heart broken

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I am honestly so depressed and i can’t sleep and eat and i can’t talk to anyone about it, i am starting to feel like a sociopath. I bottled all my emotions up it’s like i have none. I am a walking pit of emptiness. I feel empty and i can’t figure out why

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I can't move past it, I can't put it behind me I can't move on

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“she doesn’t mean anything to me” why did you lie next to her in a bed and kiss her and do the things you do with me with her? i mean something to you, the things we do together mean something to you, so she must mean something to you.

HC

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he laughed then sighed. one could have trouble leaving you he said. with no look of surprise she whispered don't worry I'm used to it. HC

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for him

sorry i keep writing you into poetry but i can't help the way i fell inlove with the wrinkles on your cheeks, and how everytime you laugh it breaks my heart to know that might not hear it again, but I'll enjoy it while it lasts. Every time you hug me, my ribcage fills up with butterflies, knowing that soon you'll have to let go, and when im sad you always reach your arms out to help me but no matter how big your arms are they'll never be big enough to comfort all my pain but for now ill be okay. When you hold me I'm home. maybe home isn't a place, it's in your arms. sincerely,H.C.