Night Parade of One Hundred Demons

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[hyakki--yagyo]

Hew, do you have a colored version of ur persona, is you don't and only have it black and white (which is still fine), can I also have ur favorite color, totally not gonna draw you later or something :9

wow ive been really out of it i didnt even realize i got this ask, here ya go sorry if this is 500 years late, i havnt been sleeping much zzz

https://hyakki--yagyo.tumblr.com/post/188649106809/blinddetermination-enjoy-some-artdoodles-of (my current haircut)https://hyakki--yagyo.tumblr.com/post/182216048529/hey-i-read-about-your-hiatus-on-the-comic-and-im (basic colors)https://hyakki--yagyo.tumblr.com/post/182388239719/all-thats-left-of-myself-holes-in-my-false (more detailed colors/pic)

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heyy.. are u actually blind/visually impaired? why do u use blind as a name? have you considered speaking with actual b/vi activists about it? am just curious.. really love your steven art

the name came from when i joined tumblr on my undertale askblog @blinddetermination (my frisk is fully blind) and folks just called me blind for short when talking to me, so the name stuck.

i dont know why i’d need to discuss it with an activist????? i’m really confused??

[blindkite]

Decided to try my hand at an SU AU~!

At the end of the SU movie, both the chasms from the flood of biopoison and Spinel’s injector exploding cause continued damage, resulting in the cluster becoming unstable. Talking it down again fails, so Steven attempts to fuse with the cluster to help get it under control. This works, but the cluster has no intention of letting him go, even after he eventually manages to unfuse. He’s unable to completely separate himself from the cluster, resulting in fragments of the cluster embedding in his body, and the cluster remaining connected to steven. Now he has to face the future with more than just his own thoughts on his mind. 

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Made a blog for my su junk since I'm finally digging into the fandom, tho its still a wip.

I like how this came out so i figured id share it here too

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been a billion years since i last used drawpile -wheeze- enjoy some messy steven doodles 

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Here we are in the future~!

Some SU doodles I did after the premiere~! aaaaaaaaa

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(* Enjoy some Art/doodles of my sona to tide you over while I’m still working like crazy to finish up my commissions!) (* As for why they’ve become some sort of discount houseki no kuni gem but with a spoopy scary skeleton inside and edgy hair, I blame that on some vent art I did ages ago where I realized i actually really liked the whole made of crystal thing) (* Also the I own the jacket/letterman  IRL and it’s my favorite thing ever.)

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(Also for some reason tumblr removed the horizonal line option from the post buttons and now I have to manually add it in html like some sort of peasant??)

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I ain't tryna mess with your self-expression, But I've learned a lesson that stressin' and obsessin' 'bout somebody else is no fun, And snakes and stones never broke my bones.

(* B-day gift for @kazefiend that i kept getting too sick/busy to finish, ft Myself n @laz-va )

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hey there, found this blog via blinddetermination. just wanted to send some positive energy. i have EDS too (hypermobility type). i don't wanna pretend i know exactly what you're feeling, but if it helps at least a little to know that someone out there is empathizing with the constant agony of being alive that makes living in this capitalist hell we call modern society even worse, then. that's all i wanted to offer. will chip in to your ko-fi when my next paycheck hits.

(* I got doc appointments and blood tests galor for the next month or two so bare with me for the slow replies! (or if i forget to reply zzz) off i go~! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)

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(* Hope you’re all doing well, I’m bit by bit by bit making progress here n there) (* Work looks like it wont absolutely slaughter me this month, hopefully i’ll be able to stream or do that drawpile i mentioned before) (* Somethin fun, i definitely need it)

(* Stay safe)

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This isn’t directed @ anyone specific just a side effect of some stuff I’ve been dealing with lately but for whoever needs to hear it, as a 25 year old who has seen many friendships fall apart in my days, one of the most important social skills you need to learn how to do is approaching someone in your life when you have a problem with something they said or did

I think social media and general internet talking is great and all but it gives way to a lot of really bad habits like, reading a message and getting upset, ignoring the other person, unfollowing/blocking in response, things that would otherwise be noticeable in a face to face interaction

It’s not healthy or productive at all to stew in frustration while the other person has no idea you’re even upset, and when (or even if) you finally let them know days or weeks or god only knows how long later, you’ve given yourself way too much time to dwell into more extreme feelings. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve had vicious arguments over things that were as simple as a misinterpretation of what I said and could’ve been solved in 5 minutes had they just said “hey, that hurts my feelings”

I know approaching people can be difficult and scary, but being an adult and maintaining adult relationships absolutely requires this basic communication skill. If you see a therapist, this is something they can absolutely help you with!

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(* Catching this in the other person can be difficult, specially if they're going out of their way to actively hide things on top of it, but if you ever find yourself falling into that sort of self-isolating mentality, please talk to someone.) (* people aren’t psychic, nor can they play detective with every word you say, the only way for someone to understand you is if you give them a chance to understand in the 1st place. No matter how long someone has known you, they will never be able to read your mind or know you 100%.)

(* They cant do anything if they don’t know anything. And placing responsibility on other people to notice a problem you were hiding in the 1st place is setting them up to fail from the start.) (* Please please PLEASE talk, and if you find you can’t bring yourself to talk to even those closest to you, go to a professional for help.)

(* Stay safe, guys.)

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(* Greetings! Good to meet you new folks~) (* As the older folks might know, My health is absolute trash, and has continued to decline over the past 10 months.)

(* Usually these declines were temp and I managed to get a handle on things after awhile, but because of irl issues causing my stress to shoot thru the roof (and stress being a major trigger to worsening my hashimoto’s,sleep disorders, and EDS) my health has gotten worse as time goes on.)

(* Because i can “technically” work (via art commissions) I was denied disability also, so my current income is solely my freelance art commissions and help from my family) (* When my health wasen’t in this downward spiral, I could earn enough to support myself with it plus time to spend on my comic/AU) (* But currently with me being sick and bedridden every couple days, All that freetime has been devoured by it.)

(* So, the indefinite hiatus is doomed to continue until that changes. More than anything I want to continue the comic, but I simply don’t have the physical or mental ability to do so currently)

(* And so, If you want to see where I am active, you can check out these places)

(Doodle Tumblr - you can send me asks here n see some personal art)

( Twitter ) - ( Deviantart ) - (Discord)

If you’re feeling generous, you can find my personal Ko-fi here. Or my Patreon here

(* I’m currently running a fever again (for the 50th time ugh) so imma go lay down. Hope you all well and i wish to see you soon!)

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I sense there's something in the wind That feels like tragedy's at hand And though I'd like to stand by him Can't shake this feeling that I have The worst is just around the bend And does he notice my feelings for him? And will he see how much he means to me? I think it's not to be

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Goodnight, Starlight...I hope you have some peaceful sleep tonight.

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No idea what prompted that, but ok then.

Go n-éirí an t-ádh leat

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(* Hope yer all doin’ well, I’m exhausted!) (* Gonna be gettin my routine medical tests done this week too to see if a change in medication can help my energy/pain) (* Cant wait to chat proper with you guys again)

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I'm just a little bit caught in the middle I try to keep going but it's not that simple I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter Yeah I'm caught in the middle

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