geez, so I hit 5,000 followers this morning. A speech is in order 🤣
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If you didn't know, before making bellypovs2 I've lurked on Tumblr for over 10 YEARS. Due to my religious upbringing and low self-esteem I never got in touch with myself & felt ashamed of the pleasure I felt from this kink.
Like clockwork every few months, I'd make an account, binge feedism clips, jerk off, and then immediately delete. "How can I support and enable people destroying themselves through overeating and weight gain? This turns me on but I shouldn't be liking this!" Sad, disconnected, alone, and delusional.
But no matter how far I strayed, feedism lassoed me back in y'all.
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In August of 2022 my company laid me off & free time opened up. I figured, "Why continue fighting this?" And 'bellypovs' was created.
Started talking to people, fat chatting with feedees my age, admiring bellies without looking away, really integrating myself into this community. Through conversation and loads of self-reflection, I dismantled my fatphobia in order to REALLY acknowledge the beauty of intentionally fat bodies. And so I started teasing and encouraging to give back.
(i DID delete my account one last time - hence the '2' in my name.)
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I never imagined how healing this space would be for me - but even more so for all of you. When you say my posts made you skip to gym, eat one more slice, gain 10 more pounds, I tear up 🥺
I'm even looking to feed people IRL now + hopefully find a relationship, isn't that insane? I guess it IS possible to have your sexual awakening in your 30's!
If I can leave you with anything, PLEASE prioritize your self-alignment, make sure your desires and actions match up. If the thought of feedism or weight gain arouses you, if you cannot stop thinking about it, please give in <3
I'm never deleting this account and I'm so grateful for you all.
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