DESIDERIUM

23|BPD|CPTSD|ADHD+Autistic 

[hypebun]

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[faithintheunknownsblog]

Mr. Bernadotte~

[skeletonfumes]

Hellsing Ultimate (2006-2012)

[bpdetrimental]

Sometimes I don’t want to feel anything. I live in constant emotional agony and it makes me wish I never had any emotions to begin with. Maybe then my brain would shut the fuck up for once and I’d be at peace.

[bpdetrimental]

Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.

[unclaimedbody]

why do i even put in effort?

no one will ever care as much as i do.

[unclaimedbody]

would anyone really notice if i went missing?

[herpsandbirds]

Greater Blue-eared Glossy-starling (Lamprotornis chalybaeus), family Sturnidae, Kruger National Park, South Africa

photograph by PanWoyteczek

[heartnosekid]

the glittering sapphire (lasaia agesilas) | borboletasoestesc on ig

[delulugirlys-fairytale]

[comment-tube]

[la-la-lavandee]

birds.wildlife.nature

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[lowlycolbs]

*one very very minor inconvenience occurs* oh, that sucks. i should probably go kill myself now

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

[adustoflove]

Does anyone else just randomly feel like they're annoying everyone around them and that they should just disappear for a while to give everyone else a break from their existence, or is that just me?

[acidglows]

no matter how much they reassure me I'll never be convinced

[mentallystrawberry]

65-80% of bpd patients self harm

70-80% of patients with bpd will attempt suicide 3 times

10% of people with bpd die from suicide

and yet people continue to downplay the severity of this disorder, still nobody is ever able to grasp how much pain we are in. how could this be a joke to anyone?