athyrium-filix

Ari - he/him - 27 - autistic trans dude - doing my best - currently heated rivalry brained - I am an adult so sometimes I post adult stuff - Icon made with felidaze's cat creator (https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/254030)

[lavenderprose]

Look me in my face and tell me that a week or so before their wedding Shane didn't look at Ilya and say, "But Ilya...we can't have sex before we're married..." and it took Ilya exactly five seconds to travel through the stages of grief before he fully picked up what Shane was putting down and leaned over to put his hand hiiiiigh up on Shane's thigh and say, "But baby, I need it. Please, just the tip."

You cannot tell me it didn't happen because I will not believe you.

[cuppydogshane]

ottawa centaurs onboarding pronoun circle (implied)

#THEYZY

[athyrium-filix]

trying not to have a panic attack about people being nice to me

[shanebug]

lowkey my david and yuna hollander parenting thesis

[ilya-sweetheart]

Wyatt reading spider-man comics in his crease

[shanehollandergirl]

role model ends with troy posting "unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, hockey's not going to get better. it's not." on instagram

[actuallysara]

HUDSON WILLIAMS | Heated Rivalry Toronto Premiere 2025 (via tara_taralynn)

[urie]

people are always arguing abt the scene where shane hesitates when ilya asks him if he would choose him over hockey and my whole thing about that is i cant even wrap my mind around #myilya asking that question at all

[urie]

imagine you are autistic and your entire life revolves around your #1 hyperfixation it is the thing you love and cherish and enjoy the most in this world and when youre doing it you feel centered and grounded and the most Yourself and your partner is like "would you give that up for me" girl i would not know what to say either and also what kind of question is that

[fineline-live]

shane falling asleep while cockwarming mmmmm just a thought

Like they're both laying in bed and of course they're all snuggled up and maybe shane starts lazily playing with ilya’s waistband. Nothing crazy, just lightly dragging his fingers along the band, nails softly scratching enough for ilya's tummy to tense every time his nails pass over a particular spot. Shane starts to notice ilya's cock thickening up, maybe it begins to throb and bounce every time shane's nails press a little harder. Shane looks up at ilya without saying anything, ilya already staring back down at him with a soft smile. Shane smiles back, turning his attention back to ilya's cock and begins to shuffle his way down the length of ilya's body. He palms ilya for a while, pressing small kisses into ilya's exposed hip that his cheek rested against. Eventually he tugs ilya's boxers down, sitting up enough to drag them down his legs and toss them towards the hamper in the room. He grips ilya's cock softly, hot little breaths fan over it as he stares in awe for a minute. He's always so entranced by the shape and weight, how beautiful it looks and how well Ilya knows how to use it. Shane smiles and presses little kisses to the tip, kitten licking the slit and closing his eyes as he finally tastes him. He wraps his lips gently around the head, suckling little by little until he pops off and turns to glance back up at ilya. Ilya has one hand propped behind his head, the other hand resting on his stomach. "Can i just keep it in m'mouth?" shane asks quietly. Ilya runs a hand through his soft black strands and smiles "take what you need, malysh." And so shane lays his head back down onto ilya's hip, his mouth lazily wrapping back around the heavy weight. He sucks softly, his lips wrapped around his teeth as he keeps his head in one spot. His tongue drags on the underside, licking in slow strokes, the hand that once held ilya's cock now draped across his hips and tugging him into his body. "So good, sweetheart. You feel good, yeah?" And shane lets out a sweet small hum, nuzzling his face further into ilya's hip. He begins to suck on the tip, his eyes fluttering closed as he focused on how relaxed and sweet he felt. He suckled and held on to ilya's thighs, relishing in the act. Eventually ilya starts to notice small puffs of air evening out on his pubic bone, shane's grip on his hip beginning to release just the slightest bit. He notices the way shane's jaw starts to slack, his lips still suckling like there's a pacifier in his mouth lulling him to sleep along with the hand petting his hair. He realizes shane has fallen asleep cockwarming him. Ilya smiles and feels his cock twitch at the sight, trying his best to keep himself contained as to not awake his sleeping beauty.

[art3missilver]

Harris and Troy

[athyrium-filix]

unfortunately I do think that trans shane would have absolutely staggering amounts of internalized transphobia and would feel deeply uncomfortable about transmascs who aren't policing their own masculinity as much as he is

[hudconvent]

i do like thinking about the sexual dynamic changing post “i love yous” at the cottage to where ilya is addicted to sickly-sweet look-in-eachothers-eyes-while-im-in-it holding hands capital L Lovemaking while shane goes the opposite direction and is like maybe later tonight could we try seeing how many fingers you can fit in my mouth

[hudconvent]

ilya is like tonight i want to make love to you under the stars so the whole universe can see the pure and sacred love we share

and shane is like hmm. ok that sounds nice but i was kind of hoping youd piss on me in the shower

[bloodonthedrums]

this kiss isn't talked about enough

[beakybeakybeaky]

I love all the baby Shane swearing and generally all the baby Shane headcanons.

Consider: baby Shane who pronounces ‘puck’ as ‘fuck’. Like. Teeny (fat) baby. He’s about 14-15 months and in Yuna’s arms watching a hockey game on TV.

“MAMA FUCK!”

“Yes, sweetie. PUCK.” *glances at her in-laws awkwardly.”

He’s almost two and running around with a baby hockey stick, and a cousin takes it.

“My fuck my fuck my fuck!”

Yuna drinks more wine.

[yolkylemon]

myilya for those who believe

shane version

[medrawawi]

[smokey-ilya]

ilya, touching shane’s circumcision scar: i’m sorry i wasn’t there to protect you