💡 Achilliean - Apomisexual - Apomiromantic - Taken
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💡 D.I.D AUDHD Dyslexia PPD NPD traits BPD traits
💡 Headmate ran blog - Headmate = Illuga ! - Null on doubles
💡 I am very self destructive + passively suicidal Though that shouldn't be on here
💡 Yandere + Darling Soft + sub yan I will always side with friends and Flins
💡 It is hard for me to keep in contact with anyone who isn't my friends or Flins
💡 Drama = block Proshippers = block Pro con = block Syscourse = block Discorse = block Yan stuff below cut
💡 Warning This is a yan + yap blog of a sys member If you hate all darlings / half Yan half darlings - just move on I will refer to my partner as Flins
💡 This is a blog ran by Illuga ! I am a introject and I prefer to be treated as my own person - which is why I made this blog
💡 I do have hallucinations however I usually don't talk about them - I will post abt them but no special tag for them - most of them revolve around source / Flins
💡 Big 5 yan : ODIAF — Yan MBTI : RDML / RDHL — Yan Types : DSMT
💡 Yandere "Variants" : Harmless , Wrong Idea , Obsession , Dependence , Disappearance , Final , Delusion , Self Harm , Woship , Training , Manipulative
💡 Side blog Can't follow back and won't reveal main blog sorrys !! If you came from main blog - no you didn't :D
💡 Mr Flins = @marrmora !!
💡 — [ Behold the dawn ! ] = Important
💡 — [ The light compels you ! ] = Normal
💡 — [ Go get 'em - Aedon ! ] = Asks + Moots
💡 — [ not bad ! ] = reposts !
💡 — [ You're in my sights ] = Flins !!
💡 — [ Hmm - let me think... Nope ! ] = Rants
💡 — [ Another Dawn ... ] = Suggestive posts + triggering posts * Block this tag if you don't wanna see that stuff !
💡 — [ look away !! ] = block this tag if you aren't comfortable with mentions of death sanarios :33
"I love the sound of his voice it makes me feel like hes running his hands through my hair"
YEAH WELL WHAG ABOUY ME ?? "My pretty husband !"
Yeah so I'm jsut the clingy Lil shit atp
Yes im VERY aware this is an old grudge im very upset
It's taking everything in me not to compare but yippee I keep getting reminders of my ex
Yeah he deleted his malleus account but I had to ask so yay because "i forgot it existed"
I VERY AWARE IM BEINH PETTY
I'm just mad , how come they wohkd get posts after posts ALSP NOT TO MENTION he admitted he had thought of loving malleus
SO YAY ME IM NOTHING LIKE HIM ??
IM SHORT IM FEMININE AND HUMAN I KIN FUCKUNG RABBITS AND LAMBS ??
I actually tried to over dose the other week becayse I was so broken abt it
That sounds cringe but whatever
But why do I have to constantly beg ??? HOW COME MALLEUS GOT POSTS LIKE "SLOPPY MAKE OUT WITH YOUR F/O" WHAT ABT ME ??
DO I JSUT KEEP SITTING IN THE CORNER RE READING POSTS HE MADE FOR ME ALMOST A YEAT AGO WHILE MALLEUS GOT DAILY POSTS ?? WHY WHY FUCK LIFE
I've been basically begging him to let me move his side acc from his f/o account to his main but atp im justvgonna stop because im so i fucking tried of begging
They didn't gave to beg to be posted abt
They didnt have to beg for a response
YET I DO
Im definitely being petty and i definitely shouldn't be this upset when I know hes nothing like she was but still
My birthday is tomorrow ( the 11th ) and I'm literally not excited abt it , not in the way I hate my birthday but it's like ...Okay ????? I mean yay but I also don't care .. I mean my birthday gifts I'm VERY excited abt .. but my actual birthday ??? Idk I'm a year older yay.. Doctors know my actual age after the whole adoption shit but like .. Okay ..??? I don't care 😞 I'm genuinely more excited about Mr Flins birthday so-
Notice how YOURE THE ONLY ONE BEING THE ANNOYING LIL SHIT ??? notice how other MULTIPLE OTHER PEOPLE are saying "hey this is actually wholesome as someone who is *blank*" NOTIVE HOW NO ONE DUCKING GIVES A SHIY
