HALF A GRAPEFRUIT

10 a.m. in the fog feeling anxious 10 p.m. in the same exact fog feeling dangerous

[howtheheartbends]

[pmamtraveller]

hug by checksy

[guiltfactory]

BAD NEWS: it will not be the same forever

GOOD NEWS: it will not be the same forever

[howtheheartbends]

I wrote a postcard that I will never send, and I will glue into my journal (writing side down obviously) because just writing it down was enough. I feel about a thousand times lighter.

[svdcvnt]

Everything I’ve Ever Let Go Of Has Claw Marks On It

Artist: David Altmejd

[ioshk]

Whenever someone is trying to laugh at me for trusting a liar, I say: "Oh, noooo, how embarrassing it is to be actually genuine, honest and caring. I'm so ashamed by other person's decision to use me and lie to me, because it's obviously my decision and my fault. Oh nooo, it's so embarrassing to ME, obviously, that they are a cowardly piece of shit who doesn't have an ounce of decency." 😔

Yeah, I am the one who needs to be ashamed, riiiiiiiight.

[howtheheartbends]

Literally me on the other side of every actual relationship I've ever been in.

[dryseko]

I've never been casual about anything in my life, don't even say that word around me.

[les-fleur]

[faustique]

saw the moon and thought of you

[swagvo1d]

doomed

[howtheheartbends]

a whirlwind night in the city with my best friend of 30 years was pretty swell. Japanese Breakfast was so beautiful and so great live, Death Cab was perfect as usual.

i drank just a little too much, cried just a little at Transatlanticism and I Will Follow You Into The Dark, and on the walk home got lovingly lectured about Men - how I have broken my heart over this same person like three times in the last 20 years and maybe that's A Sign that no matter how much I care, they just don't care the same as me.

however I continue to stubbornly give my heart, because I haven't yet figured out who I am if I don't.

[throatoftheworld]

Hand Lantern by Jessica Roux

[sugerblondie]

i do not care who i lose as long as its not me again.

[howtheheartbends]

not a lot to say, honestly. I don't actually have a good takeaway from this situation beyond... I am rather naive, pretty sad, and also challenging to love because I am full of feelings that I am incapable of hiding.

[howtheheartbends]

I only know how to exist translucently. If I had chosen otherwise, I would have lost something of my freedom.

-Tree Abraham, Elseship: an unrequited affair

[howtheheartbends]

[crimsolyn]