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“I hope some day I’ll stop depending on love”
- Hush My Thoughts // heart’s thoughts
Even admitting to people I have anxiety, gives me anxiety
HushMyThoughts // personal thoughts
Is time our friend or enemy?
I recently saw a quote and says that each one of us has a personal watch or time, that we don’t need to compare ourselves with others and that our time for things will come when its right and stuff like that. It made me realize that it’s true. But after some time I started to think, why that thing that I most want in the world hasn’t happend to me yet? Why do we need to wait so much about what we most desire? Why can’t we have a preview about it?
I want love, I want somebody to love me, I want to love someone...I want a relationship. I haven’t experience love in about 5 years and it wasn’t something serious. I always dreamed of having a wonderful person to share cute and magical moments. But I haven’t experience that in my life. Also I don’t want the first person to be my soulmate or the one I end up being with. This may sound a little slutty for some, but I want to learn from love, have different experiences, make mistakes and learn from them. I am afraid that love will come to me late or worse, it will never come. So is time really my friend or enemy? I have this little hope that time, destiny or God is protecting me, so they are delaying love for me, but sometimes waiting is exhausting.
- HushMyThoughts // diary entry
You were everything for me and I was nothing for you
HushMyThoughts // heart’s thoughts
Why do I cherish more the memories than the moment itself?
HushMyThoughts // heart’s thoughts
I only want to keep my books safe OKAY
So today my mom obligated me to throw out books. Yes, my mom. I don’t have the heart to give up my books, but to be honest I agree with my mom. My bookshelf is a complete mess, you can’t even grab a book without another one falling out. Anyway, my process was to take out all the books and then put in the ones that I love or haven’t read. But while I was taking out books, the nostalgia hit me. Here is the thing about my bookshelf, I have books that have been with me all my life, seriously. There are from baby coloring books to young sexy adult books. So yeah all my life was kept in that bookshelf. Right now I don’t know what to do. My bed and part of my room are filled with books that I don’t want to give away. Like every book, even if it’s a baby one, has a special place in my heart. Some help me learn to read, others help me learn new words, and some others taught me the experience of getting sumerge in a story and be part of it, live emotions you will not in real life. And what if I want to read it later? Call me crazy, but I love reading and I love books and they have been very helpful in personal stuff. Still, as I am writing this I don’t know what I will do, if I will give/donate them or I will keep them and hide them from my mom. I only know one thing I am a hoarder af. Because it’s not only with books...
Btw if I knew an organization or something like that, which is accepting book donations, I would gladly donate them. But that’s not the case where I live, so yeah that’s that.
- HushMyThoughts // diary entry
Please, can I be loved
HushMyThoughts // heart’s thoughts
Sometimes I need to give you the pain that you gave me
HushMyThoughts // heart’s thought
Take a breath and continue
HushMyThoughts // personal thoughts
Fucked up and scared
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Got the wrong respone
HushMyThoughts // personal thoughts
Pay attention to the past, learn in the present, modify the future
HushMyThoughts // freedom writing
Can we just start working in ourselves
HushMyThoughts // heart’s thoughts
Something that I'll always question myself is: why do I care what people think of me
HushMyThoughts // personal thoughts
If destiny put us together, then I will be eternally grateful with it
HushMyThoughts // freedom writing
I’m just a shy quiet person wanting to scream out my mind
HushMyThoughts // heart’s beat
At the end of the day we only show what they want to see
HushMyThoughts // personal writing