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woof woof woof bark bark woof bark. personal blog. mostly yandere fluff. but still contains YANDERE and DARK CONTENT. might contain NSFW content at times. minors DNI 18+ only.

[hosuus]

"mom can we get johan liebert?" no, we already have johan liebert at home

🍟🍔🍦 "i give you off-brand version of your on-brand faves" 🍦🍔🍟

🐶 asu or suu 🐶 her/they 🐶 20s 🐶 part-time dawg

[hosuus]

Do you have any insecurities wih writing? I dont think I can ever write eventhough I want to because of my own insecurities, and I thought of asking my fave authors this question to see if you feel the same way I do. Your writings make me happy btw.

Keep daydreaming about your scenarios. Daydream daydream daydream. At night, in the morning, while washing dishes, while walking. Keep it in your brain until it gets in the way of your daily life. Until you can't even sleep without thinking about it.

From that point on, you will have no choice but to expel it out. Give birth to it. Natural or c-section. Up to you.

Congratulations! You now have a messy bouncing baby draft!

[hosuus]

Johan Liebert spirit animal?? Wolf.? Swan.? Chameleon?

🎀

He is doggy doggy!!! He is so sad when you kick him out of the house but will wait patiently on the doorsteps. He wants to lick your face and have you lick his face back. He has the urge to hump you sometimes <3

[hosuus]

Are you still active? I love your writings about Johan:(

Yes'nt

[papernstory]

Cooking with catoru🖤🤍

[hosuus]

@ysaefinn

[cicadahead]

moments before falling and breaking his ass

[hosuus]

hii you havent been online for a while, yk i just want to recommend you this fic, probably doesn't match to ur liking but it just made me cry many times

https://www.wattpad.com/story/398246170-lie-to-me

u dont have to post this but i just wanna recommend it to you hihi

thanks dawg <33 ill check it out when i can!

[hosuus]

may i introduce you to two very messy and brilliantly written mothers?

<3

u leave them at my doorstep…. Soaking in a cardbox box and smelling of stale cigarettes… without even giving their NAMES? Shame on you…. Forshame…

[dipi-r0k]

Put two men with an unhealthy obsession with male uteruses in a room and see what happens. (Sorry about that, it was an inside joke between me and my friend)

[001x456]

fandom is a lot more fun when your goal isn’t to be “that big, popular account” within the fandom but just to have fun and talk about what brings you comfort and happiness by the way

[lovely-v]

It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.

[lovely-v]

It’s like. When I was told to “just be yourself” as a kid I thought it was a passive thing. Like oh easy I just have to sit here and be myself. but the reason so many people think that “being yourself” is bullshit advice is because you actually have to make active choices to do this and it WILL make your life way more fun. You have to wear t-shirts of bands that were popular ten years ago because you like them. You have to do your hair in a way that you find cute or comfortable even if it’s “so nineties”. If your friend says a food you enjoy is gross to them, you can’t be afraid to admit you casually disagree. You have to do hobbies that you’re interested in even if you’re bad at them and you cant feel like you have to get good at something before you tell people it’s an activity you do. You have to read manga and comic books in public and get piercings your relatives think are unattractive. You don’t have to tell people you dislike that you dislike them, but you don’t have to give them your time and attention either. You have to rewatch that kids show you’re nostalgic for even if you’re in your 30s. You have to change your name if you hate it, even if only a few close friends can know. You have to get fun girly drinks at the bar. You have to order hot chocolate when you don’t like coffee and black coffee when you don’t like sweet things. I am still bad at practicing this but it is the only way to make it all tolerable.

[lierdumoa]

First you have to realize that "yourself" is a construct built by the decisions you make. Then it becomes clear that being yourself is a deliberate and intentional practice, not a passive state of existence.

[papayafromtv]

rewatching the under the red hood movie and i gotta say as much as i love jason’s speech to bruce about how mad he is that the joker’s still alive, i still maintain that a severely underrated speech in this movie is from ra’s when he’s talking to bruce and in essence says ‘yeah so i hired the joker to distract you which was my bad because he totally went overboard and killed your son :/ and i felt so guilty i decided not to try and fight you anymore and then i stole your son’s corpse and tried to revive him via lazarus pit so i could like. make amends. except that was also my bad because we fucked that one up real good and when he came back out BOY was he weird in the head. killed my guys and then fucking jumped out a window and we lost him. my bad. and i thought he’d died again but apparently he’s in gotham and is like. totally destroying your whole lives which again, my bad. shouldn’t have tried to help. sorry about that. i’ll just stay out of your business from now on.’ which is actually the funniest characterisation of ra’s i’ve ever seen

[hosuus]

its cool if you never wanna do m0nster stuff again but pls don’t delete your old work xx i really love looking back at it it cheers me up when im down

anon I genuinely don't even know how to respond to this my guy..... did you just censor "monster" ..??

[hosuus]

staring at you like this rn :3c

looking right back at ya ;3;

[hosuus]

Hi, ma’am! Just read your post and I want to say “go and take all the time in the world, madam suuuu!” We appreciate your hard work. Your personal enjoyment for creation matters more. I, myself, am a firm believer that content/art is at its best and most beautiful form only when the author is happy when they’re doing it. This blog was given life because of your dedication and what you’re going through right now is really sad. Take all the time in the world, ma’am!!! Engage in all the other refreshing things and hobbies you like doing, as things will surely fall into place again and work out for you. We’re here to support YOU, and not just your works.

Stay safe, madam Suu. Sending you virtual smooches, bear hugs, and a tea. 😘

thank you anon. I guess it's hard to let go of it a bit since i made writing my primary hobby to try out, and it does feel slightly weird if i don't do it. It's like taking rest from the thing that I do when I rest HAHAHA. but yeah, will be drawing a bit for a while. Also been binge watching animes and tidying up my house bit by bit.

but thank you anon you sweet thing! we tight like this now:

[hosuus]

time to sleep it off now ig. goodnightiee!!

[hosuus]

Hello!! We've never talked, but i just wanted to send you some hugs! I guess i understand where you’re coming from, writing is supposed to feel fun and liberating in some way, and i totally understand your need for a break

Don't force yourself to write if your mind isn’t into it, only do it on your own volition, for yourself! People can be selfish and always ask for more, it can get extremely tiring overtime. I hope you can take time for yourself while letting yourself rest.. lots of love <33 (you don’t have to reply to this, this is just a message for you!)

hello anon, thank you for coming out! I'm happy for us to have the chance to talk with each other :) <3!

I think I'm still a bit confused on my feelings myself anon which is why I kind of hesitated to write out my rant.

I think what when I say "i'm not having fun anymore..." is less on the writing aspect itself, and more on the interacting. (I'm just gonna use my strawb pie analogy again because that's my soup brain can best explain things rn so thank you for working with me for a moment 😭)

but I guess the problem is less of "I'm not having fun baking anymore" and it's more "i'm not having fun sharing my baking, or even talking about baking in general" anymore (which may or may not influence too if im having fun with baking the process as well). Like sure maybe i'll make practice pies from time to time for my own self-indulgence. But I guess i just really really miss the times when i felt like i was just your good ol neighbor bringin out pies for the potluck and having a nice laugh with everyone.

nowadays it feels like i just make pie, go to the potluck, wait for all of us to have a fun time... but then get nothing. i just watch people eat my pie in front of me, not saying anything, and leave. and the people who do speak are just people who... want to know if i have anymore strawberry pie. just expecting me to give them another round.

which like, again, i'll make it clear that I don't feel much pressure. I really don't care about that lol. I write and bake for myself lol. i love pies.

but i guess it's less of feeling pressured, and more of feeling.... tired to be more accurate. Who knows, maybe im just being delulu like an old lady sprouting about the "good ol days" of when my blog was still kinda fresh and starting out. the syngergy was nice.

Lke with the increase of people, I did get a bit overwhelmed and shy at first, but i got over it. Like hey, more people to be part of the baking club right?

but no.... i guess it just feels so so weird wherein there's more people now, and yet it feels less like a community.