box of sadness

18+ space. MDNI

[ioshk]

Very creative title

Hi, I'm ioshk. I'm in my 30s. DMs open for any respectful interactions.

This is a side blog for personal shit. Dark themes. Mental illness themes. Obslove and yearnings. Right now this blog is consumed by chaos.

[sophie-poetry]

But how could you say all those beautiful things when you knew how desperately I had waited to hear them? How could you hold my heart when it was the most honest thing I had to give and still let it break? How could you know my fears, my thoughts, my laughter, the quiet parts of me that I never showed anyone else and still treat me like I was something you could simply walk away from?

Mine.

[ioshk]

What is your idea of a beautiful day? ~Your regular annon

Not lonely.

[ioshk]

Tried to read a book to fix my attention span. Fell asleep after few pages and fixed my sleep schedule instead. I guess, a win is a win. 🤷‍♀️

[ioshk]

I'm just killing time until time kills me.

[ioshk]

Do you ever feel guilty when your friend asks you how are you doing and you're still doing really really bad, even though it's been 3 months already? 😭 I'm sorry, bestie, nothing good to report still.

[ioshk]

[Killer Bambi (Matsumoto Inaki)] Berserk dj – Sacrifice 2

[splittingatbothends]

All my relationships end like that scene in Toy Story where Andy says “I don’t want to play with you anymore” and drops Woody on the floor

[ioshk]

I've perfected the art of doing nothing.

[ioshk]

There's a reason people stay single till their thirties, you know? Maybe they didn't meet the right person, maybe they were struggling with life and too busy to get into relationships.

Me? Oh, I am just fundamentally broken and unlovable. ✌️

[ioshk]

I need to rebuild myself again. It was easier to do when I was 25. 😭

[ioshk]

I CRAVE VIOLENCE! (wants to eat every sweet snack in a nearby grocery store)

[ioshk]

I don't even have energy to play my game. 😭 WTF!?

[ioshk]

Reblogging is free, btw.

[disencourage-it]

can I be the 'actually'? just a tiny

little

insignificant

actually, but there are costs in: being online and using tumblr. So. There's like.

a miniscule

small

the weeest bit of them all

cost we pay with each rebloginteraction here. Well, everywhere.

[ioshk]

Fine 🙄 Reblogging won't be charged extra, okay?

[ioshk]

Which of the two smells better, fresh-cut grass or bread baking in the oven?

Very "unexpected" answer from a fatty, I know, but it's bread, duh. 😛

[ioshk]

Whats your favorite sleeping position of all time?

On my side. If cuddled up - perfect. Can take a pillow nest instead.

[ioshk]

[inumiso] DARK GAZE