Hope Dreamwalker

Student of Numerology, Herbology, and the Craft. Intuitive, Clairaudient, Aspiring Tarot Card Reader, and Certified Peer Support Specialist. I am an anomaly unto myself. I am learning to embrace the abilities that I am aware of and accept them as a part of me. I offer free tarot readings to help me enhance my abilities. My goal is and always has been to empower others to a higher level of acceptance of themselves, freedom from the past, and the ability to achieve his/her goals. Please let me know how I can be of assistance.

[hopedreamwalker]

I guess I kept a lot posts as drafts. But, I just posted them all. My journey has been a nightmare and a blessing.

I haven't followed any of the normal protocols or practices to learn magick or energy manipulation. Hell, I didn't even study anything to learn astral projection, it just happened.

I spent most of my life trying to understand what I am and why I can do the the things I can. But I finally stopped questioning.

I can finally embrace that I am light and I am dark. I am a divine feminine with masculine energy. I am of the earth and of the universe. But what I am humanity doesn't understand and some who are awakening can't quite grasp either.

At one point magickal and non-magickal people a like have insulted and talked major crap because I wouldn't join their side. I am not here to choose sides.

I have chosen to help people heal the emotional and traumatic things that have happened in their lives. I have learned from doing shadow work that our ability to connect to the elements and energies can flow unhindered.

But my journey continues.

[hopedreamwalker]

Once again, my journey continues. It has been a strange and tumultus time since I posted last.

It feels like someone threw me in a dryer and forgot the fabric softener. Now, there's a constant tingling from my head to my toes. My energy levels are super high and I am overly sensitive to all other energies around me.

[hopedreamwalker]

Shadow Work with Tarot

As I have worked with my cards more and more, those blessed things are calling me out. I say blessed because to damn something is to curse it and I love my cards to much to do that. Anyway, as a person I have trouble admitting or seeing where I am screwing up, so I use the Tarot to open my eyes.

Needless to say, I can’t intimidate the cards, I can’t make them take their message back. All I can do is sit there and accept that those little f’rs called me out. So now I have to take responsibility and do the work that is necessary so that I can be the best version of me for me.

I have come to see that it is not my job to make people happy. Happiness is something they have to find within themselves. Once they find it, no once can take it away unless they give it away. I, for one, fight for what is mine.

But lately the cards have called me out on turning back to old ways. I quit smoking using an e-cigarette, then started smoking again when my TF passed away. It was weird going from feeling so connected and loved to feeling completely empty and then nothing.

[hopedreamwalker]

As I dive deeper into my practice, I find myself asking “how come I didn’t know this before?” If I would have known half of the shit that I know now, my path might have never taken the leaps and turns that it has. Yes there have been some glorious moments and some hell cracking open kind of moments. But I have learned to love myself through them all and know that I am strong enough to make it through them all.

I am a bad ass by no means. Yes, I can break, I can cry, and I can hurt. But I can clearly see now that I can heal and move forward. I don’t have to remain in that same drag me down, kick my own ass, kind of pit. I can choose to rise bigger and brighter because I am in control of my path. 

[hopedreamwalker]

My mystery has been unraveling as I have learned about my ancestry, been in an awakened relationship, astral projected, and mentored some that are newly awakened to their abilities. Everyday is a different adventure. Some days I am enjoying what the day holds and other times I am holding on for dear life.

[hopedreamwalker]

I grew up Catholic, then Christian, Baptist, and now me. I know there are problems with the church houses. I have been down that road time and time again. I too have found myself on the end of that rod they don't "spare". But still did not find the answers I was looking for.

At a young age, I saw spirits, but I was told they are not real. 🤨

I could place my hands where someone was hurting and feel what was there on the inside and relieve their pain. I was told, that's just your imagination. 🤔

I could hear voices speaking to me but there was no one around. I was told, you need medication. 🧐

I could travel to places I had never seen, visit places of the past, and embrace those who had passed. I was told, you have an active imagination. 😂

How were they expecting me to embrace "someone" they pointed out did not exist anywhere else except in "my imagination"? I know I was only kid, but it doesn't take an expert to identify bull crap. Yes, I also know bull crap is manure. It is used to help plants grow and thrive, but why were they trying to get me to believe something that was obviously going to stunt my growth, make me sick, and kill me?

Let's start with my simplest question. Are spirits real? Yes! If spirits aren't real, how can you claim to be filled with the holy spirit, walking with the saints, and leaning on the Lord's side? Just with one question and one word "No", all beliefs, faiths, and practices in the world have been killed.

If you can't tell by now, I was that pain in the ass kid always asking why, how, who, what, when. As you can see I had problems with conformity down to the word order of the "question words". I knew if you couldn't tell me why, you didn't know the how, barely knew the who, didn't really care about the what, and the when was before your time so you didn't really care. Very rarely did I receive an honest answer. Instead I got some of those dirty little word....."You'll understand when you get older."

Well now that I am older, my understanding has blossomed, my questions evolved, and I realize they didn't know shit, crap, or manure to begin with.

[hopedreamwalker]

As a "hotline psychic", I get some pretty off the wall questions. Most of my clients have a religious affiliation that tells them calling me is wrong, but they call me anyway. It has been interesting over the years to notice the shift in the questions and the elevation in their understanding of interconnectedness.

I have noticed that everyone's circles are getting smaller. Those who are choosing to stay in negative mind sets are being pushed out or left behind. Those who are choosing hope, love, and healing are jumping forward by leaps and bounds. Then there are those who are standing there in the middle, still trying to figure out what is going on.

I love what I do especially when I can feel the clarity they receive. When they choose to lead with love and respect the energy seems to ripple out in shock waves.

When I first started, they didn't know what to think of me. But it fills my heart with joy when they call because they need confirmation. They are learning to sense the energy for themselves and move in the areas for their highest good. It makes me feel like a proud parent knowing they have the ability and skill to succeed. I am merely a check point when they need it or a course correction when they feel they have drifted off course.

But I love being a guiding light so they can steer out of their darkness.

[thecultoflexithewulf]

If you are going to request that I make a Sigil for you my friends please remember to include why I should make you that sigil. I will be more inclined to listen to you request if you actually give me a reason besides, “I want to be rich”. I also am here for spiritual and philosophical matters, so money, and health questions are not what it should be about. I’ve spent a lot of time philosophizing and experiencing the world spiritually, but I am not a financial or medical advisor. I also will not be manipulating anyone to “love” you, and you will have to work through your relationship problems on your own.

[hopedreamwalker]

This is why I have such respect for the Wolf of Antimony.🙏❤️

[strangesigils]

I was wondering if you could recomend any witchblr accounts to follow. You've always been a really safe blog to get information from and since I'm only just getting into it I wanted to ask if you knew any safe accounts. Thank you!

I know few off the top of my head that I know for sure are safe. I don't know if I can recommend every witchy blog I follow just because I follow over 1000 blogs and I havent always gone and vetted every blog I clicked 'follow' on while scrolling, and it's not uncommon for me to see something messed up on my dash from a blog I followed years ago that causes me to do a double take and unfollow immediately.

BUT here are the blogs that I know for sure are great, especially for people just starting out. A good chunk of them are sigil blogs though just a heads up.

@thesigilwitch (know them personally <3)

@thesigilist

@wolfofantimonyoccultism

@the-darkest-of-lights (been following her since I first started out, and she is WONDERFUL)

@the-darkest-essentials (The above blogs archive blog)

@sylvaetria (This blog used to be run by the same person as thesigilwitch, but was inherited by a new person a couple years ago, I'm pretty sure they're just as inclusive and great as the previous owner though, and it's a great blog for beginners)

[ryanthegenderfluidwitch]

Reblog if you practice witchcraft and/or paganism and are also mentally ill or neurodivergent. I want to know that I’m not alone!

[hopedreamwalker]

You are not alone, you are never alone.

[hopedreamwalker]

The Morning Glory is like happiness, it spreads! How are you spreading your happiness today? This is how I am sharing mine🙏❤️🤗 https://www.instagram.com/p/CT4yXQOFG8T/?utm_medium=tumblr

[broomsick]

Pagan affirmations

The Gods are real

The Gods are there for me

The Gods know my struggle

The Gods forgive

I am human

I make mistakes

I learn

I heal

I grow

I am capable and strong

I act and achieve

I know myself

I honor the Gods with everything I am

I am enough for Them

[hopedreamwalker]

I tried my best to take pictures of a beautiful tangerine colored moon. Then I looked at these and could only say, "WTF?" 🤯 https://www.instagram.com/p/CTxoiE7B9x6/?utm_medium=tumblr

[hopedreamwalker]

When the energy flows, I never know what is going to come up.

These are notes are my EVP session from tonight. The little girls name is Rose and she is approximately 8 years old. This house is/was in a semi rural area.

[hopedreamwalker]

I love it when the sun dances across the sky of this beautiful desert!

[theredwingbriar]

Why are ‘witch tips’ always like “use quartz as a substitute for any crystal!” and not the good stuff like “River spirits are almost always looking to fuck shit up, so if you rile em up and then feed them a name, they’ll lay someone tf out.”

[therainshallmakeadoor-deactivat]

Excellent ! My turn. I onced tricked a spirit into believing the red wine and dragon’s blood powder mixture I served it was the blood offering it was due. No idea how it bought that, no idea if it would work again, but when you have certain geasa, you make do. To whomever it may concern…

[quietjustice]

Witch Tip: Venusian plant spirits love flattery, love to have their praises sung. I also find they’re more active during midday in full sun. Saturnian herbs can be slow to open up, but are excellent teachers once they do.

[helheth]

Witch Tip: When visiting a graveyard, especially for magic purposes, leave a penny at the gate as offering to its guardians. I’ve seen them fight off spirits that would have hurt me otherwise.

[mahigxn-deactivated20200629]

Witch Tip: numerology is helpful but trust me, repeating that prayer or incarnation until you can barely speak and the words hang heavy from your tongue, rather than adhering to a set number of repetitions, will 1000% get you in an altered state of consciousness which will allow you to commune with the spirits at work much more easily. This is when you raise power and gain the ability to affect the weave.

[therestlesswitch]

Witch Tip: You don’t need to be in a ‘positive state of mind’ or any of that bs when performing magic. Use your power wherever it comes from. Feel your feelings and use their energy.

[ofwordsandblood]

Witch Tip: If you have plants and tress around your property, you can have them help you create a solid ward against any ill intentions or malicious spirit that tries to enter the property. Regulalrly giving offering and holding communion with those spirits will ensure the continued power of the work.

[little-forest-spirit-deactivate]

Reblogging this version for that last point. As someone who works with Trees, 100% true!

I bonded with many Trees in my area and I was under their protection for a long time. Then came a really bad time where I separated myself from them and they distanced themselves as well as they didn’t feel welcome in my space anymore. They never truly abandoned me though, as once I removed myself from the situations that I kept getting myself into that created a huge rift, and I returned to the forest to seek forgiveness and wished to come back to them, they welcomed me and I am once again connected with them. Earn the trust of Tree and Forest Spirits, befriend them. They are more than willing to treat you like family if you treat them with love and respect.

I also bring them bio-degradable gifts and offerings to show my gratitude, though I never felt like it was demanded from me, I just think it is good to be giving to them as they are giving to us.

[hopedreamwalker]

Tips not often given out but needed by those willing to do the work.  Thank you all for sharing.

[hopedreamwalker]

Where am I?

As my journey has continued, I have become a professional tarot card reader helping people deal with the shadows. I know it can be a dark and scary place but that's where all our demons hide.

I have learned that our demons are often what is holding us back from succeeding, but we don't know it. I have learned that I have shadows dealing with relationships (both romantic and platonic), finances, careers, and so much more.

I have started drinking Angelica Root and Chamomile tea to handle debilitating migraine headaches and all around body pain. I have been using coconut oil infused with Rosemary to regrow hair I have lost because of stress. I have been meditating and astral traveling. I have even learned how to heal people while in the dreamscape. But I have still not learned how to accept or give unconditional love to myself.

I have learned to do many things that benefit others. I help myself so that I can help others, but yet I feel stuck in my journey.

I have started learning Hindi, Welsh, Spanish, and Latin to aid in my spiritual practices. I have a Book of Shadows and Grimoire. I have even learned Theban Script, but yet I am stuck.

I don't know if I am doing something wrong or if there is something that I am not doing. But I am stuck and still trying to find "Rowan Hope". Where am I in all of this?