box of sadness @ioshk - Tumblr Blog

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Hi, I'm ioshk. I'm in my 30s. DMs open for any respectful interactions.

This is a side blog for personal shit. Dark themes. Mental illness themes. Obslove and yearnings. Right now this blog is consumed by chaos.

What is your idea of a beautiful day? ~Your regular annon

Not lonely.

Tried to read a book to fix my attention span. Fell asleep after few pages and fixed my sleep schedule instead. I guess, a win is a win. 🤷‍♀️

I'm just killing time until time kills me.

Do you ever feel guilty when your friend asks you how are you doing and you're still doing really really bad, even though it's been 3 months already? 😭 I'm sorry, bestie, nothing good to report still.

#actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd splitting #depression tw #depression posting #depression #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff

[Killer Bambi (Matsumoto Inaki)] Berserk dj – Sacrifice 2

splittingatbothends

All my relationships end like that scene in Toy Story where Andy says “I don’t want to play with you anymore” and drops Woody on the floor

#Staaaahp why is it exactly the same to me tooo? 😭#No proper explanation #No fights #Just sudden dumping #No closures #Only an open wound every time

I've perfected the art of doing nothing.

There's a reason people stay single till their thirties, you know? Maybe they didn't meet the right person, maybe they were struggling with life and too busy to get into relationships.

Me? Oh, I am just fundamentally broken and unlovable. ✌️