and Kylo both come off as really incapable of subtlety lol. They could not have conceived of more ham-fisted ways to try to “turn” each other. If you think about it, someone with a little more manipulative skill could have had a better chance at success in both cases.

Maybe it’s that the force bond made them both start to have a fuzzy experience of the distinction between Self and Other, but they BOTH make the same fatal mistake: they imagine that the other person will do what they would do, rather than realizing that they’re a distinct person with different goals and ideas.

So Rey thinks that “Ben Solo” would do what she’d do after a lifetime of being headfucked and nearly murdered by an uncle and such, which is reach for the Light at the first chance! If it were her, she’d jump at the opportunity to shed the horror and tyranny and try to be cleaner and more free.

And Kylo thinks that Rey would do what he’d do after a lifetime of being helpless and alone, abandoned by junkie parents and sold into slavery and miserable - reach for power, reach for anger, make the galaxy bend for the wrongs it’s done you.

They’re not making persuasive arguments in the other person’s language; they’re arguing from what they’d find convincing. So he offers her a throne and the galaxy and she offers him the Light and nobody is convinced lol. It’s almost as if they try and blunder terribly to do emotional labor for each other rather than her trying to simply do emotional labor for him… as much as she thought she could sell him on the Light Side, he genuinely thought he could sell her on Team Anger as the best way to soothe her pain, since he truly believes in it. He thinks the best thing for her would be to join up and start reading the Team Anger newsletter and maybe torturing that guy who owned her on Jakku or whatever.

I think sucking at reading people is an interesting character flaw for a woman to have, especially given how people are gendering her choice to try to turn Kylo as a stereotypical expectation of women to fix men - even though, in SW-verse, that kind of redemptive legacy has her following in the shoes of Luke Skywalker, the biggest name in the business, and she is depicted as heroic for doing the thing women are not often allowed: turning her back and walking away in the end.

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fave goth son

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They met.

[dappermouth]

“Cruel,” he thought, “how stories go—with men as heroes, wolves as foes.”

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Longing by enveniya

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| FENRIS | DAII + | Disembarked |

“I belong here, Hawke.”

Now available as a print over at my Redbubble.

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@cypheroftyr ;)

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wow da4 looks great.

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Another beautiful picture of Multnomah Falls in Oregon, USA @sixpenceee

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some zevs from last year like i can barely even remember these anymore fml

[sixpenceee]

Multnomah Falls, one of the many reasons I love traveling to the Oregon / Washington area.

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Much Ado About Nothing (1993)

If it prove so, then loving goes by haps. Some Cupid kills with arrows, some with traps.

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Tom. Hayley. NOW.