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any pronouns /// minor

[hydrosua]

★ ⁺. 𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ ᰔ 𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐! ___

There isn't much to read here, I don't post often. I don't actually know why it's public,, but I might begin to post.. I don't know. ₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

You can call my Hydro !

I am minor, but I don't mind interactions with older people, I just won't message or anything !

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I use any pronouns, I am a cisgirl, and I am pansexual. ﾒﾒﾒ

This blog isn't really themed in any way, it's basically just an amalgamation of all my interests.

! ׅ ✿ ׅㅤ۫ ⠀⠀✿֔ᮬ᳘ ׅ ྀི ㅤㅤ ┄ 𓈒ֵ۫ ❙ ❘❙ ͏ྀི⠀✿֔ᮬ ׅ ㅤ۫ ⠀ ⠀✿֔ᮬ ׅ ྀི͚ㅤㅤ ┄ 𓈒ֵ۫ ❙ !

My main fandoms currently are : BSD and ALNST ! but I'm also a fan of OHSHC, HAMILTON, ARCANE, THE OUTSIDERS, and maybe other stuff I'm forgetting.. (?)

I am a huge fan of bunnies!!!! I love them, I think they're the cutest.

I like minecraft ∿ roblox, I play PJSK but I'm not into the lore.. I also like Celeste ! PJSK is currently my favorite game.

I luv strawberries ,, they are my favorite fruit. I also like to bake, and rollerblade ! I am a big fan of writing,, and I luv drawing (digital + trad) , those two are my main hobbies.

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I am an atheist, and find I'll typically get along with other atheists better, but I respect all religion.

I also identify with leftist views, so do with that what you will !

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I love talking to people, so never be nervous to interact !!! ever !

I'm not the best at making friends online, mainly because I don't like to interact first,, it scares me. but I am very open to friends! I don't like sharing personal information online, because why would I, but if we've spoken for a while then I most likely will !

I can't imagine there is much more for me to mention here.. I'd hope by looking at my blog you would get a general idea of my personality.

𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵

𝑫𝑵𝑰 : 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒄, 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒄, 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑, 𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒔, 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒔, 𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑨, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚. 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 ,,

[bsd-bibliophile]

When I’m at home, I’m forever making jokes. Let’s say it’s a case of needing to wear Dante’s ‘mask of merriment’ precisely because there are so many things that trigger the 'anguish in the heart.’ Actually though, it’s not only when I’m home. Whenever I’m with people, no matter how great my mental or physical suffering, I try desperately to create a happy atmosphere. It’s only when I’m with people. It’s the same when I’m writing. When I’m feeling down, I make an effort to write light, enjoyable stories. My only intention in doing so is to render the greatest possible service to my readers, but there are those who don’t understand this. 'That Dazai fellow’s awfully frivolous these days,’ they sneer. 'He tries to garner readers simply by being amusing; he doesn’t put any effort into his writing at all.’ Is there something evil about serving people? Is putting on airs, never cracking a smile, such a virtuous thing?

Dazai Osamu, “Cherries” from Self Portraits

[bsd-bibliophile]

Despair is impossible in humans. They often are deceived by hope, but are also deceived by the notion of despair. Let me state this plainly. People fall into the depths of misery, but they grope for a ray of hope as they are tumbling down.

Dazai Osamu, Pandora’s Box

[bsd-bibliophile]

Certainly the dreams of youth, whether of love or hate, fade quickly.

Dazai Osamu, “The Monkey’s Mound” from Crackling Mountain and Other Stories

[bsd-bibliophile]

Grown-ups are lonely people. Even if we love each other, we must be careful not to show it publicly. And why all this caution? The answer is simple: because people are too often betrayed and put to public shame. The discovery that you cannot trust people is the first lesson young people learn as they grow up into adults. Adults are adolescents who have been betrayed.

Dazai Osamu, Tsugaru

[bsd-bibliophile]

It seems that the unpredictable happens in life all the time.

Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

[kaihasmoreswagthanyou3]

we all gotta start funmaxxing

[svyatozart]

Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

[bsd-bibliophile]

Then he would lie on his back on the grass and gaze up, with a pleasurable sense of fatigue, at the blue sky in all its clarity, height, and breadth. At times he would suddenly feel himself to be a mere speck between earth and sky, and wonder why in heaven’s name there were such distinctions as [countries and nationalities].

Nakajima Atsushi, “Li Ling” from The Moon over the Mountain and Other Stories

[bsd-bibliophile]

He could only consider me as the living corpse of a would-be suicide, a person dead to shame, an idiot ghost.

Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

[velorawaifu]

“somewhere along the way i stopped feeling human… also sorry for being inactive 💔

Art by original artist @ilikegreedraw

[bsd-bibliophile]

My methods are a bit different from yours. Physical evidence and things of that kind can take on all sorts of appearances depending on the point of view. The best method of detection is psychological: to see through to the depths of people’s hearts. But this is a problem of the detective’s own ability.

Edogawa Ranpo, “The Case of the Murder on D. Hill” from The Early Cases of Akechi Kogorō

[loveridden1999]

[pinkmangaedits]

♡ Needy Streamer Overdose Screencap ♡

[miaitzia]

Naomi's and Dazai's stage actor dancing together is so fun i feel like they would totally do this in canon

[hydrosua]

15zai too cute I wanna draw him.

[fountainpenchess]

As for the inherent awkward corners and sharp edges of talking about suicide, I figure if I can live with the discomfort of wanting to die sometimes, people can live with the discomfort of knowing about it.

— I am not always very attached to being alive by anna borges