to thine own self be true

⌠ тσ вε σя ησт тσ вε ⌡ is just a fancy way of saying "Should I be alive?" So let's twist the words and just honestly say † Screw ℓιғε, even ρσιsση will do me better ↓ {{ Affiliated with Toshi City }} Cosmos Apt. room 3

[hughlet]

URL change:  hughletje ---> hughlet

[red-clan-king-deactivated201802]

"………………………….."

Coughs.

[hughlet]

That clearly is someone in disguise.

Changes URL forever.

[hughlet]

Pear! you DONGUS.

Not a dongus, tree head!

Pear: What makes you jealous? When was the last time you felt jealousy?

Jealousy was a pain and for some weird reason, always present in Hugh's life. Whether it started concerning his little sister, who was quick to grow up, make her own friends and became independant to Hugh... or continued with Kyouhei who, had stuck by the teen so long as his best friend and was in some way, irreplacable. Whenever they were with others, it would result in his jealousy.

It had hurt. Both of it. People close to him were always things that he got jealous over. Hurt even. He wanted to be there for them and receive the same in return, but it didn't work out like that. It never did.

And so he is left with this filthy jealousy that stabs him in the heart whenever he sees Kyouhei with someone else. Even if they are just friends, strangers, female, male; even small children. It became one of those things that became unbearable at times.

It was disgusting and on top of all: painfully unhealthy.

Not like Hugh felt like he could change it.

[hughlet]

strawberry

Strawberry: What do you think about kids?

Has a gay crush on his best friend since forever, so he never gave this a serious thought.

Actually, Hugh really likes children! Having grown up with a little baby sister really did something to his personality. He became softer, protective, caring... but he worries easily too!

If Hugh would have children himself? He doesn't know. To be honest, he thinks Kyouhei and the amount of pets he has are difficult enough for him to handle.

Animals are always okay though! Hugh has a german shephard by the name of John.

[hughlet]

notthegodloki replied to your post: Plum: What quote do you live by?

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[hughlet]

mango!

Mango: If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would buy?

Maybe a mansion so he has somewhere grand to live (with Kyou), or something for Kyou, or Kyouhei himself. Things like these were hard to decide because Hugh never had felt that materialistic. What the frick did he even live for? It is about time for him to seriously reconsider his life choices.

Kyouhei himself though.

[hughlet]

Plum: What quote do you live by?

Hugh, as the Shakespeare fan he is, would always be ready and enthusiastic to answer this. Or well, at least discuss it. For this boy to only pick one of his most treasured quotes would be blasphemy! He lived by so many.

So he put his hand to his heart, taking a noble and proud pose. His answer was going to be one of grand honour. The best of the best.

" For there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so. "

It's a piece from a conversation between Hamlet and Rosencrantz & Guildenstern. When they discuss whether Denmark is a prison or not and Hamlet tells them it is: but only to himself, because he honestly thinks so.

Another one of Hugh's favourites, of which he thinks often would be:

“Seems,” madam? Nay, it is. I know not “seems.”

Because he doesn't want to be met with a vague fantasy he perceives as his own reality. Things are how they are, not how they "seem". It often brings Hugh to experience the pain of a crushing reality, though, but he prefers it over being lied to with a dream.

Surprisingly enough, the famous soliloqui "To be or not to be" is not that high on his list, although often on his mind. He thinks about Romeo & Juliet quotes a lot too, especially when he is near Kyouhei.

[toshiboard]

☁ toshi meme sunday !

Strawberry: What do you think about kids?

Mango: If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would buy?

Kiwi: Describe the last dream/nightmare you had.

Pear: What makes you jealous? When was the last time you felt jealousy?

Apple: Where do you consider home to be?

Orange: What is the one thing that gives you energy?

Cherry: Describe a time where you had to be brave.

Peach: What is something you will always remember?

Plum: What quote do you live by?

Starfruit: You are on the cover of every magazine! What’s the headline?

Raspberry: Describe one of your smaller strengths.

Pineapple: How do you decorate your home? Think about colours, decorations, furniture, etc!

Banana: What is the most embarrassing moment in your life?

Lychee: You’ve gotten into jail. What did you get in for?

Pumpkin: Free ask!

Got any other brilliant ideas for Meme Sunday? Feel free to submit to us anything here! 

[hughlet]

Moshi Moshi Kyou-kun }} Hugh&Kyouhei

[kyouhoe]

"Yeah—!!"

Kyouhei’s pitch alleviates when Hugh reveals that he might visit again and as though his body needs expression, he throws himself onto the bed, just missing squishing Marbles by a few centimeters. The chick promptly squeaks and meanders onto the owner’s back, instead. Perhaps not the safest option for an active child like him.

— Oh, but looking for an apartment?

"Uh-huh!!" His legs wiggle in anticipation. So, it turns out that this will be a business meeting of some sort, but hey, that’s kind of good! It shows that Hugh is looking for his help! Naturally, given that Kyouhei rarely gets to input himself into the other’s needs, he’d take that offer up in a heartbeat.

"But- but— aren’t they gonna rebuild it? Why’dya have to buy a whole new apartment? Are they letting you move in for free ‘cause of the damages to the old one?"

[hughlet]

"Uh, yeah." Hugh knows about Cosmos Apartment and how it is doing all too well, but he isn't really excited about it. Somewhere, deep down below, in his gut; he feels Natural is going to give him Hell when he sees him again. Nore sure why though.

"Rebuilding is going to take a while though, and I don't want to mooch off the person I am staying with until then..." He looks away and scratches his own cheek. God, that would be awkward.

"So I thought of moving into a different apartment as soon as possible. There seem to be a bunch of new ones in town, actually! With plenty of room. Wanna check those out with me?"

[hughlet]

Moshi Moshi Kyou-kun }} Hugh&Kyouhei

[kyouhoe]

"Eeh? I never thought about it — it’s like how Polly can tell when my mom is going to visit." 

"Nope, you never said." The chick starts to bounce around the bed and Kyouhei decides to play with his hair instead, sitting on his backside and watching the phone, even though there’s nothing to look at as opposed to hearing him.

"Ne; when are you coming around again? It’s—" He pauses, looking for the word, "— boring without you."

[hughlet]

To be compared to Kyou's mother is something big, probably. It at least tells Hugh something. Like perhaps he is important to him? Hopefully. They have been good friends for a long time.

At the other's words, Hugh pauses too. His cheeks warm up as the brunet continues. Things are boring when he himself isn't around? For some reason it makes him a little happy. An idiotic feeling of happiness. This is typical Romeo behaviour...

"I..." He looks to the side while he thinks about it. "Maybe I'll come by later this week but I've been... busy. Looking for a new apartment, I mean." And that's when Hugh gets an idea. Maybe--

"Do you..." Prays the other will say yes. "Maybe you want to come with me to search for a new apartment?"

[hughlet]

Moshi Moshi Kyou-kun }} Hugh&Kyouhei

[kyouhoe]

"Phew!" He exhales in relief, sitting upright on his knees and switching the phone to loudspeaker. "Marbles was all fluffy today, and she only gets fluffy when you do something. Like, get angry, stuuuff like that — and you get in a lot of fights lately!"

The little chick chirps in the background as Kyouhei lifts her into his hands.

"—- Eh? Your apartment burned down?” He curls on his lap to lean into the phone, “Wait, does that mean that the giant bonfire a few weeks ago was actually your apartment?!”

[hughlet]

"Is that so...?" He calms down a little as he rests the phone against his ear. Hugh isn't doing much beside that, he felt like he wants to calm his nerves down first. He manages so and so. "Maybe she just has good intuition."

His eyes shifted left and right before he answers. "Yeah, it was. You didn't know?" Figured. Kyouhei isn't really the person to know much about Hugh in the first place. Did he expect too much...? No, he didn't.

But why does he feel a little... down about it?

[hughlet]

Moshi Moshi Kyou-kun }} Hugh&Kyouhei

[kyouhoe]

The Darth Vader tune rings through his household and, aware of who the customized ringtone belongs to, the brunet dives for his phone over the bed and attacks it with his fingers to answer.

"Hugh?!" The urgency in Kyouhei’s voice is unnatural, like it doesn’t suit his tenor at all, but maybe that’s just because he isn’t the type to sound… concerned over Hugh? No, it’s usually the other way around.

"Are you okay? Did you get hurt? You didn’t die, right?"

[hughlet]

That was one thing he didn't expect. A voice called back to him rather quickly, as if no time passed at all between the moment Hugh dialled the other's number and Kyou answered. It was surprising.

"K-Kyou..." Now he actually was embarrassed. The other sounds so honestly concerned and worried. Was it Hugh's fault? Maybe. Perhaps the brunet heard after all.

"No, I'm fine... My apartment burned down though, but I'm not wounded. Don't worry. Really."

[hughlet]

Moshi Moshi Kyou-kun }} Hugh&Kyouhei

Worried about Kyou. He was worried about what Kyou was doing this very moment. Hugh always was worried about Kyouhei.

He took out his phone while thinking about it. Was Kyouhei doing well? Maybe he heard about the recent fire in Cosmos Apartment? He should let him at least know how he is doing and that he is absolutely fine. Perhaps Kyou was worried about him. That would be nice.

So he dialed Kyouhei's number.

It never was any different.

[purogurama-deactivated20140302]

"Of course you can stay with us! I’m sure my room mate won’t mind i-if we have a guest for a while…" Smiles lightly, and nods." You can stay as long as you need to!" Good thing his apartment has so much extra space.

[hughlet]

"That really comes as a relief, thank you very much!" Hugh smiled widely, glad he managed to find himself a place to stay. Great! He honestly had no idea what his other roommates were going to do, but at least he didn't have to sleep outside now.

"Oh.. I don't think we have met yet? My name is Hugh. Nice to meet you."

[solveforn]

You are going to wait patiently for your death, as delivered by Natural Harmonia G., if he ever finds out you were the cause of the arson.

[hughlet]

I can explain…

[hughlet]

you are so going down

?!?! I DID NOTHING.

[purogurama-deactivated20140302]

"A-Ah, I hope everyone is okay..! There’s some room in my apartment if anyone needs a place to stay…"

[hughlet]

AN ANGEL. THERE WAS AN ACTUAL ANGEL IN THIS PLACE. Like some kind of goddess the old Romans would admire... one actually stood in front of him. Bless this world, bless it. Hugh confronted the feminine brunet.

"Your place... uhm.." He felt a little embarrassed. "Is it okay if I... stay there for a while? Since my room kinda got burned down..."