when you’re 47 au’s deep into your maladaptive daydreaming and someone forces you back into this threshold of reality by engaging you in social interaction

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when you’re 47 au’s deep into your maladaptive daydreaming and someone forces you back into this threshold of reality by engaging you in social interaction
Sebastian Stan on Shailene Woodley's ig story | August 15, 2019
after dying god informs you that hell is a myth, and “everyone sins, its ok”. instead the dead are sorted into six “houses of heaven” based on the sins they chose.
We arrived first at the House of Lust. “House” is a misleading term. It was more of a camp, spread over acres and acres of lush forest. There was a white sandy beach (nude, of course) full of copulating couples. There were little cabins sprinkled all along the path, from which orgasmic moans regularly came belting out. Men with six pack abs and women with perky breasts strolled by without even noticing me and God. They only had eyes for each other, tickling and pinching each other with flirtatious giggles.
“What do you think?” God asked as we passed a nineteen-way taking place in a pool of champagne. Little cherubs flitted overhead armed with mops and cleaning supplies, thankfully. “Lust is our most popular sin.” I eyed the supermodel-like figures of a couple passing nearby, and could easily see why. “You can look however you want. Hell, you can be whatever gender you want. No fetish is too taboo, and no desire can be denied here.”
It was quite tempting, but I wasn’t ready to make a permanent decision here. “Let’s see the others,” I told God.
We carried on to Greed. We passed rows and rows of mansions, each more opulent than the next. Some of them were so large that they would have had enough bed rooms to fit my entire hometown. And so many different styles: one second, we were in a beautiful French vineyard in front of a gorgeous chateau with the Alps in the background. The next second, a warm tropical beach with a modern mansion atop breathtaking cliffs. After that, a ski chalet in Colorado with a roaring fire in a hearth large enough to fit an ox. Each one had various Italian sports cars and Rolls Royces parked in front, with the occasional smattering of boats, helicopters, etc.
“Any material desire you ever wanted,” God explained. “Your own world, where you can have everything. You want the Hope Diamond? You can fly to Washington DC in your own solid gold helicopter and buy it from the Smithsonian. Hell, you can just buy the Smithsonian.”
Also tempting, but I decided to keep looking.
Gluttony was next up. Tables and tables of the very finest foods: beautiful steaks cooked medium rare; butter-poached lobster tail; fresh oysters on a half shell; exotic wines in dusty bottles that had been hiding in the cellars of the world’s finest restaurants. Everyone had a glass of champagne in hand and simply lounged on couches and chairs near the tables, eating endlessly. As soon as the inhabitants took a bite, the food just instantly came back. My mouth watered even watching them.
“In every other House, the food is practically sawdust compared to Gluttony,” God explained. “You haven’t truly experienced heaven until you’ve been to Gluttony.”
I shook my head, and we kept moving.
Sloth was as you’d expect. An endless sea of the softest mattresses, stacked with cushions and pillows that made the story of the princess and the pea seem minimalist. Little angels visited each resident, giving them massages that made them all melt into their blankets.
Wrath was… well, a lot like what I’d expect Hell to be like. Fire, brimstone, whips, torture.. you know, the works. Except here, you weren’t the one being tortured. Every enemy you’d ever made in your real life was now under your thumb. “Lots of people choose their fathers,” God explained. “Lots of grudges against parents in general, you know. But you’re not limited to that. Someone beat you out for a big promotion back on Earth? Take your pound of flesh here.”
Then we arrived at Envy. It looked… well, a lot like home.
“Go on in,” God said, gesturing toward the door. I turned the knob and walked in… and found Emily waiting inside. She ran forward, wrapped her arms around my neck, and planted a kiss right on my lips. “Welcome home, honey.”
I looked back toward God. “Oh, don’t be coy,” he said. “You have no secrets from me. We all know that you were in love with your best friend’s wife.” She didn’t seem to hear him at all; she went back into the hall. “We all know that you just settled for your own wife while secretly pining after her. Well, this is your chance to live happily ever after.”
I peered into the kitchen. Emily was baking something, wearing nothing but an apron. Her curly black hair fell softly over her shoulder as she whisked ingredients. She turned back, noticed I was observing her, and an enthusiastic smile spread across her face.
“It’s what you’ve always wanted, isn’t it?” God whispered in my ear.
I wanted to take it. God damn did I want to take it. But I shook my head.
God seemed puzzled. “You need to make a decision,” he told me.
“I haven’t seen Pride yet.”
He scoffed. “No one ever wants Pride, trust me.”
“Well, I want to see it.”
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Pride was boring. Just a row of workbenches in a bare white room.
“I don’t get it,” I told God.
“Yeah, no one does,” he answered. “That’s why no one ever chooses it. Doesn’t cavorting in Lust sound better than sitting here building little trinkets for the rest of eternity? Wouldn’t you rather gorge yourself in Gluttony? Or spend time with Emily in Envy?”
I considered the options again. “I pick Pride,” I finally told him.
He narrowed his eyes. “What? Look at it!” He gestured around the room again. There wasn’t much to look at. “Why would you choose this for the rest of time?”
“Because you don’t want me to pick it,” I told him. If he was really God, he’d know what a contrarian I can be. And I knew he was hiding something, trying to pretend like Pride didn’t exist. There was something special about it.
God scowled back. “Fine.” He led me over to one of the workbenches. In the center, there was a black space. A blank, empty void that went on forever. “Here’s your universe,” he said. “You’ve got seven days to get started.” He took his seat at the bench next to me and went back to tinkering in his own world. After a long pause, he finally spoke again: “You know, it might be nice for me to actually have some company for once.”
FUCKING I MEAN.
IT’S LIKE 7AM AND I LOVE GONNA REBLOG SO I CAN READ THIS SHIT AGAIN
… Well shit.
Masterlist: Shadows
Summary: After spending a month imprisioned, you were finally rescued only to find out that you were apart of something much greater than you could ever imagine, in the worst way possible. (I’m sorry, never really been good at summaries!)
Pairing: Bucky x female!reader
Warnings: In this story, the reader is struggling with the aftermath of the trauma she lived while she was imprisoned. If you are triggered by alcoholism, abuse or rape, than please DO NOT READ my story. I will never go into detail, nonetheless I do write about the struggles of having lived through it.
Chapter 1 // Chapter 2
Chapter 3 // Chapter 4
Chapter 5 // Chapter 6
Chapter 7 // Chapter 8
Chapter 9 // Chapter 10
Chapter 11 // Chapter 12
Chapter 13 // Chapter 14
Chapter 15 // Chapter 16
Chapter 17 // Chapter 18
Chapter 19 // Chapter 20
Chapter 21 // Chapter 22
Chapter 23 // Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Any comments? Questions? Suggestions? Want to be tagged? Don’t be afraid to send me a message! I always answer :)
Travelling All Alone (1/?)
Summary: An angsty 17-year old runaway goes on a road trip with a pissed-off ex-Hydra assassin. What can possibly go wrong?
Note from the author: Aaaaaaa I’m so excited to post the first chapter of this series, my first fic ever! The story will touch on some dark themes in later chapters, but I’ll make sure to use appropriate content warnings when the time comes. Hope you enjoy it!
Characters: Platonic Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: Explicit language, guns, violence, and angst.
Word Count: 3565.
It was a quarter past midnight on a surprisingly cold night in July. You pulled your oversized denim jacket closer to your body as you stepped off the bus, bitterly regretting your decision to wear a summer dress and a pair of fishnet tights this morning. Christ, it’s fucking freezing! The cold air turned your warm breath into misty clouds as you watched the other passengers disappear into the night.
For a while you stood there as the bus drove away, taking in your surroundings. There wasn’t much to see: The sharp light from a few lamp posts lit up the large, empty parking lot. In the distance you could make out what appeared to be a diner, probably closed for the night. Heaving a deep sigh, you scanned the nearest bus schedule only to remember with disappointment that tomorrow was Sunday. No busses would arrive till Monday morning - you had nowhere to go.
The realization made you cuss loudly. You really hadn’t thought this whole running-away-from-home thing through, and you could feel the panic starting to overwhelm you. During the six hours you had spent on the bus, you had somehow managed to stay calm in spite of everything. Watching the rain drops trickle down your window, you had daydreamed about hot childhood summers spent by the beach, just you and your mom. The memories had drowned out the negative thoughts that were now threatening to overwhelm you as you stood in that deserted parking lot in the middle of fucking nowhere.
You bent over, grasping your knees as you started to hyperventilate. Combined with all the shit that had already happened, the thought of sleeping in the street in this random-ass town nearly made you burst into tears for the second time that day. Pull yourself together, you scolded yourself. This was your own decision, now deal with it!
In a stubborn attempt to calm yourself, you straightened up, took a deep breath, and set off towards the diner you had seen further down the road.
“Give me your backpack. Now!” You froze as you heard the angry voice coming from behind you, silently praying that somehow the command wasn’t meant for you. Hadn’t you been through enough crap for one day?
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Favourites Masterlist
Note: None of these are mine. All have been given credit, give em’ a follow while you’re there.
Fluff : 🥰
Angst : 😭
Smut : 😱
Marvel
Bucky Barnes:
Guy’s Night by @teamcap4bucky 🥰
Bulletproof by @jaamesbbarnes 🥰 😭
Shifter Series by @floatingpetals 🥰 😭
What Have I Done? by @floatingpetals 😭
Paper Walls by @writingcroissant 🥰 😭 😱
Helping Hand by @nev3rfound 🥰
Espresso by @shurisneakers 🥰 😭
Misfire by @shurisneakers 🥰
Reform by @shurisneakers 😭
Coffee With A Hint Of Sarcasm by @shurisneakers 🥰
Rhyming Names and Cute Threats by @shurisneakers 🥰
elements and emotions by @nev3rfound 🥰
Nutella by @revengingbarnes 🥰
Blood, Sweats and Flowers by @fuckmestan 🥰 😭
Shadows by @fuckmestan 🥰 😭
Overshadowed by @stuckunderstars 🥰 😭
The One For Me; Forever by @serpienten 🥰 😭
365 Days by @abovethesmokestacks 🥰 😭
Emergency Room by @jaamesbbarnes 🥰
Sugar and Spice by @astro-stark 🥰
Magic Touch by @jaamesbbarnes 🥰 😭
Fly Me To The Moon by @jaamesbbarnes 🥰
Soft Touch by @jaamesbbarnes 🥰 😱
Ready or Not by @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan 🥰 😭
Baby Blues by @papi-chulo-bucky 🥰 😭 😱
Peter Parker:
Five Stages of Grief - by @naturallytom 😭
Unsteady - by @starksparker 🥰 😭
Close To Your Heart by @vinyloider 😭
Reversed by @starksparker 🥰 😭
Before I Go by @hollandroos 😭
Dark Webs by @heyhihellowhatsup0 🥰 😭
Wrapped Around You by @nev3rfound 🥰
Fight like a Parker by @well-im-whumped 😭
Little Snip of a Little Man, I Know I’d Give My Life For You (IronDad) by @butmomilovepeter 😭
Don’t Do Drugs, Kids (IronDad) by @butmomilovepeter 😭
Peter being crushed under that building buy the Vulture and Tony finds footage of it by (IronDad) by @dazzlingtony 😭
Peter putting the suit back on after Tony’s death (IronDad) by @dazzlingtony 😭
In the wake of Iron Man’s death (IronDad) by @dazzlingtony 😭
Steve Rogers:
The Five Times He Heard You Moan And The One Time You Heard Him by @teamcap4bucky 🥰 😱
Warm Hands by @teamcap4bucky 🥰
Whose Your Daddy [Warm Hands Pt. 2] by @teamcap4bucky 🥰
My Best Friend by @shreddedparchment 🥰 😭
Heart Skip by @after-avenging-hours 🥰 😭
Tony Stark:
Tony Stark Dies Triumphant by @waspwidow 😭
A Suit Of Armor Around (His) World by @iloveyouthree-thousand 😭
Appendicitis (IronDad) by @tommyparkerr 😭
It’s Over Now by @its-whump-dammit 😭
Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers:
Edge Of Water - by @floatingpetals 🥰 😭 😱
Avengers:
I’m Not Ready by @hyungbean 😭
This Is Not Goodbye by @imaginesforjoy 😭
Fear Factor by @writemarvelousthings 🥰
You Took A Polaroid Of Us by @ptersparkers 😭 🥰
My Amazing (Part 1) by @sestra-inestro 😭
My Marvelous (Part 2) by @sestra-inestro 😭
My Wonderous (Part 3) by @sestra-inestro 😭
Supernatural
Dean Winchester:
Fake Yours by @supernatural-jackles (Dean Winchester x Reader) 🥰 😭 😱
Sister!Reader:
13 Reasons Why - by @supernotnaturalcas (Winchester!Reader) 😭
Game of Thrones
Jon Snow:
Home by @certifiedskywalker 🥰 😭
Celebrities
Tom Holland:
Blow A Kiss, Fire A Gun by @hollandroos 🥰 😭 😱
Run To Me by @hollandroos 🥰 😭 😱
How Could I Not by @hollandroos 🥰 😭
The 5 Love Languages by @hollandroos 🥰
Heaven and Hell by @hollandroos 🥰 😭
Thank you @deanslittlebitch for including me. ♥️♥️
Stuff You Should Be Reading - May/June/July 2019
Where in the frick frack is 2019 going?!? I can’t believe it’s already August. Wasn’t it Valentine’s Day last week???? At any rate, here is a LOOOOONG list of awesomeness from these fantastic artist-writers that you definitely should not miss out on. Happy reading!
Marvel
Twenty-Twenty by @let-steve-say-fuck:
Steve Rogers discovers a bookshop while wandering, and becomes more intrigued by the blind owner than the titles. Sweet story that I can’t wait to read more of!
Sugar, Sugar by @let-steve-say-fuck: AU featuring Steve Rogers who decides to try a creative way in his search for someone to cherish. This is only 1 chapter in, but the writer already has me hooked.
Legacy by @avengerscompound: With the final chapter just posted, you will enjoy bingeing through this fantastic Clint Barton/Reader story. There’s not enough content for this character, and this writer captures his nuances so well. Before you move on, also be sure to check out Moving the Universe for Him. A short fic starring everyone’s favorite Captain and an Enhanced!Reader, there’s a battle of trying hard things going on. Super sweet! For a hilarious knee-slapper vignette starring Tony and Clint, don’t miss Vent-Rats. And last but not least, this writer gave us a phenomenal Bruce/Hulk x Reader fic in Protector - not to be missed!!!
@tilltheendwilliwrite: Holy freakin’ crap. All the Marvel fanfiction goodness. You definitely need to add To Dance Among the Stars and A Painted Embrace to your list, but seriously - there is nothing that isn’t superbly written on their masterlist.
Agent 28 x Bucky stories by @kentuckybarnes: when I need a pick-me-up, this sparkling, charming, addictive series starring our favorite assassin and a SHIELD agent who’s as sassy as the day is long is one of my go-to’s. I legit don’t know how this writer keeps topping herself with each new addition.
@caitfairwrites has a partner-fic to @kentuckybarnes ‘s Agent 28 series called Sweeter Than Fiction, and it’s ADORABLE. Precious little cinnamon roll Agent 41 with all the Avengers! When you’re done with that nugget, stroll on over to Seven-Thirty for a tender, charming series featuring Bucky and his sweetheart and an adorable little girl who wiggles right into their lives.
Ready or Not by @starspangledmanwithaplan2 is seriously breaking my heart. War veteran Bucky Barnes is getting used to life with a new arm and his trusty service dog, Soldat, when his tiny next door neighbor falls in love with his good boy pupper. And what does mom think of Bucky? Powerfully written tale that I am 100% in love with.
This Bucky series by @bucky-plums-barnes beautifully illustrates what we Marvel fans know - that Bucky Barnes is too precious for this world. You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, you’ll revel in this amazing writer’s talent.
Astrophile by @all1e23 tells the story of Firefighter!Bucky Barnes and his super precious daughter, Orion. Both of them are hopelessly in love with Reader!Bookshop owner, but only one of them has it figured out. While an AU, this writer has kept all the familiar Marvel characterizations genuine and believable. I look forward to each update!
Scars by @ackeviddlestan knows how to layer the angst with a careful hand. This series features Clint Barton as he takes a tortured soul under his wing.
The Guardian by @moonbeambucky is one of the most creative AUs for Marvel I’ve read. A familiar character shines as a demon tasked with dogging Reader, but Reader’s sweetness touches depths in him he thought long dead. A powerfully written redemption story, I powerhoused through this one.
Looking for a Heartbeat by @justreadingfics will 100% break your heart. I have never disliked an antagonist as much as I disliked the one in this story. That’s some damn good writing to do that! This angsty series between Bucky x Reader is so raw and honest, the realism is painfully genuine - but it makes me root for them even more.
Hard to say by @angryteapot is full of gorgeous fluffy goodness. Who wouldn’t want Steve Rogers to sweep them away to a secret, spontaneous night out???
Nutella by @revengingbarnes had me wheezing. The interaction between a wounded Avenger and the reader sounded so much like what would happen between me and whomever I found in my kitchen. Hilarious! Well done!
Right There by @bitsandbobsandstuff is yet another great reason why I want to be like this writer when I grow up. One of the sweetest, most tender, most romantic Bucky Barnes x reader fics I’ve read. It’s the type of love story all of us want to happen in real life. Sweet perfection
Moments by @time-travel-bouqet will rot your teeth with all its fluffy goodness. Seriously - you’ll get a toothache at this cotton-candy-fluffy tale of Bucky Barnes as a dad. (swoon!!!)
Next to Me by @sgtjbuccky showcases the best of Avenger!Sgt. Barnes and heartthrob Bucky Barnes as he races against time and odds to protect the woman he never thought he’d find from an unexpected threat. A nail biter from start to finish, super binge-worthy. You won’t be able to put it down.
Lunch Buddy by @fanfic-scribbles gives us a refreshing series featuring Steve Rogers and a reader relationship without all the smaltzy hearts and flowers. The latest update had me laughing so hard, I almost cried. You will love this story! As sassy and unapologetically introverted the reader is, you will be instantly endeared to her.
Supernatural
If you love passionate angst, let me introduce you to the QUEEN:
@kittenofdoomage.
Her blog is a literal gold mine of treasure. Her latest series -
Survive
- just posted its final chapter. Starring Endverse!Dean Winchester, Rhi weaves a story of Dean finding his lost love in an unexpected place. This fic is a bit on the dark side, but her careful hand on the suspense will suck you in from chapter one. Just dadgum amazing.
Stitches by @mrswhozeewhatsis is a Weechesters/Dean & Sam fic that I am officially declaring canon. A tender, heartbreaking fic telling us where Dean got so good at stitches, and the many times he’s had to use his skill. Powerfully evocative - keep the tissues handy.
The Arrangement by @fictionalabyss is a swoon-worthy series about a too-little-featured Benny Lafitte. He and Reader enter into a mutually-satisfying arrangement when things go sideways. I binged through this when I should have been trying to sleep, it is soooo good!
Livin’ the Dream by @ravengirl94 is another beyond great Benny Lafitte fic. This AU gives us Soldier!Benny falling in love with Reader. This series is just a couple posts in, and I can’t wait to see what happens next!
Bitten by @impalaimagining left us on a mean, mean cliffhanger of Reader being out and about with our favorite actors, Jared & Jensen. Mean, I tell you. So mean, I can say that this amazing writer has me checking in regularly for an update!
Putty In Your Hands by @amanda-teaches pits super flirty Dean against determined-to-resist Reader. Who will win the battle of wills? WE DO!
Walking on Sunshine by @revengingbarnes is a sweet, sweet soulmate series - who isn’t a sucker for soulmates? A story of Dean X reader, whatever song you’re listening to is the one your soulmate hears. Music and soulmates? Where do I sign???
Smile in the Rain by @georgialouisea is pure fluffy Dean x reader goodness. I would drag Dean to go dance in the rain if I got the chance, and Reader doesn’t let the opportunity pass them by. Lovelovelovelove it.
Instinct by my very precious friend @pinknerdpanda is short, but a true gem. The last hunt took a heavy toll on Reader, and she’s worried about what Dean will have to say about their choices during the fray. My sweet girl handles the stress and the pain with a tender, masterful hand - you don’t want to miss this one.
The Girl Next Door by @luci-in-trenchcoats is one of the best freakin’ AU series I’ve ever read. After Sam’s life-threatening accident, Dean moves in to help care for he and his daughter. When Sam’s charming neighbor comes into the picture, will Dean grab a chance at happiness for himself? I cheered every time the writer posted an update! Their characterization of familiar roles was consistent, a difficult task when writing an AU. Bravo!
I’ve posted it before, but Districts and Domains by @supersleepygoat continues to enthrall me! A Supernatural AU starring Alpha!Sam Winchester, this writer weaves an amazing tale incorporating all the familiar folks as Sam builds a relationship with Omega!Reader. Their romance is anything but ordinary, and this extraordinary story will keep you hooked.
@crispychrissy is one of the most creative writers on the scene, and Sunsets perfectly showcases this. I don’t even have words for this amazing piece of artistry. I’m not going to even try to describe it or risk spoilers. Just know that it gorgeously, masterfully done.
When it comes to writing Sam Winchester, no one writes it better than @saxxxology-library. I’m a sucker for a/b/o fics, and Welcome Home hits all the high notes. Sweet Sam? Check. Confident Reader? Check. Sexy Sam taking care of your every need? Check check and I’m dead. Enjoy!
The Engine Grease Conundrum by my amazing & talented friend @thesassywallflower - whoa, mama. Someone call the Fire Dept. because I went down in flames! This fan-freakin’-tastic one shot of Dean being surprised at work by his OFC wife will leave you wanting more. And good news! It’s the 3rd installment of a series! You don’t have to read A Place Called Home first to enjoy this fic, but I highly, strongly, passionately recommend it. Bravissimo, sweet lady!
Vikings
Crown of Hearts by @dreamwritesimagines.
This writer is killing us all slowly, and boy do we love the ride. A continuation of
Faint of Heart
, Ivar the Boneless and his Queen face new challenges and intrigues when her mother sends an envoy to Kattegat. But when the threat targets their son? Which Viking will be the greatest threat to the visitors???
The Walking Dead
Sunny Days by @kellyn1604 sucked me into a fandom for a show I’ve never watched and have no care to. That’s how dang good this series is. When Negan stumbles across a secret trove of supplies that could keep his community going for months, he finds the real treasure. The Reader has been locked away for years. Is Negan the white knight she’s forced herself to not expect? This creative take on a show where the premise is loss of hope gives you a sense of HOPE.
And that’s it, fellow readers! A long list that will keep you busy for a bit. Happy reading!
Thank you SO much for including me. 😘
Travelling All Alone (1/?)
Summary: An angsty 17-year old runaway goes on a road trip with a pissed-off ex-Hydra assassin. What can possibly go wrong?
Note from the author: Aaaaaaa I’m so excited to post the first chapter of this series, my first fic ever! The story will touch on some dark themes in later chapters, but I’ll make sure to use appropriate content warnings when the time comes. Hope you enjoy it!
Characters: Platonic Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: Explicit language, guns, violence, and angst.
Word Count: 3565.
It was a quarter past midnight on a surprisingly cold night in July. You pulled your oversized denim jacket closer to your body as you stepped off the bus, bitterly regretting your decision to wear a summer dress and a pair of fishnet tights this morning. Christ, it’s fucking freezing! The cold air turned your warm breath into misty clouds as you watched the other passengers disappear into the night.
For a while you stood there as the bus drove away, taking in your surroundings. There wasn’t much to see: The sharp light from a few lamp posts lit up the large, empty parking lot. In the distance you could make out what appeared to be a diner, probably closed for the night. Heaving a deep sigh, you scanned the nearest bus schedule only to remember with disappointment that tomorrow was Sunday. No busses would arrive till Monday morning - you had nowhere to go.
The realization made you cuss loudly. You really hadn’t thought this whole running-away-from-home thing through, and you could feel the panic starting to overwhelm you. During the six hours you had spent on the bus, you had somehow managed to stay calm in spite of everything. Watching the rain drops trickle down your window, you had daydreamed about hot childhood summers spent by the beach, just you and your mom. The memories had drowned out the negative thoughts that were now threatening to overwhelm you as you stood in that deserted parking lot in the middle of fucking nowhere.
You bent over, grasping your knees as you started to hyperventilate. Combined with all the shit that had already happened, the thought of sleeping in the street in this random-ass town nearly made you burst into tears for the second time that day. Pull yourself together, you scolded yourself. This was your own decision, now deal with it!
In a stubborn attempt to calm yourself, you straightened up, took a deep breath, and set off towards the diner you had seen further down the road.
“Give me your backpack. Now!” You froze as you heard the angry voice coming from behind you, silently praying that somehow the command wasn’t meant for you. Hadn’t you been through enough crap for one day?
Lees verder
Can’t wait for more of this! Bucky grudgingly (but secretly enjoying the hell out of some company) taking her with him to take ass and kick names!
Hahaha thank you so much!! Oh he definitely will, don’t worry 😉
I will update this soon! I just need to finish my exams...
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Appetite - craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal
Arouse - agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up
Assault - attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound Beautiful - admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting Brutal - atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild Burly – able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed Carnal - animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean Dangerous - alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous Dark - atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched Delicious - enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty Ecstasy - delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled Ecstatic - delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild Erotic - amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing Gasp - catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded Heated - ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous Hunger - appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst Hungry - avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting Intense - forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous Liquid - damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping Lithe - agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry Moan - beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl Moving - (exciting,) affecting, effective arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling Need - compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen Pain - ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart Painful - aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded Perverted - aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile Pleasurable - charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent Pleasure - bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven Rapacious- avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering Rapture - bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy Rigid - adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering Sudden - abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning Thrust - (forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel (push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick Thunder-struck - amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback Torment - agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe Touch - (physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap (mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize Wet - bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water Wicked - abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched Writhe - agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yank
//MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS - HERE IS THE ANSWER TO THE PROBLEM OF FINDING THAT RIGHT WORD!!!!!
I’ve reblogged it before, and I’ll reblog it again
40s!Bucky smoking in your Brooklyn apartment out an open window during the rain.
Travelling All Alone (1/?)
Summary: An angsty 17-year old runaway goes on a road trip with a pissed-off ex-Hydra assassin. What can possibly go wrong?
Note from the author: Aaaaaaa I’m so excited to post the first chapter of this series, my first fic ever! The story will touch on some dark themes in later chapters, but I’ll make sure to use appropriate content warnings when the time comes. Hope you enjoy it!
Characters: Platonic Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: Explicit language, guns, violence, and angst.
Word Count: 3565.
It was a quarter past midnight on a surprisingly cold night in July. You pulled your oversized denim jacket closer to your body as you stepped off the bus, bitterly regretting your decision to wear a summer dress and a pair of fishnet tights this morning. Christ, it’s fucking freezing! The cold air turned your warm breath into misty clouds as you watched the other passengers disappear into the night.
For a while you stood there as the bus drove away, taking in your surroundings. There wasn’t much to see: The sharp light from a few lamp posts lit up the large, empty parking lot. In the distance you could make out what appeared to be a diner, probably closed for the night. Heaving a deep sigh, you scanned the nearest bus schedule only to remember with disappointment that tomorrow was Sunday. No busses would arrive till Monday morning - you had nowhere to go.
The realization made you cuss loudly. You really hadn’t thought this whole running-away-from-home thing through, and you could feel the panic starting to overwhelm you. During the six hours you had spent on the bus, you had somehow managed to stay calm in spite of everything. Watching the rain drops trickle down your window, you had daydreamed about hot childhood summers spent by the beach, just you and your mom. The memories had drowned out the negative thoughts that were now threatening to overwhelm you as you stood in that deserted parking lot in the middle of fucking nowhere.
You bent over, grasping your knees as you started to hyperventilate. Combined with all the shit that had already happened, the thought of sleeping in the street in this random-ass town nearly made you burst into tears for the second time that day. Pull yourself together, you scolded yourself. This was your own decision, now deal with it!
In a stubborn attempt to calm yourself, you straightened up, took a deep breath, and set off towards the diner you had seen further down the road.
“Give me your backpack. Now!” You froze as you heard the angry voice coming from behind you, silently praying that somehow the command wasn’t meant for you. Hadn’t you been through enough crap for one day?
Lees verder
Can’t wait for more of this! Bucky grudgingly (but secretly enjoying the hell out of some company) taking her with him to take ass and kick names!
Hahaha thank you so much!! Oh he definitely will, don’t worry 😉
Travelling All Alone (1/?)
Summary: An angsty 17-year old runaway goes on a road trip with a pissed-off ex-Hydra assassin. What can possibly go wrong?
Note from the author: Aaaaaaa I’m so excited to post the first chapter of this series, my first fic ever! The story will touch on some dark themes in later chapters, but I’ll make sure to use appropriate content warnings when the time comes. Hope you enjoy it!
Characters: Platonic Bucky Barnes x Reader.
Warnings: Explicit language, guns, violence, and angst.
Word Count: 3565.
It was a quarter past midnight on a surprisingly cold night in July. You pulled your oversized denim jacket closer to your body as you stepped off the bus, bitterly regretting your decision to wear a summer dress and a pair of fishnet tights this morning. Christ, it’s fucking freezing! The cold air turned your warm breath into misty clouds as you watched the other passengers disappear into the night.
For a while you stood there as the bus drove away, taking in your surroundings. There wasn’t much to see: The sharp light from a few lamp posts lit up the large, empty parking lot. In the distance you could make out what appeared to be a diner, probably closed for the night. Heaving a deep sigh, you scanned the nearest bus schedule only to remember with disappointment that tomorrow was Sunday. No busses would arrive till Monday morning - you had nowhere to go.
The realization made you cuss loudly. You really hadn’t thought this whole running-away-from-home thing through, and you could feel the panic starting to overwhelm you. During the six hours you had spent on the bus, you had somehow managed to stay calm in spite of everything. Watching the rain drops trickle down your window, you had daydreamed about hot childhood summers spent by the beach, just you and your mom. The memories had drowned out the negative thoughts that were now threatening to overwhelm you as you stood in that deserted parking lot in the middle of fucking nowhere.
You bent over, grasping your knees as you started to hyperventilate. Combined with all the shit that had already happened, the thought of sleeping in the street in this random-ass town nearly made you burst into tears for the second time that day. Pull yourself together, you scolded yourself. This was your own decision, now deal with it!
In a stubborn attempt to calm yourself, you straightened up, took a deep breath, and set off towards the diner you had seen further down the road.
“Give me your backpack. Now!” You froze as you heard the angry voice coming from behind you, silently praying that somehow the command wasn’t meant for you. Hadn’t you been through enough crap for one day?
the big three + major ethical theories
Mark Ruffalo
“Casually discussing how we can save the world over dinner.”
sophiet: The pack survived
types of fic writers
headcanons: every one of your fics is full of your headcanons for the characters, no matter how seemingly improbable said headcanons are. your body of work is a big fuck you to the canon, and the readers are here for it.
pain is weakness leaving the body: you pick your favourite characters based on potential for pain, and how pretty they look while you’re torturing them. while you are capable of happy endings and even the occasional fluff, your readers must wade through an ocean of pain first.
more in character than canon: you have nailed down each character to their essentials, and it shows. no matter what else is going on in the fic, you will not tolerate OOC nonsense. you hate canon because it doesn’t know shit about the characters. fix it fics and AUs abound with you.
fluffy clouds of sugar: you write fluff. you have heard vaguely of pain but do not do business with it. no matter the canon, your fic is as sweet and soft as marshmallow. your readers teeth have long since rotted out. you are working steadily at their gums. some of them are considering making you pay for their insulin.
shameless: you write porn. some people think you only write porn, which is accurate. you will write anything, so long as it’s rated E. you are a bottomless well of filth, an unshamable hydra of kink, always on the lookout for an excuse to write porn.