I'm Not Afraid Of Death Anymore

― “ I was born with a strange gift, the ability to see what no human being has ever seen before. It’s all mixed up in my head. The images, the sounds, the smell. I need to remember, put things in order right up to this moment. Remember who I am.” [ Independent Jodie Holmes rp blog ] Relationship status: Single Tag: hoolmes

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Beyond: Two Souls

Jodie Holmes

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I was born with a gift

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“I have blood on my hands. Some kid lost his father because of me. Because I trusted you… Because I trusted we were doing the right thing.”

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Do not want to be rude to the girl, but even so, her rough way of speaking made ​​her cute and innocent facade fade the air. As she said to Dean once: Most hunters come through that door think they can get in my pants with some pizza and a six-pack. Innocent guys who do not know what she was. Sweet? Innocent? Only in the eyes of others. She would shoot the bastard who tried put his hands on her even before he could see the color of her underwear. And most women hunters, who were already in a low number, entered the bar and looked crooked for her. A young pretty girl with long wavy and blond hair. Anger? Envy? She had no idea, only that she was never able to even make a friend.

She even tried to go to school for her mother, but abandoned it in soon after, she did not fit there, everyone called her as “the freak with the knife collection” plus Jo used to say it was a waste of time for hunters. At least she had Ash, probably the only person she would call friend, but not as a normal friend. He was a genious but she could not talk about simple things about him, Ash was probably just a close person to her. Her first crush used her as bait on a hunt and her first boyfriend stopped calling her in the middle of a hunt and she never heard about him again. Beautiful way to live. She just wanted to be a hunter to feel closer to her father, was it so wrong? And a few months ago Dean appeared and…

All the tables were served and those who were not could be served by her mother. Jo looked over her shoulder and saw Ellen busy talking to other hunters. Pulled an empty chair and placed it across the table in a way that was facing the other girl. The backrest of the chair so that it would serve to uphold her arms to stare at her while she speak. Her brown eyes stared at the girl carefully. She could not be a hunter but she knew more than normal people, had a feeling about it. A chill ran through her body before she spoke, it was… Like it was not only the girl looking at her. “By chance… You know something about ghosts or monsters—— I mean, do you believe in them?” If she said no, she would just invent an excuse to say that she was bluffing and would return to her job, waiting tables. If she said yes… Well, maybe a new future was brewing ahead.

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Jodie raised her head waiting for an answer from the blonde, but she did not respond. it was like she was thinking about something, her gaze was strange, and her eyes seemed so lost and gloomy, What is wrong? Jodie felt like she knew this girl since a long time, she felt like she understand her, just by staring at her eyes, she knew the blonde had a miserable past, too.

Jodie couldn't stop staring at her, she forgot all the bad thoughts and she started to get used to this place, wanting to start talking with this girl, she felt Aiden once again—I know, Aiden! i know we shouldn't talk to strange people but..this girl is different, somehow! Jodie whispered, and let out a loud sigh, yeah, she was born with a gift, how would Nathan and Cole let her talk to anyone like that? if they find out, a trouble will happen, and they will not let her go out anymore. Jodie hated living this way, being surrounded, stuck, not able to make friends and live the life, If it was someone else would they be able to bear like she did? Of course not. the life she is living isn't easy, but she could not do anything about it. It's not like, Nathan, Cole, or Aiden would let her free, so she had to get used to it.

Aiden, give me a break! at first you were acting strange, like you wanted to stay, and now you're afraid just because i'm fucking trying to have some friends?— No, it's not like Aiden didn't want Jodie to make friends, it's just because he was worried about her, And yup, her thoughts was right, he did want to stay here, but he didn't want Jodie to be punished by Nathan and Cole. This is something she can't realize, how much Aiden cares about her and how he wanted her to stay safe, but what choice did he have? he was just a invisible soul who would never be able to let out his feelings, but just as much as he hated being yelled at, he decided to let Jodie do what she want, for now, it wasn't like she would listen to him anyway.

Jodie felt bad for yelling at Aiden, but it's not like she wanted it, it's just because she is tired, of doing what other people want her to do, it's time for her to make her own decisions, to do what she wanted to do since a long time, making friends, have fun with other people her age, this girl in front of her, was a chance for Jodie to achieve her new goal.

As Jodie stared at her once again, she saw her pulling a chair and placed it near her in a way they can face each other, she was surprised of her attitude but she didn't really care, maybe the blonde wanted to say something to her— Jodie kept silent as the girl finally spoke— Do you believe in ghosts? Shit! did she find out? that Jodie is different and she had invisible person following her everywhere? Is that why she was looking at her in a strange way? if not, then why did she ask her about ghosts, is she interested on that world or something..?— Jodie raised an eyebrow and smirked a little "Oh, well...i.." Now what? should i just tell her about the whole story? she will find out anyway... "Yeah, i do..i believe in them, i know their world, i see them, and..this is gonna sound really strange but, i'm different...and it's made my whole life a fucking mess." She admitted, not sure if she made the right decision but she just had to say it, the blonde was going to find out anyway, Aiden is not that hard to notice for some people— "If you are asking, you must know something about them too, right?" She looked at her serious, wanting to know what is the story behind this girl.

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"I need to reconstruct my life. My life without Aiden. For as long as I can remember, I dreamt of living without him. Untied… without his constant presence by my side. I got what I wanted. I’ve never been so unhappy in my life. I feel like… a part of me has been amputated. I’m crying all day… I know it’s stupid… Shit… I miss him so much.”