@hotholiday - Tumblr Blog

I love pretending to be normal in social settings bc it’s like how long will it take until they find out a screw is absolutely loose. how long can I keep this going for

#it never used to be this way either #used to be normal now i feel like a whack job every time i have to talk to someone outside my 15-person circle

simena

Ksenya Istomina (detail)

#this is a picture of me in the snow btw

jb-blunk

every woman 20 years older than you who you admire had to sit on the floor of her bathroom and wail more than once to get where she is these things have to happen will happen will be useful to you someday

anthropoetics

#me with my movie ticket stubs from the past 4-5 years sitting on the bottom of my bookshelf

singinginthecar

anyway i know we talk a lot of shit abt this site but i just wanna say that tumblr taught me to romanticize life a little. like where else am i gonna find an essay abt how hands were made to hold other hands or posts with thousands of notes abt how peeling an orange for a loved one can be the purest act of care & love? all the softest, sweetest and kindest ppl on the internet are here and i'm so grateful to be here along with y'all. i love you and please keep romanticizing the smallest things... god knows we need that now more than ever.

#i say this once a month each time i return to tumblr but i miss it here😭😭#genuinely never romanticized life as much as i did as when i was on tumblr like 6 hours a day lol #i feel so much more jaded now :(

sacred-portal

#this is what emma chamberlain’s podcast sounds like to me

darkhilltop

#<3

i miss 2020-21 when i was on tumblr like 7 hours a day

i want to move to a new city so bad but i’m so terrified of leaving my comfort but i need so badly to be uncomfortable and stimulated by a new environment but every other big city here is so much more expensive than mine and im allergic to big girl jobs but im 24 and i need to begin a new chapter . so im extremely conflicted and scared