You Cant Hold My Heart
Pairing: Changkyun x Reader
Word Count: I honestly have no clue, maybe like 1k+
Genre: Angst/ Futuristic
Warning: Possesive!Kyun, includes mind control
Note: Idea for this prompt by @changkyunie0 , I’m so sorry it took so long but I Hope you enjoy :) Also sorry for any mistakes
“Why are we here Changkyun?” You ask on a random spring afternoon. The white walls that surrounded the two of you often felt enclosing, the harsh silver of the metal table chained to your cold metal seats that had been welded into white floor often drove you crazy.
In fact, everything about your new life drove you crazy. The new world, ruled by greed has forced you into the crevices of insanity, pulling you to the edges of inhumanity and timid fright. You don’t know how you ended up in this place, and you often questioned why you hadn’t yet tried to escape the facility yet.
The one thing that had been holding you grounded this entire time was Patient 123. He was housed three doors down from you, and for what you assumed was months you just watched the quiet boy. You watched him in the cafeteria for your meals, the only time you would be able to see any sort of human connection. You would watch him when they evaluated his rooms during inspection week. And then, whether it be the forces of nature, he had been miraculously paired with you for partner talk.
Partner talk was the insurance that you got sincere human interaction. Despite there being a meal plan, with groups of people, that couldn’t force people to interact with others. And everyone here was much to paranoid to spill any details to the hearing ears of the public, so often times, most everyone just ate in complete silence.
“You ask that question everyday,” He laughs, leaning back in his chair.
“Do I?” You furrow your brows, trying to think back to yesterdays conversation. But before you can try to pinpoint the same question, Kyun interrupts your thoughts.
“Its okay, its cute.”
You were thankful for Changkyun, it felt as if this weird place you had been shipped to who knows how long ago was a little brighter because of his presence. With him, you could feel more then the dull silence that loomed over you. You felt a warmth seeping into your blood stream, and butterflies swarm in your stomach. It didn’t matter that you’d been having partner talk with him for months, the same feeling returned each and every time.
You look at Changkyun, hand gently folded together in your lap, fingers picking at the corners of your thumbs, “I love you kyun.”
He smiles, rising from his seat and makes his way over to you in less then a two steps. He bends down, carefully placing his lips on yours, “I love you too.”
His eyes were ridden with guilt, its easy to tell. You frown, suspicious of his actions now. In a place like this it was always easy to become so wrapped in your own bubble that actions even remotely curious would steer you in a different direction.
But you knew that Changkyun wasn’t like the rest of the people place. You knew he wouldn't be capable of the monstrosities and horror stories you had heard from the others in the quiet whispers that roamed the halls. You knew he was in love with you, and that you were in love with him.
“Times up.” The guard says, walking into the room and taking your arm by force to take you from the room first.
-:-
“Why are we here Changkyun?” You ask, looking at Changkyun in the eyes. You see hiss eyes fleet over to yours, a strange glint to them. However, his posture is as normal, slouched back in his chair, arms folded across his waist.
“You ask that question every day.” He states, a smile spreading across his lips.
“Do I?” You ask confused, trying to think back to yesterday when you last saw the boy.
“Its okay, its cute,” He smiles even wider, your thoughts being interrupted by his words. You felt a wave of confusion spread over you. Where had you heard this? It seemed to familiar. You brushed away the feeling, and looked at him, eyes glazing over with adoration.
“I love you kyun,” You smile. Watching as he stand from his seat, he walks directly in front of you, bending down to place a kiss on your lips. Smiling into the kiss, you hear him say the words back.
“I love you too.”
“Times Up.”
-:-
“Why are we here Changkyun?” The words tumble out of your mouth the moment your seated across from him.
“You ask that question everyday,” His eyes are slanted wide, a smile spreading across his lips. This smile seems weird to you, but you don’t understand it. It kyun, you tell yourself, he wouldn’t do a thing to hurt you.
“Do I?” You freeze for a moment, the familiarity of the conversation fumbling over you.
“Its okay, its cute.”
You frown, trying to recall your last conversation with him. But you couldn’t remember. Why couldn’t you remember? You sigh, and look at the man across from you, his eyes turned into unreadable emotion. Its as if he was waiting to hear you say something. A moment of silence has him impatient, you can see his teeth tightly clenching together. Somethings wrong.
“I love you kyun,” You tell him hesitantly. His posture unraveles, a small sigh escaping his lips as the same uneasy smile spreads across his lips. He stands, makes his way over to you, and gently places a kiss on your lips.
“I love you too.”
“Times up.”
-:-
Here you sat. You felt like you had been here a million times, but as you silently watched Kyun slouched in the chair in front of you, you couldn’t understand why you couldn’t remember your past conversations with him. Did you see him yesterday? You weren't sure.
“W-why are we here Changkyun?” You ask with uncertainty.
“You ask that question everyday.” This facial expression he carried made you feel dizzy. It wasn’t the kind of dizzy that you felt when you won a stuffed animal at the fair, or the kind of dizzy when someone finally asks you out after countless days of flirting. This wasn’t the warm eruption of butterflies swarming in your stomach nor was the sensation feeling of happiness. No. This kind of dizzy took your breath right out from under you. It made you feel cramped, like you had been stuck in a tiny box with no air holes. This kind of dizzy scared you, fear trembling slowly through your fingertips, spreading further throughout your body.
“I do?” Confusion sweeps through you again. the same type of confusion you’ve felt before, but could never understand. The look bestowed on Changkyuns face was unrecognizable. A smile stretched upwards as he looks at you. The smile that initiates a response of panic. This smile wasn’t a comforting warm smiles. This smile was one that looked down on you, it made you feel like you had felt before you met the boy. The feeling of being used, the feeling of a lab rat being tested time and time again.
“Its okay. Its cute.” And then it hits you all at once. Just like a building crumbling to the ground during the forceful impact of the wrecking ball.
“Somethings wrong with this,” It was just an utter, the words playing in your brain without the realization that they came tumbling out of your lips. You look back at kyun, his face puzzled with bewilderment.
He frowns. You don’t understand, just like you hadn’t understood anything, and with more composure this time, you face him head on, “Changkyun whats really going on here, why are you looking at me like that?”
His eyes darken, almost as if a cloud of black thick fog has gusted through him. He wasn’t the warm kyun you knew right now. Where did the warm kyun who held your hand across the table and always got up to give you a kiss to say he loved you go? Always.
He always held your hand. He always kissed you on your cheek. He always told you he loved you. In that order.
had you been re-living the same day? What was this feeling?
“You said the wrong thing y/n.” His voice filled with a dark possession, almost as if a demon had crawled inside his body.
“Take her away.” Kyun says while standing, his guard on high alert.
You pull away from the guards who try to latch onto your arms. You thrash against them, knowing something was wrong with this. Something was wrong with Changkyun.
“What are you doing! Put me down! What happened to you kyun!”
The guards hold you in place, your thrashing momentarily stopping as an evil look arises in Changkyun. This wasn’t the man you you loved. Not anymore.
He walks towards you, steadily. The laughter that follows in low, and slow, but manically menacing, “Up her dosage by double. We’ll try this again tomorrow.”
“Try what again!” You cry out, eyes threatening to spill the tears puddling in the corners of your vision.
“Shaping you darling, you will be the perfect pet, you just need some more training,” He mutters, a foul psychotic aura emitting from him.
-:-
“Why are we here kyun?”
