I never asked to play this game

C, she/her, 30s. 1D will always be my babies but tbh it’s mostly HR these days. Long live the fourth wall.

[hudconuinely]

gloryhollanovjah --> hudconuinely

:)

[hudconuinely]

Man I know Shane ruined Ilya's sleepover plans but he really made up for it in spades. I'm sorry I couldn't spend the night; please come to my house for two weeks. You bought me ginger ale; let me buy you Cokes and Doritos and water shoes. You made me a tuna melt; let me make you more burgers than we can eat. You asked me questions I didn't know how to answer; let me make sure you know I'm going to be as honest as I can. I'm sorry I got scared and ran away when you asked for more; let me stay up all night planning the rest of our lives.

[ravenclairee]

Connor Storrie and Hudson Williams Read Thirst Tweets

[ilyapasta]

I wrote a sad/sappy meta related to this a long time ago that I can’t find, but I just think Ilya is rummaging through Shane’s shit as soon as he has a run of the house(s). He’s snooping around the cottage and finding things Shane didn’t even remember he had. A figurine of a loon in a cottage guest room that Ilya covets and a bottle of wine from the collection in the basement that Shane rarely touches. It has a good year, Shane. What do you know about it, Ilya.

Back in Montreal he’s opening document folios in Shane’s apartment and looking at tax documents just to look at Shane’s name. He’s looking at the cologne and lotions and scant jewelry on his bureau, reading the labels, trying out the scents. He’s under Shane’s childhood bed at his parent’s house unearthing a dusty box. Yuna shows him Shane’s best school tests and projects. Construction paper crafts from primary school and an essay Shane did on Lord of the Flies that he was proud of enough to show his parents. Newspaper clippings from every age of Shane Hollander’s hockey journey— from local toddler sensation to the pride of Kingston to the draft to every single periodical and advertisement Shane has starred in, all carefully preserved by a family who loves him. He’s obsessed with Shane’s history, how it’s written all over the places he lives and works and has lived in before, but he’s also hungry for the details. The things about Shane that are unwritten but he can only see now that he’s inside Shane’s home and his heart. He hopes that he’ll discover things no other person has ever learned about Shane, so that he can possess something all his own. A secret, maybe. He tries the pickles in Shane’s fridge and spits them out in the sink. Shane has shit taste in pickles, and he tells him so. He’ll find a different secret, a better one.

And if you want to get sad about this you can remember that the only rummaging Shane can do into Ilya’s past is by asking Ilya about it. Ilya, who isn’t forthcoming and is fine, he’s fine fine fine. Ilya, who made a bland and restless life in Boston that he leaves without complaint or hesitation. How much can there be to learn about him, if he changes with the wind? He tells Shane about his mother and her sad end, but he also wants to shed his past to make room within himself. He wants Shane’s love to fill him and shove out the rest— the old, the sad, the burdensome. He wants to be a vessel for it. He wants to be new.

[mrmnn]

[fujoshane]

hudcon made me so stupid today like i had plans i had goals

[everyone-has-their-story]

A gym selfie of them from Hudson (we know Connor ain’t posting anything lol) would kill us all

[handsywoman]

that first glimpse at jealous Shane and Ilya's adorable reaction to it 🥹

[hudconuinely]

…what if I changed to hudconuinely 👀👀

[hudconuinely]

Guys we’re literally gonna get to watch them kiss again oh my god oh my GOD 😭😭😭

[twiddlingthumbs]

THEY ARE COMING FOR MY LIFE!!

[whichcouldmeanothing]

dying at the video my sister took when she spotted hudcon from the streetcar lmao

[sunnypeachyy]

Push-ups king

[hudconuinely]

I had something very scary happen this morning (no actual damage done but definitely left me shaken) but I had an extra yummy lunch today and now HudCon are back together so maybe everything’s gonna be ok 🥹💗💗

[liminalbeauty]

This redirects to the Trevor Project. My heart.

http://irinafoundation.com

[athyrium-filix]

guys can you believe that they're making more heated rivalry. can you believe that connor and hudson are together as we speak. can you FUCKING BELIEVE IT

[ismickeyadopted]

how it feels logging on to see new hudcontent with yall