LONELY / BOY.

𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒.

[hunphreys]

private  daniel  humphrey  of  the cw’s  gossip girl  ( 2007 ).  my  portrayal  is  heavily  canon  divergent  &  headcanon  based.  info  &  biography  doc.

written  by  june !  (  they / them. )  18+.  other  blog.

[endiness]

You never called it what it was.

[flixls]

‘cause it fades into the gray of my day old tea

‘cause it will never be

[hunphreys]

@gcldenhearted​  :  “ my reputation’s never been worse.”  /  blair ( x. )

stood before the brooklyn boy was a ravenette,  ----   the socialite of the city that never sleeps in all of her 5′5 glory and intimidation.   ( mostly intimidation. )   beneath the poisonous exterior dan knew to be a girl far more fragile than she would ever lead on.  typical blair,  heightened by ridiculous-sized stilettos ;  of course her reputation would be the hang up that ravages her mind.  quite frankly, he didn’t give a damn about appearances, nor could he ever understand her personal peril.  she constantly reeked of blind privilege and Chanel No. 5.  despite differing opinions and upturned noses,  he didn’t hate her.  as much as she embodies his antithesis, accompanied by a deep-cut loathing of the new york elite,  dan couldn’t bring himself to hate her.  and maybe she knew that. 

regardless, pools of chocolate lower to meet her gaze. irises waning. a sigh is briefly exhaled, nubby numerals  reluctantly  widen the wooden threshold of his front door.  if it’s a safe haven she sought,  a safe haven he would provide.    “ wipe your eyes,  waldorf.  i’m making waffles. ”

[endiness]

Maybe we got lost in translation.

[hunphreys]

 swingsnap​.

⚞ ⌐ starter call: @hunphreys​. ⚟

she’s been quietly rummaging through her bag for about five minutes now. however, her quest for a pencil or pen is so far futile. she clearly remembers having made a neat bag of multiple colors - her brother must’ve borrowed it and simply never have returned it. she sighs, and taps the shoulder of the person sitting by her.  ❝  excuse me, do you have a pen i can borrow, please?  ❞

“ unlike you to come to class unprepared. ”    an observationalist at heart,  he almost couldn’t help himself;  snarky commentary got homely humphrey through lunch.  slight footnote in the woes of day-to-day existentialism.   unkempt brow arches, as if alluding to a secret she’ll never be aware of.  however,  dan is  well aware  of her academic excellence  and the ongoings of most of the student body------    “ do you want black or blue ink ? ”    numerals fishing inside the depths of his own pencil pouch now,  “ y’know,  studies show improved memory recall with the use of blue ink. ”   is he still talking?   unfortunately. 

[fairysmooches]

party   sentence   starters.

tw:   drinking,   smoking.

did you just spill your drink on me?

shut up and dance with me, okay?

is this seat taken? sorry, this place is crowded.

i want to go home already.

having the strong feeling i’ll have to erase all my social networks in the morning.

could you do me a favor? could you pretend you’re my girl/boyfriend for a moment?

who the fuck invited you?

oh, i wasn’t expecting to see you here.

parties aren’t my thing.

want to dance with me?

do you recognize anyone?

can i get you a drink?

i said you could invite one person. one!

i don’t feel so good.

maybe i should have stayed home.

i am not nearly drunk enough yet.

i don’t recognize anyone here.

i should call my ex.

where’s a boy? i need to make out with someone.

i’m not drunk enough for this.

luckily for me, i have all my best ideas drunk.

it’s not a party without a little drama, am i right?

hiding from the drunk crowd too?

i only came for the free food.

do you want to get out of here?

boys are stupid, and i love you.

you’re beautiful, boys suck, i love you.

i’m dizzy, okay.

i need some water.

you need to go to bed.

do you want to talk about it?

do you have a light?

want to get some fresh air?

want to go somewhere quiet?

i’ll drive you home.

[loml]

love slipped beyond your reaches and i couldn’t give a reason champagne problems...  (x)

[leafsprompts]

taylor swift lyrics. just some lyrics from multiple albums from taylor swift. includes lyrics from evermore, folklore, lover, reputation, 1989, red and fearless.

“ are you ready for it ? ” “ look what you made me do. ” “ i see sparks fly whenever you smile. ” “ i bet sometimes you wonder about me. ” “ baby just say yes. ” ” tell me to run. ” “ call it what you want to.” “ wherever you stray i follow. ” “ the old widow goes to the stone every day. ” “ all I know is we said, “hello”. ” “ when i was drowning that’s when i could finally breathe. ” “  at least I did one thing right “ you can’t spell awesome without me. ” “ i only bought this dress so you could take it off. ” “ every day is like a battle. ” “ you’re a bad idea.” “ they’re burning all of the witches. ” “ take away the pain. ” “ i’ll meet you after dark. ” “ my reputation’s never been worse.” “ no body, no crime.” “ come back, be here. ” “ meet me in the afterglow. ” “ i could show you incredible things. ” “ i love you. ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard ? “ “ all i think about is karma. ” “ take this dagger in me and remove it.” “ i’ve been having a hard time adjusting “ it’s a love story. ” “ do the girls back home touch you like i do ? ” “ you never gave a warning sign.” “ you’re the kind of reckless, that should send me runnin’. ” “ help me hold on to you.” “  i don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you. ” “ it takes everything in me not to call you. ” “ i’d marry you with paper rings. ” “ i just wanna know you better. ” “ i’m begging for you to take my hand. ” “ i’m doing better than i ever was. ” “ i watch you tolerate it.” “ i’m feeling like I’ve missed you all this time. ” “ lay the table with the fancy shit. ” “ so yeah, it’s a war. ” “ kiss me on the sidewalk.” “ i got a list of names and yours is in red underlined. ” “ i knew everything when i was young. ” “ it’s the goddamn fight of my life.” “ i gave so many signs.” “ is it cool that I said all that ? ” “ i know he did it but i just can’t prove it. ” “ i didn’t know if you’d care if I came back. ” “ it’s been waiting for you. ” “ your eyes look like coming home. ” “ you’re the one i want. ” “ i’d live and die for moments that we stole.” “ i’ll save you a seat. ” “ i wish I could run to you. ” “ there’s a lot of lame guys out there. ” “ now i’m covered in you. ” “ the sight that flashed before me was your face. ” “ that’s my man. ” “ i don’t wanna do this to you “ haters gonna hate. ” “ i rose up from the dead, i do it all the time. ” “  I know I make the same mistakes every time “ gone was every trace of you. ” “ all my days I’ll know your face. ” “ i’m on a bench in coney island.” “ yeah, i want you.” “ i knew i’d curse you for the longest time. ” “ is it chill that you’re in my head ? ” “ i ain’t giving up until the day i die. ” “ all i do is try. ” ” i’ve been the archer .. i’ve been the prey.” “ all the liars are calling me one. ” “ maybe i got mine but you’ll all get yours. ” ” believe me, i could do it.” “ nobody’s heard from me for months. ” “ i’d meet you where the spirit meets the bones. ” “ wreck my plans.  ” “ long story short, i survived. ” “ i’m sorry that i hurt you. ” “ you belong with me. ” “ welcome to new york. ” “ if it’s all in my head tell me now. ” “ sorry for not making you my centerfold. ” “ my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. ”

[romancedawg]

timothée chalamet as laurie in little women (2019).

[hunphreys]

@vanderheiress​  :  “  i’m not drunk enough for this.  ”  (  x.  )

“  and  i’m  not  sober  enough  for  it.  ”    replied  flatly,  in  perfect  dan  humphrey  repartee.  sobriety  hung  by  a  thread,  just  potent  enough  for  a  slip  of  the  tongue,  in  which  he  would  most  likely  regret.  young  love,  volatile  in  nature   ----   who  knew  it  could  sour  with  a  single  conversation.  anything  is  possible  under  the  pretenses  of  teen  drinking.  the  music  was  loud,  too  loud  for  him  to  think  properly  ;  strobe  lights  impaired  already  blurred  vision.  he  could  practically  feel  the  forthcoming  hangover.  shit.    “  we  should  probably  go.  ”

[hunphreys]

mudwoven​  .

❛    THERE’S SOMETHING I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST.  ❜

SENT IN A  💬       /   @hunphreys​

“  hit  me,  bennett.  ”    gaze  wanders  from  the  paperback  that  occupied  his  grasp.  it  took  much  to  surprise  the  humphrey,  anymore  at  least. 

[hunphreys]

@gclddustheart​  ,  BLAIR  liked.

tune  of  his  favorite  radiohead  song  (  fake  plastic  trees  )  resonating  from  his  blackberry  indicated  the  teen  that  he  was  receiving  a  call.  at   ----   rolling  over  to  check  his  alarm  clock,  rays  of  sunlight  blurring  his  vision   ----   7:14 AM.   blinking  profusely,  hesitant  to  answer  after  checking  caller  id.  muted  groan  escapes  parted  brims  before  flipping  open  the  phone.    “  i  think  you  have  the  wrong  number.  ”    never  to  early  for  sarcastic  jabs  ;  what  could  she  possibly  want  of  him  at  this  time  in  the  morning  ? 

[flowerytale]

Gillian Flynn ― Gone Girl

[endiness]

I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this.

[hunphreys]

OLD  FRIEND  .

      His   letter   was   as   riddled   with   his   scent   as   was   the   room   -   even   without   his   words   to   paper,   she   would   have   been   able   to   track   him   like   a   hound.   “You   think   so   little   of   me?”   Birdsong   teeters   on   teasing   as   is   the   small,   hint   of   a   smile   that   crept   along   the   corner   of   peony   lips.   A   single   finger   reached   to   pull   down   that   veil   of   news   to   spy   his   face.   “How   would   you   know   -   have   you   developed   the   ability   to   see   through   opinion   pieces?”   Pale   blues   blink   unnecessarily.   The   world   calls   for   humanity   and   for   now,   the   vampire   would   give   it   what   it   wants.   “It’s   good   to   see   you.”

“  not  to  discredit,  but  i’m  not  particularly  hard  to  find.  ”    that  is,  if  you  know  where  to  look.  he  didn’t  lie,  not  in  his  old  age,  at  least.  dan  humphrey  has  &  always  will  be  a  creature  of  habit,  unable  to  be  torn  from  the  city  that  never  sleeps.  nor  did  it  appear  that  he  did,  either  ;  purple  underlined  optics.  he  looked  like  hell.    “  trust  that  i  have  my  ways.  ”    what  else  was  he  to  do  for  eternity,  besides  keep  tabs  ?  he’s  well  informed  of  her  behaviors.  bemused,  almost.  articles  folded  &  set  aside,  numerals  gestured  to  make  herself  comfortable.    “  same  to  you,  maryam.  you  know,  i  considered  a  trip  across  the  pond   .  .   but  europe’s  not  my  cup  of  tea.  ”

[hunphreys]

sad4good​  .

         a soft exhale parts from her lips, as she looks at her phone. vanessa told her that she would be out soon, and there she was: debating whether to go into the loft complex to find her. instead, she sees a st.jude student coming out. “ … you go to st.jude, right ? “ talia asks with raised brows, simply curious.

@hunphreys​

“ what  gave  it  away  ?  ”    inquired  breathlessly,  referring  of  course  to  the  disheveled  uniform  that  clothed  thin  frame,    ----   untucked  shirt,  loosely  knotted  tie,  as  if  he  slept  in  the  wrinkled  attire.  it  wasn’t  often  that  dan’s  peers  recognized  his  attendance  to  st.  jude’s,  few  acknowledged  or  simply  cared  for  his  existence.  although,  the  stranger  didn’t  appear  to  be  a  constance  girl.  digits  comb  chestnut  strands  that  obscured  his  vision.    “  if  you’re  trying  to  get  in,  the  buzzer  doesn’t  work.  ”   what  else  to  expect  from  an  old  apartment  complex  in  brooklyn   ?    “   ----   but  i  have  my  keys,  if  you  need   .  .  .   ?  ”    voice  trailed.