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I NEED THE ENTIRE DEAD BOY DETECTIVES FANDOM TO UNDERSTAND THAT EDWIN PAYNE IS A TEENAGE BOY. HE IS 16. HE IS NOT A GROWN MAN. DO NOT SHIP WITH HIM ADULTS. *cough* *cough* cat king *cough* *cough*

#dead boy detectives #anti catwin #payneland #neil gaiman

He could show me what a real father is and what a true father-son relationship should be. He could cure all my ills

#teacher attachment #bpd potentially

What if I don't want my childhood memories back? Recently, experiences from my past have been resurfacing in my mind. It is not unpleasant, but pleasant neither. I was fine with not remembering. I'm not fine with remembering.

#I don't know why I am so adverse to myself and my life #amnesia

It has nearly been three years. The experience is burned into my brain permanently. Time does not heal wounds, therapy does.

#get a grip

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Hanley 1991

I recently listened to Fiona Apple. Safe to say none of these songs will be on my playlist, for I care about my mental wellbeing.

#fiona apple #too good

I'm dead. I am certain. Empty. There is nothing here. Never have I felt so numb. I need to feel something. I must prove that I am alive; that I have emotions.

#I am very healthy #Guys look how normal I am

I hold a firm belief that I am hated by all, specifically my loved ones. No amount of reassurance will cure me. Eternally will I worry for the stability of my friendships and other relationships.

#bpd potentially #there is absolutely nothing wrong with me at all

Wisps of her dirty blonde hair flowing through the breeze of a hot summer day... she is wholly divine in her unmatched allure of intelligence and authenticity. Something knots our sore hearts together to create a unbreakable bond.

Her horrid half, I shall proclaim to be.

#queerplatonic

I fight the thoughts in my head that make me believe myself to be a cruel, heartless being.

#feeling shameful and self hating