it just hit me how truly lonely I feel, and I just dont know what to do with myself

if i look back, i am lost
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it just hit me how truly lonely I feel, and I just dont know what to do with myself
I spill blood over coffee and bleed myself dry. the girl you see is nothing more than a mirror reflecting last nights dream. I am here. I have always been here. but I have never been seen. Girlhood is a performance and I’m stealing the show. I perform in the bathroom mirror and I practice leaving my body. The art of dissociation to avoid pain. I divide into two, a hole so big even god can’t fill. I pick up my skin, pull it over my thighs and zip it up. I feel like an imposter stepping out into the world asking god to dim the lights so I can start my performance. Here I am world, just like you asked, a girl, uncomfortable in her own skin, pleading to be enough.
— Hannah Green, from Girlhood Is Grief “school of performing arts” ©
I hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems
The more days pass, the more I realize I’m going nowhere in life and the more I hate myself
I’m such a failure
Literally one minute I’m okay and the next I just want to end it all
so relevant rn
Blue Valentine (2010)
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