M I N

Your lovely little songbird

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a final goodbye

Hi everyone! For those of you who may not know me, my name is Vivian and I am the mun of Min and previously Nika. For the last 2 months or so, I’ve been super swamped with school (finals season lmao) and a lack of muse for my two idols here. I love this directory and the friends that I’ve made. I really cherished my time here, but unfortunately, things have changed and I don’t really have much keeping me here anymore. 

Before I go though, I do want to emphasize one thing, and that is to please speak up if someone is making you uncomfortable. For the past little while, there have been some issues with a certain individual. It’s impossible to stop absolutely everyone with mal-intentions from entering the directory, but please do speak up if you experience anything like that happening again. My only wish is that we can all learn from this, and prevent it from happening again.

Also, little side note, if anyone would like to keep in contact with me, just send a quick message and I’ll send you my discord. 

Happy rping everyone!

Love,

Viv

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Still trying to get my life together but !!!

I made a friendship quiz !!!!

be my friend & validate me uwu

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add me on discord peeps

also can some1 tell me which thing is my username pls ty all i am as tech savvy as jongin

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We take a break from your regularly scheduled programming because HOLY FUCKIN SHIT 

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doexfmd:

gay-shit-girlgroups-do:

Cute

Unnie loves me <3 @hyeminfmd

My sweet lil baby 💖 @doexfmd​

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hello again !

Hi everyone !!!

For those of you who don’t know me, my name is Viv and I’m the mun for Nika and Min over here. I’ve been on hiatus for the past couple weeks due to school and finals, but everything’s done and I’m officially out of school until September!!!

For everyone that does know me, hello again, I’ve missed yall v v much :’c There have been a bunch of changes since I’ve left, so if you’d like to plot, please like this post and I’ll send you a message! There’s a bunch of new plots open due to people leaving, etc, so feel free to have a look at my /p page.

The following are people I’ve plotted with/have plots with currently. Let me know if you still wanna keep/scrap/revamp any of our plots.

@fmdbenjy

@fmdlyra

@fmdyeona

@fmdtokki

@doexfmd

And without further adieu, 

Happy rping~

Viv

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hiatus

Hi everyone!

This is a bit overdue but I just wanted to post a little thing letting you all know I’m going to be taking a hiatus for a couple weeks, just until finals are over. I do fully intend to come back, but I figured I’d give a heads up before I really go awol.

See you all in a bit! Finger’s crossed I’ll still be alive by then :’)

Your’s truly,

Viv

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@fmdtokki​

(...)

ilwoo could only point blame at himself. “t-that was a good one.” cold sweat drenched the edges of his face plastered on the mat, smile weak and pained. “have you played soccer before because i think you could score a goal from midfield with power like that.” a jest in the midst of misery; gotta make light of a heavy situation–a motto ilwoo lived by along with many.

Hyemin felt a lot of things at that moment, a whole plethora of emotions swirling around her head, but of all of them, the most prevalent being pure horror. 

Hyemin liked to frequent the local gym, enjoying the feeling of how her heart pulsates in her chest, the burning in her lungs and she ran, the fire coursing through her veins as she works her arms and legs. Starting off as something similar to tofu, she’s built up her figure to something nearly passable as “fit”. Still, she has a long way to go, and one her of favourite ways of keeping herself motivated is to do her favourite workouts. 

She’s not sure why she likes working her lower body, just that she does. She loves the burn when she does a squat, the numbing ache in her bones the next day after a good workout. It’s a nice distraction and a healthy one at that. It helps calm the voices in her brain that become all too active, especially at night. Exhaustion quells them, at least for a little bit. 

When she’s on the mat doing her workouts, Hyemin doesn’t focus on anything else. Her mind is put towards her task, no thoughts in her head other than the steady chanting of numbers. She could have sworn she’s not that strong, probably mediocre at best. She’s only been working out for several months, and nothing super strict or difficult. She exercises for the routine, for the familiarity of the movements, not necessarily to become stronger. Still, the scream uttered when her foot came in contact with the person behind her was quite a loud one, as well as the thump that followed it. 

Scrambling up to her feet, Hyemin stared in complete horror as she looked at the man on the floor, curled up in the fetal position. She racked her brain and quickly identified him as Ilwoo of Impulse as she got on her knees and tried to roll him over, brush his hair out of his face, something. She’s unsure of what to do other than the fact that she should do something.

“Are you, uh- Are you okay? Do you need some help?” Min managed to squeak, brows furrows in worry and concern. “I’m trained in first aid! I swear my healing hands are better than my hurting ones!”

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PSA // I AM A LOW-MAINTENANCE RP PARTNER

what exactly does a low-maintenance rp partner mean? well… it means that I will never rush you for a reply ( ic or ooc ), meme or ask answer, or pretty much anything! take all the time you need, it really doesn’t matter to me. this isn’t a race, this is something that is done for fun! so, don’t feel obligated to do something or even be online, if you don’t want to. it doesn’t matter how long or fast it takes you to respond to me, if you’re my person, you’re my person. and if you go on hiatus, i’ll stick with you through it so when you come back it’s like nothing ever happened. never feel obligated to explain to me why it takes so long, i get it we all have other things we’re doing. some of us work full-time, some of us are in school full-time, some of us run multiple blogs and some of us just can’t find the will or motivation to write for a couple days on end… I never want you to feel pressured to interact/talk/associate with me. so, do what you need for yourself and just know i’ll be here in the background rooting for you!

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@fmdminsik​

✽ ⟶ HE HAD NEVER stepped a foot inside of that establishment before, so he didn’t know what he could possibly get off the menu that would satisfy his tastebuds. He had a very eclectic taste, which was probably a large part of the reason why he hadn’t bothered to check the restaurant out in the first place. He wasn’t keen on trying new things, especially things that he ingested, but he had heard so many good things about the eatery that he decided to give it a chance. If what he had heard turned out to not be true, he would definitely be taking it up with the person who had steered him wrong. “Have you eaten here before?” He asked the person in line after him, tugging down his face mask slightly so they could hear him properly. It took him a moment to realize that they were an idol too, which made him feel a little more comfortable with the exchange. “Do you have anything you’d recommend?” 

Min hadn’t anticipated being approached that night. She was clad in a pair of ripped skinny jeans and an oversized hoodie, hiding under the fabric and the face mask that adorned her face. She really shouldn’t have been eating out in the first place, but circumstances practically screamed for the occasion. A stressful day led to a stress cry, and an extremely draining one at that. 

Hyemin was exhausted, but despite the fact, wary of returning to the dorms, not wanting to face her members, undoubtedly worried about her disappearance right after practice. Truthfully, she had never been able to open up and share her worries with another soul. Not since she was a young teen with bright eyes and no exposure to just how cruel the world could really be. Repent feelings and emotions were bad, but opening up and finally dealing with them was a whole new kind of hell she just wasn’t ready to face. So, until the day when she would approach her problems and try to remedy them at the root, she would continue running, and more importantly, eating away the pain. 

The small restaurant she frequented was close to the company, making for a great quick escape when times called for it. The smell of grease filled her nostrils as she took a step inside. As per usual, she lined up, waiting to be seated. But this time, instead of being left alone as she usually was, a voice in front of her interrupted her train of thought, effectively nulling the voices that never seemed to relent in their muttering. 

A sigh of relief left her as she quickly recognized the man in front of her as Minsik of Mars, rather than a fan who just couldn’t leave her alone for one evening. Smiling, she offered a small nod, stepping closer and lowering her face mask just slightly, “What did you have in mind?”

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일. How old were you when you decided that you wanted to become an idol(/actor/model/etc.)?

이. Who was your biggest celebrity influence growing up?

삼. Are you where you want to be in life right now?

사. What do you think would you be if you weren’t a celebrity?

오. If it was up to you, what would your stage name be? Were you supposed to originally use another stage name before debut?

육. How long were you a trainee? Recount a vivid memory from your trainee years.

칠. Do you have a dating ban in your contract? What do you think about dating bans?

팔. Do you have more male or female fans? Why do you think this is so?

구. Do you still remember your debut stage? Do you still remember what you ate before it?

십. Do you have a lucky item or charm that you absolutely need with you when you perform on stage?

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Bomi, watching a group do something insane: wow, what a bunch of idiots.

Bomi, noticing it's DIARY:

Bomi: Oh god, their my idiots.

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11, 15

Headcanon Asks - Not Accepting!

11: How my muse reacts to hate.

Hate, in the idol world, is inevitable. It surrounds you, engulfs you, swallows you whole, and shows no mercy. Min has learned from an early age that the world is cruel. It’s mean, relentless, cold, and it is so without an ounce of remorse. Of course, the words affect her. She is a human after all. But like the chameleon she is, she masks it with a smile and a pair of sunglasses. She keeps her head held high, paying no attention to the words that light up her phone. She feigns disinterest until she simply cannot any longer the force of the words become just too much to bear. But until then, she flashes a smile, offering nothing but a quick, “I’m okay.” Fake it ‘til you make it, right?

15: If my muse has any tattoos and what they mean.

No one knows about this, but right behind her right ear, she has a 16th note with a fermata. It’s a small thing, usually covered up by her in the mornings if she has somewhere to be. It’s in honor of him, everything she’s done has been. The small tattoo, nothing by a couple of dots and lines, holds so much depth, so much meaning, so much emotion. It’s the first and only expression of grief she’s ever openly displayed for the event that occurred so long ago. It’s music-themed, obviously, how could it not be, for her talented pianist? The 16th note, a quick, fleeting spark of noise, dissipating much too soon, and a fermata, an attempt to cling to the sound for just a little bit longer, before it’s inevitable end. It’s an oxymoron, much like it’s very existence. An attempt to try to cling to something that’s already long gone. 

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Feeble - AMJ

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@fmdmoonjin​

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“Min!”, he tried then, shaking her shoulders and patting her cheeks in an attempt to get her to wake up, for it seemed like the right thing to do to at least try to rouse her before he had her sent to a hospital – as sad as it was, he doubted there was an idol out there who had never fallen unconscious from overexertion, and usually, it didn’t need to be made into a big deal. All he could do was hope that would be the case this time too. Two minutes. That much he was willing to give her. “Hey, Hyemin!” Please. 

She remembered the steady beat of the song right before she collapsed and then.... nothing. Her body, seemingly pushed beyond its limits, rendered incapable of even dreaming, enveloping Hyemin in just a comforting silence, far too exhausted to paint the vivid visions she would typically see. She existed in a state of just that, with no thoughts invading her brain, allowing for, finally, a moments rest from her inner turmoil. 

Then, suddenly, she’s ripped from her peace, feeling herself being shaken awake. Groaning slightly, she opens her eyes, only to shut them immediately, blocking out the harsh lights that adorned the ceiling of the practice room. Before she can even begin to collect her thoughts, she’s being helped up by the same voice that shook her from her void. Taking a deep breath, she steadied herself before opening her eyes once more, turning her head to look at the owner of the mysterious voice. 

Swallowing, she quickly identified him as her fellow labelmate. Min attempted to stand, fighting off the nausea that accompanied the dizzying feeling of moving too quickly. She quickly held onto the railing, luckily reaching it in time this time around. Exhaling, she straightened, before turning to the worried man that stood in the practice room.

Sending him the most assuring smile she could possibly muster, Min began to speak, “Thank you for your help Moonjin, but I’m okay now. You can go, I’m fine here.”

Praying that he believed her, Hyemin reached towards her phone that was still plugged into the speaker, hitting play and allowing the music to drown out the thoughts that were threatening to return. 

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warmth

♡ Love asks ♡ - Not Accepting!

Warmth : What is your happy place?

“There’s a park, back home in Vancouver. There’s this big tree by the playground that me and an old friend used to sit under. Whenever either of us were upset we’d just sit there and talk for hours. Whenever I visit home, I like to sit there and just think sometimes. It brings me peace.” 

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@doexfmd​

If there was one thing that Doe loved doing on her free time, other than sleeping, was baking. Making delicious yet healthy things for the rest of Diary and from time to time to their Secrets, so she found herself on the store buying all the ingredients for the new recipe she had been wanting to try ever since she discovered it a few days ago. Stopping as she tried to make up her mind in what she should put on the top of it, chocolate chips? rainbow sprinkles? or perhaps some fruit? The decision was hard for the maknae as she loved all of those and believed that their flavor would be a great combination. Tunring to look at the nearest person she spoke out loud, “Quick question, which ones are better as cake topping in your opinion: chocolate chip, rainbow sprinkles or fruit?

It was always an adventure when it came to going out with Eunjung, to say the least. She was happy, aloof, kind, innocent, all the things that Hyemin wished she genuinely was, rather than the act she puts on for the public. Maybe that’s why she loved her so much, why she doted upon her younger groupmate more often than most. Eunjung was so lovable, Min found difficulty in not spoiling the younger girl rotten. So when she was approached but a smiling Eunjung, how could she ever refuse her offer to go to the supermarket with her?

So now, Hyemin finds herself trailing behind the younger girl like a lost puppy, basket in hand, a bored expression on her face. She doesn’t know how long they’ve been in the godforsaken aisle, but she does pick up somewhere in her autopiloted brain that Eunjung is probably going to treat them all to some kind of baked treat when they get home. She’s snapped out of her reverie when she hears Eunjung call out to her, her head snapping up, turning to the younger girl with a warm smile like she hasn’t been thinking about why sassafrass is so expensive for the past 5 minutes. 

“Uhh...” Hyemin starts, her voice quickly trailing off. What kind of cake was Eunjung making again? Was she on another health kick this week? With the increased hours of practice for their upcoming appearances, Min has found it difficult to keep track of her own life, much less Eunjung’s. Quickly realizing the time she was taking to answer such a simple question was bordering suspicious, Min flashed her a quick smile, grabbing the first bottle of sprinkles she could see and tossing it in the basket hanging on her arm. “You can never go wrong with sprinkles, right?”

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beautiful & sweet

♡ Love asks ♡ - Not Accepting!

Beautiful: Who is your ideal significant other?

“Someone funny, kind, with a warm laugh and a warmer smile. I’d like to be with someone who can love me wholeheartedly, and who’ll let me love them back as well. Their appearance doesn’t matter to me, really. Just as long as I love them and they love me back, what else is there to want?”

Sweet: Favorite love song?

“I really like “A Thousand Years” by Christina Perri. I think the lyrics are just so touching, you know? I… I feel like it’s something you can really relate to. After meeting your soulmate, it seems impossible to even exist without them. There’s nothing you wouldn’t do to spend even 5 more minutes with them. But that’s all hypothetical talk, haha. Nothing I would really know about. Just the vibe that it gives off, you know?”