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man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great

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its so easy to pander to me in fiction media. show me a guy that for some reason doesnt feel himself to be as human as most others are and i will sit with him for hours

#the post ever #rust cohle also paddy mayne also holden ford also guy anatole also raglan james

César Domboy and Jack O'Connell as Augustin Jordan and Paddy Mayne SAS: Rogue Heroes S1E5

#sas rogue heroes #sas rh #fellas is it gay (it actually is)#yall im thinking i shouldve made the extra long version of this gif to everyone had to scroll down past his thighs idk #sasrhedit #jack o'connell #césar domboy #paddy mayne #augustin jordan #paddy x augustin #my gifs

And as I fixed upon the down-turned face That pointed scrutiny with which we challenge The first-met stranger in the waning dusk I caught the sudden look of some dead master Whom I had known, forgotten, half recalled Both one and many; in the brown baked features The eyes of a familiar compound ghost Both intimate and unidentifiable. So I assumed a double part, and cried And heard another's voice cry: "What! are you here?" Although we were not. I was still the same, Knowing myself yet being someone other – And he a face still forming; yet the words sufficed To compel the recognition they preceded. And so, compliant to the common wind, Too strange to each other for misunderstanding, In concord at this intersection time Of meeting nowhere, no before and after, We trod the pavement in a dead patrol.

Jack O'Connell and César Domboy as Paddy Mayne and Augustin Jordan in SAS: Rogue Heroes S1E5

#Little Gidding by T. S. Eliot (1942)#sas rogue heroes #remembering i can just gif whatever scenes i want now is so cool *stares at hands*#sasrh fans (all 3 of you) this is for yall being nice to me last year #sas rh #sasrhedit #jack o'connell #césar domboy #paddy mayne #augustin jordan #paddy x augustin #tvedit #televisiongifs #my gifs

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hehehehehe * sudden moment of clarity that straightens my spine * what is this. who am I. * the clarity fades * hehehehehehe

everyone involved in directing this scene will be going to heaven

#the blocking is insane for shots consisting entirely of two guys and a clear sky and a desert backdrop #like yeah that's MY comfort fujobait dadslop #also congratulations for cesar domboy for being shaped like that. the white guy shape ever really #sas rogue heroes #sas rh #paddy x augustin

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the thing about being bullied for being weird as a kid is that even if you've always embraced being weird your brain is still always looking for the line where it's too much. you can be as proudly and intentionally weird as you want and you can love being weird but your mind is still convinced there's a point where you get too weird and people start treating you like a weird looking bug again. also it feels like you reach that point 500 times a day even if everyone you've spoken to today found you pleasant and likable and even if you're completely alone in your house with nobody looking at you at all.