genuinely tweaking abt hazbin hotel. these last two episodes will either make or break me. blake not being in any of the songs is a wee bit (a lotta bit) terrifying. and for some reason i feel like angel isnโt getting redeemed if he does die. i doubt theyโd do that two seasons in a row (even tho i would love that).
also i NEED more huskerdust crumbs like yesterday and now iโm scared i wonโt get them.
genuinely tweaking abt hazbin hotel. these last two episodes will either make or break me. blake not being in any of the songs is a wee bit (a lotta bit) terrifying. and for some reason i feel like angel isnโt getting redeemed if he does die. i doubt theyโd do that two seasons in a row (even tho i would love that).
also i NEED more huskerdust crumbs like yesterday and now iโm scared i wonโt get them.
sevika walked into the apartment a few hours earlier than anticipated, both her suit vest and the top two buttons of her shirt undone. she toed her shoes off at the rack near the door before making her way down the hall to her shared bedroom in hopes of finding her lover.
as she walked into the unlit room, she saw the tiny tot standing near the bed, his blanket fisted in his hand, as he watched the soft lights flash across the tv. his lip was jutted out under his pacifier and there were wet tracks going down his face but he didn't make a peep, and he didn't avert his eyes.
honey sat in the chair in the corner, not far from the boy. her eyes were trained on him, worry written on her face. the computer on her lap sat forgotten.
"honey?" sevika called out hesitantly. the woman in question blinked before turning to the door.
"you're home early. is everything okay?" her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at the older woman.
sevika looked back at the toddler before walking further into the room.
โiโm fine. the system went out, and i.t. doesnโt see it being back up today so they sent us home for the day. everything okay here?โ
honey sighed in response as sevika moved the computer before grabbing her hands. as the woman stood to her feet, sevika pulled her in closer, wrapping her arms around her waist.
โhe had a rough day. a lot of big emotions. he didnโt like the lights, so i turned them off. he didnโt like the sound of my music, so i turned it off. he didnโt like the feel of my shirt, so i changed. he didnโt want to eat what i fixed for him, so i had to make something different. i just got him to settle down less than an hour ago.โ
sevika hummed lightly as she pulled honey to her chest, resting her chin on the otherโs head.
โand how are you holding up?โ
โiโm okay. it just makes me upset when he struggles like this,โ honey said softly as she snuggled into sevikaโs chest.
the pair stood in silence for a brief moment, interrupted by a small hand pulling on sevikaโs pants leg. the two looked down at noah, his wide brown eyes trained on sevikaโs larger grey ones. without a word, he reached his arms out to her and the woman reached down to pick him up. noah laid his head on sevikaโs shoulder and grabbed onto the hairs at the nape of her neck.
โi found this place online. i think it was called human helpers or helping humans, something like that. they train and provide service dogs. the website seemed promising, and the woman on the phone said theyโve provided for as young as five and as old as seventy-three. i was gonna try to take him by there this afternoon, but iโm not sure anymore. it might be best if we just stay in.โ
sevika and honey had been having frequent conversations with the psychologist that worked with noah when he was in the hospital. sheโd signed and provided the necessary documents that would approve noah of a service animal and pointed the two adults in the right direction for where to go from there.
โnoah what do think, should we go get you this dog?โ sevika asked the toddler fiddling with her hair. the pair waited for any form of response, but received none. sevika looked back at her partner.
โmaybe heโll be okay. we can wait an hour or so to see how heโs doing and if there are no problems, we can go. plus, i think this is something he really needs. worse case, weโll have to wait another day,โ honey suggested. sevika nodded in agreement, her right hand rubbing the boyโs back as he sat supported by her left.
two and a half hours later, the couple was walking into the establishment, noah on honeyโs hip and a canvas bag strapped over sevikaโs shoulder. they were approached by a young woman with bright blonde hair.
โhi, iโm jayla! how can i help you today?โ
โhello, i called earlier about getting my little one a service dog. i think i talked to you on the phone,โ honey responded.
โoh, yeah, that was me! honey, right? and whatโs this cutieโs name?โ
as the strangerโs attention turned to noah, the whine that came from the back of his throat was low, but noticeable nonetheless. he pushed his face further into his auntโs neck as if trying to hide in her skin.
โaw, i get it. new people make me nervous, too,โ jayla said before looking back up at the adults, โso weโve got mom, this little guy andโฆโ
sevika raised an eyebrow and chuckled lowly, but let honey do the talking.
โoh, iโm his aunt. but um, this is noah and my partner, sevika,โ honey corrected the woman in front of her.
โright, you said that on the phone. you two just look so much alike, iโm sorry about that. itโs nice to meet you all. if youโll follow me this way, we can get started with everything,โ jayla said as she grabbed a clipboard from the front desk and gestured down a hallway.
the walk to the private room was short. as jayla opened the door to let them in, the couple took in the appearance. there was a small table surrounded by a few small chairs and a box in the middle of the floor. directly across from the door they were walking through was another door, beside it a mirror that stretched across the whole wall.
jayla closed the door after sevika walked through the doorway. honey walked over to the table and sat noah down in one of the chairs, quickly following suit, seating herself beside him. sevika wouldโve preferred to stand by the wall, but - after a short stare down between honey and herself - was encouraged to sit on the other side of the toddler. jayla sat across from honey before beginning the conversation.
โnow i know we spoke briefly about noahโs situation, but can you tell me how you think noah could benefit from a service animal?โ
โwell, he was recently diagnosed with autism. heโs having a harder time than most kids with emotions and feelings. he also doesnโt speak much, if at all, during the day. i work from home, which makes looking after him a little easier. since iโm working though, i canโt have eyes on him all the time. and he has really bad separation anxiety. iโm hoping heโll be in a better place when itโs time to start pre-k, but i feel like heโll still some type of familiarity during the day. at least until heโs older and can manage better by himself.โ
the two talked a bit more. jayla jotted down something on her clipboard every so often, and sevika ended up with noah in her lap, letting the toddler play with the zipper on her jacket.
โalright, so hereโs what weโll do. iโm gonna go round up a few of our younger dogs and bring them in here one by one. once you feel like heโs comfortable enough with the dog, i want you two go through that door. behind it is a small room but that mirror right there is a two way mirror, so youโll still be able to see him. we just wanna see how well off he is with the dog by himself,โ jayla spoke softly so as not to distract noah. honey nodded along while sevika caught bits and pieces.
โand to be clear, heโs not afraid of dogs or anything, is he?โ jayla asked as she stood from her chair.
โoh no, he loves dogs. he gets so excited when we go to the park and people are out walking their dogs. honestly, that's probably when he gets the liveliest. that, and when sevika lets him climb on her like a jungle gym.โ
it wasnโt long before jayla was leaving. noah began reaching for his aunt, who pulled him out of sevikaโs lap and sat him on the table in front of them.
โyouโre gonna get to play with some doggies, baby! are you excited?โ honey asked with gentle enthusiasm. noah watched her with owlish eyes before nodding slowly.
โdoggyโฆโ he mumbled softly, looking down at his small hands as he open and closed them repeatedly.
โyeah, doggies! miss jayla is gonna bring some dogs in here for you to play with, and you might get to take one home,โ honey continued on to the inattentive toddler, running her fingers through noahโs soft hair.
jayla came back sooner than later with a white poodle. noah slowly perked up as the poodle sat beside jaylaโs feet while she closed the door.
โalright. here we have davie. sheโs almost two years old. most kids that come through here tend to love her. noah, you wanna come say hi to davie?โ
the boy looked back at his aunt with wide eyes as she lifted him from the table and lowered him down onto his feet.
โyou wanna go pet the doggie, noah?โ honey was barely able to get her sentence. out before noah was shaking his head. all three adults watched while noah pressed his face into his auntโs chest, quiet whimpers sounding from his chest.
โโฆ and you said heโs not afraid of dogs, right?โ jayla asked as she noted something on her clipboard.
โheโs definitely not scared of dogs,โ honey said, her brows furrowed as she looked down at her nephew. as she thought about what couldโve had the boy so on edge, her eyes widened.
โher fur. he does not like white. i shouldโve mentioned that,โ honey responded with a guilty frown on her face.
โhey, donโt beat yourself up. this parenting thing is new for you, you're learning as you go,โ sevika tried offering honey some words of encouragement as jayla left the room with davie in tow.
after introducing noah to two more dogs, jayla was walking into the room with a black and brown german shepherd. noah was seated on the floor rolling a tennis ball around.
as sevika and honey took in the dogโs appearance, their eyes widened - sevikaโs more subtly - before they turned to each other.
โalrighty. thereโs one more fella after this one. ladies and noah, meet buddy!โ jayla said with the gusto only someone who loved their job could have.
as he heard his name, noah looked up. he took in the brown fur on the dog and stared with round eyes.
โchase!โ the boy exclaimed as he stumbled to his feet and moved over the dog. buddy stayed seated by the door, his ears twitching at the excitement of the boy.
โchase?โ jayla asked with an amused grin on her face.
โhe loves paw patrol, and buddy looks a lot like one of the dogs on there,โ honey clarified with a soft chuckle. sevika sat back with her arms crossed and watched the boy.
the adults watched noah get familiar with buddy. it wasnโt long before sevika was sneaking out for a brief smoke break. honey waited a few minutes later before walking over and crouching near noah.
โiโm gonna go potty, baby. just behind that door, okay? iโll be right back,โ honey told the boy. he only half listened, as he was preoccupied with rubbing buddyโs fur.
jayla and honey moved with quiet precision into the room behind the mirror and watched as noah remained comfortable with the dog.
the pair watched as noah started rolling one of the balls to buddy and the dog would retaliate by carrying it back over to the boy. they stayed in the room until sevika came back.
โhowโd it go?โ sevika asked as the two women emerged from the back. honey had a soft smile as she walked over and wrapped an around her sevikaโs waist.
โnoah, you having a good time down there, baby?โ honey asked instead of answering her partnerโs question.
noah slowly looked up, his eyes bright with happiness. his hands remained in buddyโs fur as he replied, โuh huh!โ
sevika chuckled before looking back at honey.
โyou think weโre set then?โ she asked honey as she ran her hand up and down the shorter womanโs back. honey smiled up at her.
โWhy does your tumblr app need Face ID to open??โ
Maโam, thereโs a VERY HIGH possibility that the first thing you will see if you open my Tumblr is a 11 inches cock in a strap on, on Sevikaโs hips pouting directly at you.
