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INDIE TAIKI KOU / SAILOR STAR MAKER penned by sugar est. feb 2018

[nxthernlights]

🌙🌟 a քʊʀքʟɛ ռɨɢɦt 🌟🌙

[hoshiakii]

HI TALK ABOUT TAIKI'S PARENTS, THANKS.

    Taiki’s parents were well-intending but exceptionally overbearing. They had the highest expectations for their daughter, knowing that she would grow into not only a Sailor Guardian, but a member of the princess’ personal guard. At first, it wasn’t so much of an issue -- but after Star Fighter awoke and began to develop her skills rapidly, Taiki’s parents pushed down on her even harder. 

    When they realized that there was no way their daughter could catch up to the sheer physical skill that Star Fighter exhibited, they doubled down on her education. If she couldn’t be the muscle, they were determined to force her into a position of tactition. The three girls got very little downtime to begin with, and soon even Taiki’s free time had been replaced with extra studies. 

    It did pay off in the end, and Taiki was reading historical texts several years above her peer’s level. She had begun to study science and the movement of space bodies, as well as math and in depth strategy. Her exceptional knowledge of physics and probability gave her an upper-hand when it came to weaponry, and she was able to pick up many long-range weapons with ease. 

    In the end, nothing Taiki did was enough for either of her parents -- her mother in particular. There was always room for improvement, always something she should be doing differently, something she should be better at. They treated her as if she were already a guardian from day one, showing her hardly any parental love. This goes on to affect the way she views relationships as an adult, failing to form many meaningful bonds outside of Seiya and Yaten -- though the inner senshi eventually warm her up to the idea of not only friendship, but romance as well. 

    Taiki doesn’t mourn for her parents for nearly as long as the others. They did so little to provide a loving bond for her that it feels more like losing a close mentor than a mother or father. That isn’t to say that she didn’t love them, but it was a strained relationship that is hard to look back on. 

[hoshiakii]

//I keep forgetting how many free graphics i’ve given to people, and every time i open a blog with a header / icon i made im like -- why does this look familiar????

[hoshiakii]

“are you feeling better today?”

    “Yes, very much actually.” Her tone is warmer than before, that cold edge that had taken over now melted away. It was tough balancing so many facets of her life – each enough to fill her time on it’s own. Between her career as an idol, her duty as a sailor scout, and maintaining a normal life in her down time, it wasn’t a wonder she had grown curt in her exhaustion.  

    “I’m sorry for any trouble I caused you before. Please, allow me to buy you lunch to make up for my rudeness.” 

[imnotcoolenough4you]

[kajikuma-blog]

                                                   That boy’s got the DEVIL in him.                                                               penned by sugar                                                                           x

[hoshiakii]

  SHE THROWS WISHES INTO THE NIGHT && WAITS FOR THE STARS TO CATCH THEM                                                sailor star maker ★ penned by sugar                                                                        ( art )

[riskfulings-deactivated20180602]

&. PLATONIC STARTERS.

“are you feeling better today?”

“you’re my best friend. you’re supposed to deal with the second-hand embarrassment.”

”come on, i can’t go to the party alone.”

“you deserve so much better.”

“here, let me help.”

“can i sleep over? my parents are fighting again.”

“you don’t have to deal with everything alone.”

“how about i come over and help you throw away all those clothes you’ve been hoarding?”

“you know s/he’s just going to hurt you.”

“call me. text me. reach out for me, for godsake.”

“you’re freezing. come here.”

“you know me better than anyone.”

“i’m saying this because i care about you.”

“ugh, you’re sweaty- get off.”

“you know what, we make a pretty good team.”

“we should run away.”

“you’re a horrible liar. i’ve known you far too long to be able to tell.”

“sing me a song please?”

“i miss her/him. and i know i shouldn’t, but i do.”

“let’s go somewhere. i’m tired of this town.”

“i just want you to be happy”

“don’t listen to them. they’re just jealous of how cute you are”

“i’m dying without you. when are you coming back?”

[riskfulings-deactivated20180602]

&. SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

“please look at me.”

“is s/he really just a friend?”

“i’m just disappointed.”

“you know i’m not like that.”

“don’t give me space. that’s the last thing i want with you.”

“i know you still love me.”

“i can’t think straight with you.”

“why are you so stubborn?”

“don’t do this here.”

“trust me on this.”

“please don’t misunderstand me.”

“you… you never had a problem with it before.”

“i know i shouldn’t be here.”

“what do you mean by that?”

“you deserve more.”

“can you just kiss me? one last time? that’s all i ask.”

“i’m scared.”

“i swear i’ll do things different this time.”

“s/he’s beautiful. i hope s/he makes you happy.”

“i want to believe you, i do.”

“not everyone is going to hurt you.”

“i’m… i’m trying. i really am.”

“i can’t sleep.”

“how long will this go on for?”

“can i hug you?”

“do you ever mean the things you say?”

“you won’t understand.”

“you’re making me think that what they told me about you was right.”

“am i too late?”

[hoshiakii]

／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼ YOOOOOOOO I’ll tell ya what I want, what I really really want. So tell me what ya want, what you really really want. I wanna—I wanna—I wanna—I wanna—I wanna make a contract with you and a ziggazig ah

    She takes two, slow, calculated steps backwards; then in one swift motion punts the talking ferret into the sky. Good riddance, small demon. 

[hoshiakii]

  SHE THROWS WISHES INTO THE NIGHT && WAITS FOR THE STARS TO CATCH THEM                                                sailor star maker ★ penned by sugar                                                                        ( art )

[dangerousperfectionparadise]

Sailor Moon Sailor Stars Laser Disk vol 5

[kajikuma-blog]

SUGAR’S BLOG LIST!!

@kajikuma - Rin Okumura ( Blue Exorcist )

@stormgraced - Makoto Kino / Sailor Jupiter ( Sailor Moon )

@hoshiakii - Taiki Kou / Sailor Star Maker ( Sailor Moon )

@aeonveined - Sunako Ohta / Sailor Aeon ( Sailor Moon OC )

[hoshiakii]

falls asleep on uwu

    She scarifies one hand to pet Seiya’s hair as she reads, somehow managing to turn the pages with only her thumb. Looks like she’d be staying here long enough to finish the novel after all. 

[stillamemberofthisfamily]

That starlight power, full of life energy,crossed space-time and spread through the galaxy. It was a strong, white, warm message from the Solar System, like nothing we’d ever seen before.

@@kinmokian, @kinmokujin, @chibisquared, @fighterprism, @kakyuuhime, @creatrlce, @hoshiakii

[hoshiakii]

    ( cont / @chibisquared )

         “Okay.”

         She’ll more than comply!          She’ll accompany her beaming smile with a squishy hug about the shin.

    Then she points back at Taiki expectantly.

         “Sweet smile!”

    She should have seen that coming. 

    While the child manages a smile like a small sun -- BRIGHT and full of life -- Taiki struggles to return the expression. The smile she shows is a practiced one, the same smile showed to fans, to the media, and to the rest of the senshi here on Earth. It doesn’t reach her eyes by a longshot, but she hopes it will be warm enough to fend off anymore comments from the half-pint. 

    “What a wonderful smile you have. They say you are what you eat, and it must be true -- you’re as sugar sweet as CANDY.” 

[hoshiakii]

    ( cont / @chibisquared )

         “Mmmmhm!”

         She’s not going to lie, eating all these noodles is the real reason she’s agreed to stay inside today. Chibi Chibi is perched on the edge of the couch next to the starlight, bowl of noodles in her lap, taking peeks every few seconds at the book Taiki’s reading.

    Admittedly, the SLURPING of the noodles was driving her up the wall -- it was hard to concentrate on the book at hand when the silence was perforated by wet chewing. The only thing that made it tolerable was the fact that the child was otherwise SILENT. Chibi chibi was a girl of few words -- as long as she had something good to eat in front of her.

    Noticing the glances her way, Taiki shifts so that her arm is around the girl, putting the book where they could both see it easily. It may have been LEAGUES ahead of what the child could comprehend, but there were clear benefits to letting her skim the pages.