chía

[pangeen]

twisted oaks

by Giles Pease

[apricotleaf]

[nevver]

Boom, Pigo Lin

[hotghostpepper]

Nobody really understands me, or SEES me for that matter. Nobody really knows me

[hotghostpepper]

You don’t love me. You love the version of me you had the idea I would be before you asked me to marry you

[hotghostpepper]

What is this consistent cycle of being around people who constantly disappoint me? Is this that generational curse they speak of?

[hotghostpepper]

I think I have an idea of what happiness is but because I’ve always been in sad situations, all I know is depression.

I think I have an idea of what love is but because I’ve always been in unloving situations, all I’ve known is the opposite of love.

[masterofmusix]

[hotghostpepper]

What if Im no longer in love

[wealths]

[itscolossal]

Translucent Textiles Cast Organisms and Mundane Objects as Dreamy Sculptures and Wearables

[hotghostpepper]

i’d rather live in an anime world than in this shit world

[hotghostpepper]

constantly feeling like a fucking failure

[hotghostpepper]

Why must I stay up for hours at night thinking about my goals and how I haven’t accomplished any yet at the age of 24? One day I’d like to stay up all night thinking about my amazing accomplishments instead of contemplating on my failures.

[hotghostpepper]

maybe it’s the way the Universe intended it to be, very few people close to me.

“a small house can hold as much happiness as a big one”

[hotghostpepper]

sometimes i feel like i have nobody

sometimes i feel like a charity case to my friends

sometimes i feel hated for my honesty

sometimes i feel silenced by society

sometimes i feel pressured into thinking and acting the way society wants us to

sometimes i wish i didn’t give a fuck about people anymore

sometimes i wish i just didn’t give a fuck about anything anymore

sometimes i wish i didn’t depend on social interaction or people supporting me

sometimes i wish i could feel good again

sometimes i wish i wasn’t this way

sometimes i wish i’d never been born at all

sometimes i wish depression wasn’t a thing

[hotghostpepper]

i look at old photos of myself.

when did i lose the light in my eyes?