HALF A GRAPEFRUIT

10 a.m. in the fog feeling anxious 10 p.m. in the same exact fog feeling dangerous

[natalieironside]

There's always a moment of intense cultural whiplash whenever I realize I'm talking to someone who thinks "legal" and "illegal" are meaningful categories and ascribes innate goodness to following the law. It's like meeting a space alien.

[howtheheartbends]

day one of 39!

1. a necessary candle

2. teaching my kid the important things

3. salted caramel latte from suzy q's.

every year i care less and less about what other people think, which actually just makes it extra dumb how much i care what this one person thinks, when i can't even see them, and would probs just daydream my life away if left to my own devices.

if someone isn't sure of me, it is not my job to convince them. the right person will be sure (allegedly).

[howtheheartbends]

being able to order a box of 100 coxinhas whenever I feel like it really does make me happy to be alive, if nothing else.

[howtheheartbends]

39 and feelin' fine (if fine means super insecure and anxious all the time that I've missed a million chances to do a million things and it's too late to do them now)

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[puipui-official]

[tender-somethings]

"This gorgeous green, / this searing lilac, / this heart that is nothing but mystery.”

— Alejandra Pizarnik, “Poem 9″, Diana’s Tree (trans. Yvette Siegert).

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[treading---lightly]

troy and abed being normal

[pmamtraveller]

The little i had left by Luca Ponsato

[pmamtraveller]

Lovers, 1982, by Harry Holland

[howtheheartbends]

my life has this funny way of always falling apart spectacularly. next time, i would like it to fall apart in a regular fashion, a normal crumble, a plain collapse.

[burntundertones]

[illiteracyspaghetti]

[polish-lolita]

[howtheheartbends]

fresh hair. fresh ink.

it's my birthday in a week. last year I was in Italy on a beach in Sorrento falling asleep next to a stranger I was married to, and this year I'll be taking my six year old to her best friend's birthday party and falling asleep alone.

I had the first panic attack I've had since university yesterday, and nothing will clear your perspective more than being curled up on the floor thinking you're dying. I need to change how I'm prioritizing things in my life.

[boomer-mythology-destroyer]