The Guiding Moonlight

i am creation both haunted and holy, made in glory Ludwig the Holy Blade | Isola Affiliated [ HIATUS | 10/20/19 ] Newcomer | Condo 406 even the dark of the night can not blind me, when you guide me

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{{Briefly popping in (because i have no self control despite being on hiatus), but uh...

I just wanted to say sorry to folks who are waiting on me, I’m having a combination of a really, terribly bad month, and an issue of my muse running away from me a bit (ludwig please come back i love you)... so I I figured taking a break might help...

While I was checking I saw that... not one but two AI buddies (!!!) have apped and its really tempting me to bring in my beautiful boyfriend even though I probably really do need a break... I’m hesitant because I sent an ask in about a clarification, but masterlist never replied... I might do it anyway but... h.

Hopefully I’ll be back sooner than later either way, though...

thank yall for being patient...}}

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{{masterlist pwease answer my question.......... i’m scared it got eaten but i already sent a second one....... ples.}}

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sephirahisms‌:

Netzach does not often experience something akin to fright. They’ve seen so much, after all, the world is a dangerous and frightening place, and they have little qualms with oddities that exist just to exist- without any malice involved. After all, things are not always pretty, or conventional, and Netzach has long stopped expecting much of anything to be predictable. 

“That’s not here though, I think I’d be right to assume that much. This place is different than most of what anyone’s come from.” They say it with such a bluntness that it tastes like the truth, and Netzach, happier here, has just a bit of conviction in their voice as they address the stranger. 

Netzach shrugs, and speaks with a tone that suggests that they’re trying to at least be a little earnest. “I’m a bag of organs irresponsibly stuffed into a robot. Some of us are just better at hiding the whole mess than others. Doesn’t really say anything about character, though.” 

Ludwig is silent for a beat, staring down at Netzach. “...Perhaps you are right... I am still learning of this place. It is strange compared to what I once called home. Still...” He turns to lift his head back towards the window for a moment. “Even if that is the case... I don’t know if I would be welcomed there like I wish I would be, even if they were to let me in.” Surely not. He won’t be welcomed into any place like the Church did before he had changed. Maybe he should give up on longing for that.

His brows knit together as he cocks his head to the side. He hasn’t exactly seen what other ‘messes’ there are around, but something has made him lost here. “A robot? Forgive me, but... I do not know what that is...”

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darkmoondelusion‌:

“The Healing Church? Thou'rt from Yharnam?”

Again, that name rears its head. Laurence, Crow, and now Ludwig. But the god gets the feeling of sorrow from the beast more than he had from those two. Those words cut at his heart, that one guided by the Moon is so lost – or rather, disconnected now. Spirale’s doing, of course.

“She hath not abandoned thee, that I swear. This island stealeth magic and power, but it is possible to earn it back. Even I have found myself at its mercy.”

He doesn’t know what kind of person Ludwig is, nor why he is a beast. But he doesn’t need to. He has faith that the Moon would only choose one of high morality. Gwyndolin bows his head in respect and true greeting, then.

“I am Dark Sun Gwyndolin, god of the moon. If thou'rt lost, then thou mayest follow me. I do not leave those in need behind, especially when they are mine own. Is that alright with thee?”

He offers a hand forward, if Ludwig wants to touch. He looks as if he’s been locked away for ages, wallowing in filth. Everything about the beast is forlorn.

“You know of Yharnam?” He’s a little surprised by this. Were they from Yharnam too? Or perhaps a location nearby?

Ludwig frowns the best his face will let him, though he tries his best to not be too shaken by all the things happening around him. There is some reassurance there in their words, but it doesn’t entirely ease his fears. “It can come back? Why has it been taken away?” He laughs slightly, though its stiff, forced. “Hasn’t enough been taken from me already?” he mumbles.

As they bow, Ludwig naturally bows as well and lowers his head to their level. As he raises it again, he can’t stop himself from tilting his head in confusion. A god? A god of the moon, even? He’s not entirely sure how to feel about this idea, really, even if they do look like they fit the part. Even if they aren’t one, it would be nice to have someone who seems to understand and not see him as something terrible. “Ah... You are too kind to a beast like myself...”

Still, he offers his own hand, though it’s more like he’s holding out one of his long talons.

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@harimenuis {{nah, they actually reduced him from 15-17ft to 10,so hes... still big... [???]}}

@painsawd

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darkmoondelusion replied to your post: {{ …………………….can ludwig even go inside...

*bumps head* ow

{{arent like... most doors about 7ft? im imagining him like. trying to claw and squirm his way into buildings. like that one video of the deer climbing through the childrens slide...}}

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{{ .........................can ludwig even go inside buildings................ hes 10ft tall........}}

[altairattorney]

Dark Souls and Sekiro: get out of the ditch you were thrown in and change your destiny

Bloodborne: get high as fuck and God help you

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Tagged by: nah Tagging: yah

 ( BOLD ALL THAT APPLY to your muse. Italicize leaning or former. )

[ WEALTH ] $ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty ✚ Medical : fit(?) / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged / non applicable ✪ Class or Caste : upper / middle / working / servant / street trash / slave / unsure ✔ Education : qualified / unqualified / studying / other ✖ Criminal Record : yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but has not been caught yet

[ FAMILY ] ◒ Children : has a child or children / has no children / wants children / verse dependent ◑ Relationship with Family : close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased ◔ Affiliation : orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent / not applicable

[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ] ♦ extroverted / introverted / in between ♦ disorganized / organized / in between ♦ close-minded / open-minded / in between ♦ calm / anxious / in between ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between ♦ cautious / reckless / in between ♦ patient / impatient / in between ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between ♦ leader / follower / in between ♦ empathetic / unempathetic / in between ♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between ♦ traditional / modern / in between ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between ♦ cultured / uncultured / in between ♦ loyal / disloyal / in between ♦ unfaithful (personally) / faithful (religiously) / in between

[ BELIEFS ] ★ Faith : monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic / it’s complicated ☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✮ Belief in an Afterlife : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✯ Belief in Reincarnation : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❃ Belief in Aliens : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❀ Philosophical : yes / no

[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ] ❤ Sexuality : heterosexual / homosexual  / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual ❥ Sex : sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable / naive and clueless / just not interested ♥ Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable (with the right person) / naive and clueless ❣ Sexually : adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious / inhibited ⚧ Potential Sexual Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all ⚧ Potential Romantic Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all

[ ABILITIES ] ☠ Combat Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ≡ Literacy Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✍ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✂ Technical Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

[ HABITS ] ☕ Drinking Alcohol : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ☁ Smoking : trying to quit / never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✿ Other Narcotics : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✌ Medicinal Drugs : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess (ex-bloodvials) ☻ Indulgent Food : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess $ Splurge Spending : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♣ Gambling : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

[iguanamouth]

Have you ever wondered what it would be like if a horses' mouth was like a dogs, like if it went back that far? I think we'd see horses a lot differently and I think about this a lot.

fear

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✉

Send ✉ for a text that wasn’t sent 

From: LudwigTo: Crow

>You makje me worried.>Noty abnout yiou, but about mre.>I knowe lirttle aboutr the ttruth of Cainbhurst, besidesa them being thge enemyt of thew Church, but... Whatr if theyu were righjt? At leastr slightrly.>Wouldnm’t theyu havwe helped?>Couldbn’t the Churcgh have dione somethinng?

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ø text me ludwig

Send ø for a late night text 

From: LudwigTo: Gwyndolin

>My appologiesd if thius is reakkly suddebn, byut I feel asd if yiou woukld understabnd.>I just need tyo talkl to someoner abnout this...>When I waas lockeds in that place, it was terrtifying,. I usedf to thinkj little coukld frightyen me then, but... I do not thiunk anythinjg could prepare oneselkf for that kind ofg horror. >Itt wasn’t allk at once. I hadf to watchj ity all happen,. Sloewly. Thee onlty peopkle I sawe when I wasd down therew were peoplke droppingh off corpses. They wouldn’tr do anything, thoughj I do nbot blame them.>I rremrember lookinfgg at the ceilkng whenb I couldn’t move myt legs anymoire. All I coukld see was darknessd. I just missedf being freew. Beingh able to seew the sky.>I woker up from beingf there ahgain. I thoughy I waas in the Nightrmare again,.

A long pause.

>Sorryt. I should notr be speakingh of such sensitive and pewersonal thingfs to sommneone I’ver only just met. >I shoukld probablyt try restingh again,. Again, I apologixze.>Good nighrt, Gwyndolin.

[vhsmeme]

* character headcanons

clothing style.

before - bed routine. 

eating habits.

concept of home and family. 

hobbies. 

fighting style.

what calms your muse down after a bad day?

talk about one person your muse loves.

ways your muse says i love you.

describe your muse’s laugh. 

what items can be found in your muse’s pockets? 

talk about your muse’s most prized possession(s).

describe your muse’s walk. 

talk about your muse’s accent.

describe your muse’s smile. 

how often does your muse get sick?

does your muse know when to rest, or do they push themselves?

does your muse snore? sleeptalk? sleepwalk?

the thing(s) your muse thinks about before falling asleep.

is your muse a fitful or a quiet sleeper?

your muse’s thoughts on cops and other authority figures.

skills and special talents. 

disabilities or illnesses. 

habits and mannerisms.

introvert or extrovert.

religious or non - religious.

verbal or non - verbal communication.

something your muse could never forgive.

something that makes your muse smile.

something that scares your muse.

something that gives your muse hope.

how your muse responds to being helped / taken care of.

how your muse responds to unconditional love.

how your muse responds to danger.

how your muse responds to stress.  

how your muse responds to anger.

did your muse grow up too fast?

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ø

Send ø for a late night text 

from: Ludwigto: Star

>Heyu, I just weanted to thgank you earliert.>Yuo’re one iof thye firtst peopler t o activelky hjelp mer withoyut bewing intimiudated.>I ghope to dsee yiou at tgat party.>Sorrty if thius is hard tio read, thius deviuce is realkly snmall,.

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Texting meme

Send ✆ for a morning text

Send ✉ for a text that wasn’t sent

Send ☎ for a rushed text

Send ☏ for a loving text

Send ⁇ for a drunk text

Send ø for a late night text

Send ✘ for a hateful text

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20. tying your hair up using ribbon, yay or nay?

neigh yay

“I used to, before I became this. Perhaps it is ironic now, but I used to keep my hair in a pony tail.”

He laughs slightly, jaded but still a little bemused.

“It was long enough that it got in the way, but I hated the idea of cutting it.My hair once was extremely wavy, if it was short, it would have just fluffed up to a ridiculous volume. Though, perhaps now I could do with getting it cut. Not too short, but less than it is now.”

[tr33-g1rl]

romanticized asks that say a lot (a sequel to the other ask post i made)

1. if you were to have Hanahaki disease, what flowers would you cough up?

2. if someone were to catch Hanahaki disease for you, what flowers would they cough up? 

3. if you were any historic trope, what would you be? (i.e., the knight, the town baker, the witch of the forest, etd.)

4. tell us about your ideal battle outfit.

5. what would you be a god/goddess of and what would people sacrifice to you?

6. name five iconic quotes that make you feel things.

7. scythe, battle axe, broad sword, spear or trident?

8. what combination of natural scents would you use as perfume?

9. ancient scrolls or leather-bound books?

10. describe yourself as if you were a storm.

11. what type of flower (other than a rose) would you offer someone you were trying to court?

12. honey in milk or cinnamon in tea?

13. cabin in the woods, apartment in the city or mansion in the suburbs?

14. curtains of beads or lace?

15. vocal or instrumental music?

16. describe your ideal fantasy outfit

17. of all the fantasy races to ever exist, which one would you be?

18. hard candy, fruit preserves or spice cake?

19. show us an a picture of your ideal crown.

20. tying your hair up using ribbon, yay or nay?

21. an evening in the forest with elves, a night in the caves with vampires or a morning in the garden with fae?

22. tell us, in detail, about a curse a witch would put on you.

23. talking with sylphs or singing with nymphs?

24. mint, rosemary, basil or sage?

25. favorite childhood story? (doesn’t have to be a fairy tale)

26. tell us about an experience you’ve had that seemed unreal or supernatural. (doesn’t have to be scary)

27. would you rather have poison or healing ointment in your traveling pack?

28. tell us three sayings that you live by.

29. vials or mason jars?

30. describe your ideal masquerade ball outfit (mask included).

31. splashing around in a river with mermaids or flying through the sky with harpies?

32. what would you end up in the dungeon for?

33. if you were a fairy, what color would your wings be?

34. if you could have any magical item, what would it be?

35. what song would the bards sing about you when you passed by?

36. would you rather be a pirate or a king/queen?

37. would you spend more time in the field of flowers, the tavern, the docks or the marketplace?

38. would you have a painting of yourself?

39. what skill are you famous for?

40. if you could live any fairy tale, which one would you?

41. stained glass windows or fairy lights?