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Hi, I'm Lana. I'm in my 30s. DMs open for any respectful interactions.

This is a side blog for personal shit. Dark themes. Mental illness themes. Obslove and yearnings.

i AM lonely but not THAT lonely :/

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems #yanblr #yan blog #irl yandere #irl yan #obslove blog

Sometimes you wake up and immediately know it's gonna be a Bad Day.

Ihatethisstupiddisorder

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems

I'm weird :(

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd blog #bpd #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems #Depression #Mental health #Introvert #social anxiety #confused #tired

xviolentxlittlexdemonx

#could be us

Had another weird anxiety inducing dream tonight. Contacting the Lying Piece Of Shit on WhatsApp (never), getting into new apartment, everything was suspicious and... gray, felt uneasy the entire dream. At least i slept.

Apparently I sleep with my mouth open sometimes. :/ Ew.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd blog #bpd #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems

abshard

#add a cat and #could be us #again

solestella

#could be us

Leave me alone, you bastard, you've done enough damage.

#:/#hope you rot 😊

Nothing stronger than the bond between a bpd-girl and that unemployed guy.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems

Yep. Still can barely sleep. Yep. Still have nightmares. But at least i had them on a fresh set of bedsheets this morning. So, it's a little win.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd #bpd splitting #borderline problems

Insomnia goes hard. Is there even a point in trying to fall asleep at 5 am? I don't think so. Is it a perfect time to finally help to ease my depression a little bit and clean my room? I can try.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems

I'm in such a weird place right now. I'm terrified of going to sleep. I do have nightmares, but not terrible enough to be this scared. It's the time between closing my eyes and losing conscious. That's where the true horror hides. In my thoughts.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems #insomnia is a bitch #nightmares are a bitch #dark thoughts are even worse

ta3baan-deactivated20240729

#falling asleep while someone is reading for me #and the next night it's reversed

I've had periods for 20 years already and I still fall for the mental torment of "the week before" every single time. Isn't it dehumanizing? I hate it.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #borderline problems #periods #menstruation

7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7

i hope every yapping lover girl finds her listening lover boy

#:c #can I yap and yap and yap and you be sitting there with little hearts in your eyes?

7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7

i told you what traumatised me and you did it perfectly

#“People left me out of nowhere without even trying to explain why and it broke me it's very difficult for me to trust anyone :(”#“I have no intentions of blocking you and leaving”#*blocks me and leaves*#Fuck you #bpd stuff #broken heart #heartbreak

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