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[hxxrtsayyr]

ev or ouma. any pronouns.

sys. adult (19). mentally and physically disabled. i use a cane. i primarily speak english, but occasionally will use finnish.

dni; no, i block freely. pref avoid me if ur under 17.. i say suggestive things sometimes!!!!

byf; i have an €d and i post about it sometimes. i post when im inebriated. i get fixations on people easily, thats what this blog is mainly for. i keyboard smash and loooovvee exclamation points. i am a kokichi introject who selfships. i dont like the label of yandere, but i actively acknowledge that it applies to me.

my asks are open! sendsendsend

sys' pls talk at me i need more sys friends, esp danganronpa fans.... i cant fb since this is a side blog.... so sorry.. pls know its nothing personal!

[hxxrtsayyr]

I DON'T WANT YOU!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! WHY WOULD I EVER LIKE YOU AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO ME!!!!

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

sometimes when chronically ill/disabled/neurodivergent people say “I can’t do this thing” they really mean “I can technically do this thing I guess, but not without pretty significant repercussions” and I really need more fully-abled people to understand the validity of that

[hxxrtsayyr]

IT'S BEEN TWO FUCKING DAYS I NEED HIM BACK HOME I'M ACTUALLY GONNA LOSE MY MIND 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 COME THE FUCK BACK HOME YOU HAVE A WIFE WAITING FOR YOU

[hxxrtsayyr]

I NEED to do that "seeing how long until they melt into the kiss" trend with someone SO BAD PUHHLEAAASEEEE.

[hxxrtsayyr]

I want someone who will pamper me with kind words and gentle encouragement when I can't walk. I want someone who will hear my complaints and understand I'm not truly upset, just joking around. I want someone who understands that it hurts for me to speak, someone who will tell me to take my time even though I can't yell or raise my voice. I want someone who will kiss my throat when I say I don't like the way I sound.

[hxxrtsayyr]

"What's your gender?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "What's your pronouns?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "What's your sexuality?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "Well, so you present more masc or fem?" It depends on who I like!!!!!!!!

[hxxrtsayyr]

I wish names weren't so important to give away. I only want my loved ones to call me by my name.

[hxxrtsayyr]

Don't say things like that!!!!! I'll make sure you like me!!! You have to! I'll make sure you do! I will! I will! Love me! Love me! You will love me!

Haha,,, yeah, I guess it's fine if I have to reprogram you. How boring. Just be the way I want you to be! I'm sure I'm the one you need, so realize it and stop fantasizing of something that isn't me!

[hxxrtsayyr]

Mother who knows about my €d but does nothing to prevent it, tells me I'm "not good enough to be ana" and questions me with "are you really eating all that?" But compares her weight to mine with "I'm not skinny like you" every time she brings up food. Hahhahaha. Hahahhahahhahaha. Okay.

[hxxrtsayyr]

Hehe, you sure know how to get me excited. I knew you would accept me, it was only a matter of time. We're meant to be, you'll see it.

[pnglove]

[hxxrtsayyr]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy to see you!!!!!!!!!! Hello!!!! Hello!!!! Hi!!!! Hehehe,, you have no idea how much I look forward to what you have to say! I'm so honored for the mere opportunity to read it!

[hxxrtsayyr]

My legs have been so weak, I can't even stretch without feeling the strain for a full minute! Ahhhh,,, someone come and carry me! Pamper your lovely admirer! Hehe, I know you like a sense of control, so I'll let you take charge! But only for so long.

[hxxrtsayyr]

I actually think the insistence of using Japanese terms for simple, mundane things that are already explained perfectly in your native English language is weird. I think the obsession westerners have with Japan is weird. This is also starting to spread to westerners having an obsession with Korea. It's all weird.

[hxxrtsayyr]

[hxxrtsayyr]

I'm convinced we'll be fast friends! Come on, don't shy away from me! What's your favorite color? Tell me the shade, the hex code, the rgb! Be specific! If I'm your admirer, it's my job to know all the details! What's your favorite kind of ice cream? Do you even like sweets? Are hard candies more your thing? Does it hurt your teeth too much? Is it just a mindless stimulant? What's your favorite chore? What's your least favorite? I'll offer to do that in your place, y'know. Look at me. Look at me. LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK! SEE THE OPPORTUNITY OF A LIFETIME IN MY EYES! TELL ME YOU SEE IT TOO.