when y'all read x reader fan fiction, do you guys not use it as escapism? because the way you guys complain about not relating 100% to reader. like sometimes i want to imagine myself as a flirtatious reader or a complete bitch. like do y'all not imagine yourselves with a completely different personality and read it for the storytelling? you do not have to relate to every aspect of the reader and it's completely fine. some of y'all have boring lives outside of fan fiction, so use it as your escape from real life because some of y'all act like y'all want it to mirror every single aspect of it.
Request: okay hear me out please 🤞 what if the reader got captured by the grounders and bellamy freaks out but their not like a thing yet so like friends to loverss(ish) and he gets them back and spills his feelings cause he’s scared he could lose them 🤷🏻♀️
if you don’t have time or just don’t wanna write this do not feel pressured to at all 💕💕 - @ravenmedows
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A/N: So I wrote this to be set in between S1 and S2. I feel like it just fit the best because relationships were established. I also wrote in Bellamy's POV, to help show Bellamy's emotions and his side. Although it's more like a 3rd person view. I hope you enjoy reading!
You’re assigned to go patrol and hunt around Arkadia, even though it was your least favorite assignment. It was more bearable by the fact that you’d be doing it with your friends. While most of the adults didn’t want you guys to exactly pursue Clarke, you guys had used patroling as an excuse to get any information you could.
You head to the garage to find and meet up with everyone,”Hey, where are we headed this time?” You ask walking up to Bellamy.
“Sector 7,” He responds.
“Again? We should try looking somewhere else,” You say, knowing that you’ve had no luck in that sector.
“Sector 7 is our best chance. Besides that’s where we were assigned,” Bellamy says sternly.
“Fine,” You respond and head outside.
“Where’s she going?” Monty asks as you walk off. You head towards the horse stables and find Octavia getting her horse ready to head out.
“Don’t wanna ride in the Rover?” Octavia asks as you head to tend to your horse, Archer.
“You know I prefer to ride on the back of a horse,” You chuckle.
You gather everything else that you need, water, your knives, and a bow and arrows. You and Octavia head out and meet everyone else at the front of the garage. Once it looked like they were ready you all ride out to Sector 7. You all make it to the edge of the forest, you stop and tie Archer up to the Rover.
“Alright everyone, you know the drill. Stay in pairs, don’t stray too far from the group, and radio if you find anything suspicious,” Bellamy says. You stick with Octavia and all head into the forest.
It seemed pretty quiet for the first few moments, until you heard a hog in the distance. You signal Octavia to let her know where you were going. After a few feet you see the hog in your view. You prepare your arrow and aim. As soon as you release your arrow, you felt a stinging pain in the back of your thigh. You felt the area and it wasa knife lodge into your leg. Before you could process anything else, you feel yourself picked up by someone on a horse. At first you thought it was Octavia but as soon as you looked up, it was a grounder. You scream out trying to warn your friends, knowing there was more grounders around.
~ Bellamy’s POV ~
As Bellamy was looking around for anything to hunt, he hears a scream in the distance. Somehow he immediately knew that it was Y/N. He and everyone else, ran towards the scream, not caring that there may be more danger in the area. Soon enough Y/N with a grounder on the back of a horse, came into view. He started to run faster towards them as a horn warning was blown. But he didn’t stop until Octavia started to pull him away.
“Stop struggling,” Octavia strains trying to keep a hold onto her brother.
“We have to help them,” Bellamy yells.
“We can’t help them if we’re dead,” Monty says, jumping in to help Octavia and pull Bellamy to safety. They weren’t sure what the horn was blown for, since the acid fog was disabled, but it couldn’t have been good. Soon enough it sounded like there were even more grounders out in the forest.
~ Y/N’s POV ~
You started to fade from the loss of blood, but the sound of a horn woke you up again. The grounder starts to ride faster until you got to an enclosed cave. They dismounted their horse and set you on the ground. You stayed silent and still not knowing what would happen next. They took you off of the horse and set you on the ground. Next, they took the knife out of your leg, wrapped the wound up and bounded your hands. You could hear what sounded like a thousand footsteps and hooves outside the cave.
A few hours went by and your were suddenly woken up by a group of grounders making their way into the cave. At first they were communicating in Trig only, where you could only pick out a few phrases. “Did Azgeda hear or see you?” You pick out from the conversation between the grounders.
“What’s your name, sky person?” One of the grounders then asked, you stayed silent. They asked once more, but you stayed silent again. Frustrated they gag you and put a bag over your head. Your body is then lifted and put onto a horse.
What feels like a couple hours go by and you finally slow down to a stop. You were picked up once more and plopped onto the ground. The bag was taken off your head and you were greeted by the bright sunlight and a metal door slamming. A few more grueling hours went by until someone finally came and brought you food.
They shoved it under the door and pulled up a chair. You didn’t touch the food and the grounder took notice, “Eat,” He says. You refused to take food from them, didn’t want to risk being poisened. “What’s your name?” He asks next.
You kept your mouth shut, not wanting to give them anything. You weren’t exactly sure why grounders would be aggressive towards you and your people again, it seemed like Clarke had made sure that they wouldn’t be a nuisance again.
~ Bellamy’s POV ~
The whole ride back to Arkadia was completely silent. Bellamy couldn’t help but think of how he lost Clarke but also you now. Once the rover had pulled into the garage, Bellmay immediately got out.
“Where are you going?” Monty asks. Bellamy doesn’t respond and keeps walking away. Octavia follows after her brother into the map room.
“Bell…Hey Bell?” Octavia asks trying to get her brothers attention. He ignores Octavia and looks at the map to see where Y/N could’ve possibly been taken. “Bellamy?!” Ocatavia says once more pulling the rolling board away from him.
“What?!” Bellamy responds angrily.
“Slow down,” Octavia tells her brother.
“I can’t. Not while Y/N is out there,” Bellamy says.
“You can for a moment. Y/N is strong they’ll be ok until we can find them. Let’s just rest and figure a game plan. Not rush into things,” Octavia logically explains to Bellamy.
“What other grounder clans were we close by?” Bellamy says completely ignoring his sister.
“Did you hear anything I just said?” Octavia questions.
“Look Octavia. Clarke is out god knows where and now Y/N has been kidnapped by grounders. I can’t just sit here and do nothing. We need to find them before anything bad happens,” Bellamy says walking back over to the map board.
“I’m not saying we do nothing. I’m just saying that we slow down and figure out the best plan of action instead of rushing into things,” Octavia says.
“You’re right. I’m just– just worried about them,” Bellamy sighs.
“I am too. Let’s go get some food and chat with the others,” Octavia leads Bellamy to the mess hall.
~ Y/N’S POV ~
It’s day two since you’d been captured. You hadn’t eaten a thing or given up any information. In fact you hadn’t talked at all. They just kept asking for your name and what you knew about Wanheda. You had no clue who in the hell Wanheda was.
“Eat,” The man says bringing you more food and taking the old food out. After a few minutes another man comes barreling in, he says something in Trig that you couldn’t understand before coming up to the bars.
“You’re not gonna talk, huh?” the man says before opening the door and yanks you out of the cell. You’re pulled over to a pole and have your hands bound around it.
“Where is Wanheda?” The man asks. You stay silent. Next thing you know you feel a punch to your stomach. The man asks the same question over and over again, with the same result, no words and some form punishment.
The man still received no answers from you by the time to sun set. They left you bound to the pole, you guess so that they can try to get answers out of you tomorrow. You still couldn’t imagine why they’d think you know something about someone named Wanheda.
~Bellamy’s POV~
It had been a long past two days inspecting the maps and going out to scout for Y/N. Bellamy has gotten barely any sleep. He’s at a loss of where Y/N could possibly be.
“Bellamy you need to sleep,” Octavia says.
“No, I’m close. There’s only so many places left that Y/N could be,” Bellamy says, blinking his eyes to stay awake.
“I’ll sort the areas. Go get some sleep. If we want to find them, I need you at 100%,” Octavia scoots her brother out of his chair.
“Fine, but were going out first thing in the morning,” Bellamy says exiting the room.
The next morning Bellamy finds Octavia passed out at the desk, “Hey, how long were you up?” Bellamy asked his sister.
“Oh hey, uhhh I’m not sure. But I think I’ve figured out where Y/N might be,” Octavia says.
“Where?” Bellamy asks excitedly.
“Well, I remembered that Lincoln told me about this small village that was just outside of Trikru’s territory. They kind of outcasted themselves, not super friendly to outsiders,” Octavia explains.
“Let’s head out,” Bellamy says and goes to gather everyone. As everyone begins to head out they notice a group of people standing at the gate. Of course it was none other than Kane, Abby and a few other adults.
“Where are you going?” Kane asks the group.
“To find Y/N,” Bellamy answers.
“We think you’ve all spent enough time. I think it’s time we handle this before one of you is also taken or hurt,” Kane responds back.
“We know where they are, we can get them,” Bellamy fought back.
“Go back to your jobs,” Kane says in response.
At first no one budged until Abby spoke up, “Now, unless you all want citations.”
“Bellamy,” Kane stops him before he could get too far. “Show me where you think Y/N is,” Kane says walking with Bellamy to the map room.
About an hour went by and it had looked like the adults had taken a group out to find Y/N. After another hour or so, the group gathered and snuck out to really find Y/N. As Bellamy had directed Kane’s people in the opposite direction.
~ Y/N’s POV ~
The next day you were so weak front being forced to stand up. To your surprise you were woken up by someone tipping a cup of water to your mouth. Next they fed you some fruit, you tried to resist but they kept pressing the fruit to your mouth.
“You ready to give us some answers?” The man from yesterday asked. Again you kept your mouth shut. A few more hours of interrogation go by, but this time the man keeps his hands to himself. As if he was trying to give you a break.
“Someones here for you,” A woman says to the man after a few hours go by. The man reluctantly leaves the area to investigate.
You stand there with weak legs trying to keep your body up. As you were about to pass out you feel gentle hands touch your cheeks. You flutter your eyes open and see a worried Octavia inspecting you. She quickly moves to unbound your hands, as soon as you’re unbound, your body just buckles underneath you. Before you hit the ground your body is lifted, you look up and see a just as worried Bellamy.
“We need to get them back to camp quickly. They’ve lost a lot of blood and are weak,” Octavia says hastily.
Ater a long trek back to Arkadia, you can see that you’re being greeted with a group of adults from inside the gates, “Told you we could find her,” Bellamy says walking past Abby and Kane.
“Take her to medical,” Abby says quickly noticing your condition. Bellamy gently walks you to medical and lays on top of a gurney. Abby comes to inspect your injuries, “Everyone out,” Abby orders your friends to leave. At first you could see they were reluctant before Abby begins to shuffle them out.
~ Bellamy’s POV ~
Bellamy waits anxiously from outside medical. After a few hours go by, he couldn’t wait any longer and decides to make his way into the ward. Abby greets him before he could make his way through the door.
“I figured you’d be anxious to see how she is,” Abby says stopping him.
“H–How is she?” He struggles to get out.
“They’ve sustained a lot of injuries, are dehydrated and lost quite a bit of blood. But they should be ok. But they can’t leave the ward for at least a day or two, I’d like to keep an eye on them. After that they should stay inside Arkadia,” Abby tells Bellamy.
“Can I see them?” Bellamy asks.
“They’re asleep and needs to rest. Maybe tomorrow,” Abby tells Bellamy and points him to the exit.
~ Y/N’s POV ~
You blink your eyes open and blinded by the brighter lights of the room. You lift your head and look around. Landing your eyes on a Bellamy sitting in a chair with his eyes closed. As you make a bit more noise by sitting up, Bellamy opens his eyes and moves to the cot.
“Hey,” Bellamy speaks softly.
“Hey,” You say even quieter as if you had lost your voice. “How long was I asleep for?” You ask.
“About 10 hours,” Bellay answers, surprising you at the long length of time. “How are you doing?” Bellamy asks.
Before you could respond, you see a mob of your friends approaching you. Each of them asking how you are and if you need anything. Soon enough Abby shuffles her way in, “Everyone out, she still needs to rest,” Abby says gently leading each of your friends out.
“How are you feeling?” Abby says approaching you as the last one leaves.
“Still tired and weak, but otherwise fine,” You say.
“Good, I’ll run some final tests and then you should be good to go,” Abby says. You spend the next hour with Abby inspecting your physical condition and asking you to do various tasks. “You’ve cleared all the tests. Although I still want you to take it easy, until you feel 100%. So that means no physically taxing work and staying inside Arkadia,” Abby tells you.
You were about to walk off until you realized that Abby wanted you to acknowledge her orders, “Ok,” you respond still trying to find your voice.
You head out of the ward and go to the mess hall, finding yourself very hungry after refusing food for several days. You try to find a quiet corner to eat but Monty had approached you. And you felt bad refusing to sit with him since you knew that your friends wanted to know you were ok. More of your friends slowly joined your table and soon enough it was a bit overwhelming. You get up and it seemed that everyone had noticed.
“Where are you going?” Jasper asks.
“I just wanted to go lay down for a bit,” You respond.
“Why don’t I walk you,” Jasper offers getting up from his seat.
“It’s ok. Thank though,” You say and walk off before anyone else could say anything.
The next day you went to go help out around Arkadia, sticking to the lowest impact type of work. Every few hours it seemed like one of your friends had something to say about resting or asking to help. It became to much and you didn’t like how they were trying to baby you. They knew that you know your limits, so you weren’t sure why they were being such helicopter friends. Once you were able to get away from your friends prying eyes, you head to the stables. You walk into Archer’s stable to see your horse for the first time since you were back.
“Hey, I’m home, safe,” You say to comfort Archer.
You sat quietly with Archer until you hear soft footsteps approach, “I’m fine,” You say sternly as you hear the footsteps stop at the front of Archer’s stable, standing up as if you were about to leave. “Sorry,” You apologize looking up to see Bellamy. The one person who hasn’t been bothering you all day.
“It’s ok. I was just coming to check on Archer. But since you’re here, how are you feeling?” He asks walking into the stable.
“Fine,” you quickly answer.
“You sure?” He asks, clearly picking up on your attitude and moving closer to you.
You sigh heavily, “No. Everyone just keeps checking on me. I appreciate it but I’m feeling babied. I just want to rest and get back to 100% as soon as possible. They’re just stressing me out,” You admit.
“They just don’t want you to get hurt…anymore. Make sure that you’re recovering quickly, “ Bellamy advocates for your friends.
“I know but it just kinda feels suffocating,” You confess.
“I’ll let them know to back off a little,” Bellamy says, knowing that you’d appreciate that.
“Thanks, and for checking on Archer,” You say letting out a small smile.
A few hours later you were getting ready to sleep for the night. As you were just about to get in bed to relax, there’s a knock at your door. You open it and are greeted by Bellamy.
“Hey, what’s up?” You ask letting him in.
“I just wanted to check on you. I know what you said earlier, but I figured that I’d still make sure you were ok after your first full day back,” Bellamy says. You picked up the slightest quiver in his voice, leading you to believe that there was more.
“I'm feeling better. Thanks for talking to everyone,” You smile.
“Good,” Bellamy says awkwardly. He was about to walk out but stops himself, “Actually I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to earlier but I figured you needed your space,” Bellamy says referring to your hiding spot.
“What is it?” You ask curiously.
“I’m sorry it took three days to find you. And that you went through all of that pain. I’m sorry that you were taken in the first place, it was my fault, I should’ve been more vigilant. And I’m sorry that I didn’t come see you sooner,” Bellamy lets out. You could see the pain in his eyes, the fact that he was blaming himself for what happened, blaming himself for the pain that was inflicted on you.
“Hey, hey, hey. None of this was your fault. You couldn’t have know that there were grounders there. You weren’t expected to know exactly where I was. What really matters is that you didn’t give up, you worked your ass off to find me, now I’m safe and home,” You say and find yourself swinging your arms over his shoulders and pull him into a tight hug. He seemed to have settled himself into your body, as if he could finally relax.
“I don’t know what I would’ve done if I lost you too,” Bellamy confesses.
You don’t respond to what Bellamy says, but pull out of your hug after a few minutes, finally taking a look at his face, “You look tired. Is it really true what Octavia told me? That you didn’t really sleep for the whole three days?” You ask as you can read how tired he is. He lightly nods his head, not wanting to admit it.
You settle yourself into your bed, tired from standing so long, “ I just wanted to find you before anything bad happened,” Bellamy says, laying his body next to yours.
“That deosn’t mean that you had to put your own health at risk,” You say turning your body to face him.
“I know, but I just needed you back. I missed you,” He softly speaks turning his head to face you.
“I missed you too,” You move to rest your head on his chest.
The next morning you wake up and turn over to find a peacefully sleeping Bellamy. You had almost forgotten that he never left. But you didn’t mind, it comforted you knowing that he stayed, “Morning,” You say softly after kissing his forehead to wake him up.
okay hear me out please 🤞 what if the reader got captured by the grounders and bellamy freaks out but their not like a thing yet so like friends to loverss(ish) and he gets them back and spills his feelings cause he’s scared he could lose them 🤷🏻♀️
if you don’t have time or just don’t wanna write this do not feel pressured to at all 💕💕
I LOVE this idea! I'll definitely write it. Now just to figure out what season would be best. Already have some ideas. I can't wait for you to read it!
Sorry not posting for pretty much a whole year. I still had low motivation to write, but i’ve been slowly writing in the background and coming up with ideas of where my series can go. Before I start to post anything from my series again, I want to write a few parts just so I can give myself some leeway. Sorry for making you guys wait, but I do want to continue my series. (I know I keep saying that but i truly mean it)
Also, I just posted the masterlist for the Secret Santa 2022. Check it out here!
Virago PSA!
Hey Virago readers!
I need your help. I was thinking of giving Y/N (reader) an awesome Grounder title, just like Clarke and Octavia. I originally was thinking of giving her Skairipa, but I didn’t want to strip Octavia of her title. She deserves it and it would be more meaningful to give the reader their own.
Sooo....I am asking for you guys to help me think of an english version of a great Grounder title. I may be able to translate it into Trig, but it may not be possible...but i’m hoping I can.
This name probably won’t be integrated for a little bit but I wanted to get a start on it early. So if any of you have any great ideas please send me an ask or reply to this post. I’d love to hear your Ideas!
Hey! Thanks everyone for participating this year. Please lmk if you want us to do this again next year! Sorry for being so late at posting the masterlist...but it’s up now
About 2022 Secret Santa
Unconditionally Cared for
From: @sundayinthcpark
To: @stormkpr
Fandom: The 100
Gift Type: Fanfiction
All I Want for Christmas is Peace
From: @awkwardspontaneity
To: @sundayinthcpark
Fandom: The 100
Gift Type: Fanfiction
Us Against the World
From: @johnmurphyisqueer
To: @natashxromanovf
Fandom: Marvel
Gift Type: Fanfiction
Back at the Dropship Camp
From: @stormkpr
To: @johnmurphyisqueer
Fandom: The 100
Gift Type: Fanfiction
P.S. Please let me know if your guys like the set of fandoms listed or if you would like me to add/remove any from the list for next time. I would just like to keep it small to make matching as smooth as possible. Thank you again!
I’m sorry I haven’t been very active but I wanted to announce that we’d ( Ry @johnmurphyisqueer and I) like to see if anyone was interested in Secret Santa this year. The first time we ran a Secret Santa was 2020. Unfortunately last year, we didn’t have one, but we wanted to do one again this year. The requirements and content will be the same (i’ll reiterate below), fics, moodboards, etc. Again we will manually pair people together.
The deadline to enter will be December 18 (2 weeks from when this is posted). You should receive your blog/name by December 20th through pms. If possible please post your content by December 31st, but it’s not a necessity.
In order to do this we’ll require a minimum of 4-6 participants, based on the fandoms requested.
So the minimum # of participants has been met, so we’ll definitely do the Secret Santa!
Either way, we’d love for more people to participate. Please keep sharing/tagging others, so we can get more people involved. I can’t wait to see what you guys write!
Last chance to enter to participate in the Secret Santa. The deadline is TOMORROW (December 18). Again I should be getting your blog/name by December 20th!
You should have your assigned blog by now. Please PM me if I missed you or there are any questions! If you have any questions for your assigned blog, please ask them anonymously to keep the secret! Thanks again for participating and I hope you have fun with it!!
Again please try to post your content by December 31
Edit: If you can’t post by then, it not a big deal, just before we forget this is a thing haha. Feel free to interact with your assigned blog anonymously as well! Don’t forget to tag me and @johnmurphyisqueer (so I can make a masterlist), as well as use the “#hma 2022 secret santa” tag
Happy New Year!!! I just wanted to send a quick reminder out to post your Secret Santa soon, if you haven’t already. I’m gonna be putting together a masterlist as well so you can all read what everyone wrote/posted. Thanks again for participating! Hope we can do this again for next/this(?) Holiday season!!!
I’m sorry I haven’t been very active but I wanted to announce that we’d ( Ry @johnmurphyisqueer and I) like to see if anyone was interested in Secret Santa this year. The first time we ran a Secret Santa was 2020. Unfortunately last year, we didn’t have one, but we wanted to do one again this year. The requirements and content will be the same (i’ll reiterate below), fics, moodboards, etc. Again we will manually pair people together.
The deadline to enter will be December 18 (2 weeks from when this is posted). You should receive your blog/name by December 20th through pms. If possible please post your content by December 31st, but it’s not a necessity.
In order to do this we’ll require a minimum of 4-6 participants, based on the fandoms requested.
So the minimum # of participants has been met, so we’ll definitely do the Secret Santa!
Either way, we’d love for more people to participate. Please keep sharing/tagging others, so we can get more people involved. I can’t wait to see what you guys write!
Last chance to enter to participate in the Secret Santa. The deadline is TOMORROW (December 18). Again I should be getting your blog/name by December 20th!
You should have your assigned blog by now. Please PM me if I missed you or there are any questions! If you have any questions for your assigned blog, please ask them anonymously to keep the secret! Thanks again for participating and I hope you have fun with it!!
Again please try to post your content by December 31
Edit: If you can’t post by then, it not a big deal, just before we forget this is a thing haha. Feel free to interact with your assigned blog anonymously as well! Don’t forget to tag me and @johnmurphyisqueer (so I can make a masterlist), as well as use the “#hma 2022 secret santa” tag
I’m sorry I haven’t been very active but I wanted to announce that we’d ( Ry @johnmurphyisqueer and I) like to see if anyone was interested in Secret Santa this year. The first time we ran a Secret Santa was 2020. Unfortunately last year, we didn’t have one, but we wanted to do one again this year. The requirements and content will be the same (i’ll reiterate below), fics, moodboards, etc. Again we will manually pair people together.
The deadline to enter will be December 18 (2 weeks from when this is posted). You should receive your blog/name by December 20th through pms. If possible please post your content by December 31st, but it’s not a necessity.
In order to do this we’ll require a minimum of 4-6 participants, based on the fandoms requested.
So the minimum # of participants has been met, so we’ll definitely do the Secret Santa!
Either way, we’d love for more people to participate. Please keep sharing/tagging others, so we can get more people involved. I can’t wait to see what you guys write!
Last chance to enter to participate in the Secret Santa. The deadline is TOMORROW (December 18). Again I should be getting your blog/name by December 20th!
I’m sorry I haven’t been very active but I wanted to announce that we’d ( Ry @johnmurphyisqueer and I) like to see if anyone was interested in Secret Santa this year. The first time we ran a Secret Santa was 2020. Unfortunately last year, we didn’t have one, but we wanted to do one again this year. The requirements and content will be the same (i’ll reiterate below), fics, moodboards, etc. Again we will manually pair people together.
The deadline to enter will be December 18 (2 weeks from when this is posted). You should receive your blog/name by December 20th through pms. If possible please post your content by December 31st, but it’s not a necessity.
In order to do this we’ll require a minimum of 4-6 participants, based on the fandoms requested.
So the minimum # of participants has been met, so we'll definitely do the Secret Santa!
Either way, we'd love for more people to participate. Please keep sharing/tagging others, so we can get more people involved. I can't wait to see what you guys write!
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