aaleya

20yo

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why do i keep forgetting what i am thinking about?

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just because you WANT to do something,

doesn't mean you LIKE it.

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how much of what I am is just learned behaviour? something that I started doing because others were doing it too?

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just because its understandable

doesn't mean its justifiable.

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i have spent so much time trying to belong

that i dont know who i am when I stop.

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but you are just a flower... your only job is to bloom

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I want to go paint but I have no colours left

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idk how to fit in. and i wish I would stop trying.

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breathe and notice things around you. slow tf down.

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LOREMAX in your youth!!

make stories and live them

your time Will end someday

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why are you always afraid of posting yourself? why are we all afraid? you always gotta start somewhere! even in a business, you gotta start somewhere. if you are always afraid to start, you wont get nowhere. so go out there and post all the silly stuff that you do and that you are. it makes you you.

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do I want it? or do I want others to see that I have it?

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I am so exhausted that i have lost track of things that I should be doing right now to not be so exhausted in the upcoming week. its a vicious cycle

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why are we all rushing so much? why can't we just take a breath and look at the dew on the leaves and appreciate the roundness of that drop of water?

#just-sit-and-breathe-sometimes

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the world is so unfair

#had-to-sit-through-pure-brainrot

[kosmogrl]

fuck.. august did slip away into a moment in time

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privilege is invisible to those who have it