participation trophy loser @horridzale - Tumblr Blog

I don't regret giving up. Everyone told me it would be better this way. If I was ever going to be anything, I would have been something already, but the only thing I'll be this year is 40. Emotional maturity was realizing that not only did I not have to prove my worth by creating anything, but that nothing of value would be lost to the world if I didn't. I've never had anything to say to anyone that they haven't heard a million times over in words more articulate than mine. I'm just going to decay and be forgotten and I'd rather accept that with dignity than keep frantically shoveling unwanted slop into the world.

#vagueish #focusing on art to the exclusion of life was ruining my life but it's better now. i'm cured #all i want is to be of use to others in such a way that they never even notice i was there

the-threshxld

casakhelone

WIP "Destiny Heartwarming & Justice"

Part of my ZENSHU portrait series! This one depicts Destiny and Justice with the children of Serval Cat House orphanage.

#zenshu #yes good #extremely here for whatever destiny and justice have going on

mtsodie

moodboard

#peanuts

the-threshxld

9fruit

Started using phone time to read library ebooks instead of scrolling and it’s made me back into the crazy voracious reader I was at age 12. i’ve been averaging a book a day this week. everyone delete your social media and get your ass on libby

meltedvinyls

swooping in to let ppl know if they ask their public library alot of them have ebook apps associated with their library and all you need is to register for a library card you can also use it as a way to check for books you want or reserve/request books for pickup at your local public library

i fucking love libraries

#you can get audiobooks on libby too #libraryposting

pixeledpips

shes so girliepop

#zenshu #her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

newtypezaku

#zenshu

whollysensei

why am i obsessed with another doomed narrative

#zenshu

where were all you people when I used to give a shit about xenosaga

#me rotting in my grave: well at least someone's making content #*decomposes in an insufferably hipsterly way*#this is an appreciation post just so we're clear #i ain't complaining #born in the wrong fandom generation RIP

alfheimr

a commission for voidthorne on bluesky ! im unfamiliar with the characters and series but i was told it was doomed yaoi and thats all i need to hear 👍

#xenosaga #>:3c