"Mitski Spring" Attendee

|| Bean || 20s|| she/them ||🇹🇷|| pan || TWST / WHA/ TS / RE / OC work+ SECOND YEAR BABY

[i-just-spilled-my-beans]

🙞 about me 🙜

bean, 20, 🇹🇷, she/they, mostly a form of bean or other legume in other platforms as well, VERY fragrance-pilled and an insatiable (and insufferable) foodie, currently trying to make sure im not a med school victim /lh im still trying to figure out how to be active on this site so if theres anything feel free to hmu

💜 this account is not spoiler-free! most of the time it slips by me to re-tag them as I reblog so please beware of that!!! I do not wish to ruin anyone's experience of the game/show/movie nor upset them I am just. really stupid unfortunately.

💜 aside from some boundaries I usually try to block based on simple feelings so theres no hard feelings on my end towards you!! I'm still trying to craft my own space so im still not very expert on this etiquette??

💜 DNI: racist, zionist, terf, sexist, homophobic and transphobic, individuals under 16 etc. // accounts under 18; people who are not comfortable with self-shipping, ocxcanon and nsfw or dark content

⤷💜while I try to not block on sight for the latter reasons (because one of the main fandoms im in is twst lets be honest-/lh), there is a good possiblity that I will interact with these some themes of these topics (dark content // nsft work) if not mention them myself—feel free to block me for it!!/gen

💜 I struggle to respond in a quick notice and I usually can't answer without writing too much sometimes, but if anyone would like to be mutuals or talk w me— my asks and dms are open!!

💜 lastly; though I dont show it as much out this sort of anxiety- fellow freaks and yappers alike are all welcome here <3!!

FANDOMS that im currently in;

⤷Twisted Wonderland (TWST), ⤷Touchstarved (TS), ⤷Gachiakuta, ⤷Resident Evil/Bioshock Franchise (RE) ⤷Apothecary Diaries, ⤷DC comics ⤷(I also am in JJK, Nana/Parakiss, Lost in Limbo and HSR fandoms but dont yap or rb about them as much until my yapfest sparks again—but I will gladly converse about them!!)

— YUMESHIP(S)

⤷open-sharing! all "doubles" are welcome! feel free to talk me about your f/o as well as lores of your oc/self insert:)!! ⤷ocs mentioned are not self-inserts, they are also open for conversations and oc interactions for both normal and ocxoc scenarios!!:3

💜(self insert/yume) (TWST) Sylvia G. Mandragora / Rook Hunt

💜(self insert/yume) (WHA) Sylveth / Easthies

— 💜(oc ship) (TS) Ahu Gaye, Adsız Kızı(oc) / Kuras

💜(oc ship) (TS) Renee Cadmeia Dolores van Hohenheim (oc) / MC (/Leander?)

💜(oc ship) (TS) Ais / Guang Mingyue(oc) / Leader

💜(oc ship) (TS) Irem Al-Hazred(oc) / Vere

💜(oc ship) (LiL) Lorelei Piaf(oc) / Cecile

— <> —

💜(ocxcanon) (TWST) Seren Roscorcra x Lilia Vanrouge

💜(ocxcanon) (TWST) "Evangeline" Euvia Angelie des Voœux x Dire Crowley

💜(ocxcanon) (Gachiakuta) Ine Azra Castoffe(oc) / Enjin

💜(ocxcanon) (RE) Tiffany M. Sawyer / Leon S. Kennedy

lace divider made by: @/mieluno waxstamp divider made by: @/saradika-graphics purple flower divider made by: @/uzmacchiato pink apple button divider made by: @/muerdida

[i-just-spilled-my-beans]

Oh please let it be a false alarm

[i-just-spilled-my-beans]

DOLLY?????

[balzog]

[thepromiscuousfinger]

[unusual-suspects]

x

[caseyscraftycorner]

watching my husband get diagnosed with and treated for sleep apnea over the last year was not the thing that radicalized me re: weight and healthcare but my goodness it has solidified my stances.

sleep apnea is more common in people who are fat.

society decided for some reason that this meant that being fat causes sleep apnea. its often difficult to get referrals for sleep apnea treatment if you are fat, because some PCPs will tell you try losing weight first.

turns out!! having untreated sleep apnea causes weight gain in a not-insignificant number of people. it also makes it fucking impossible for many people to lose weight.

my husband worked out the same amount before he got a cpap as he does now. there have been no major diet changes either. yet he has been losing weight -- and gaining muscle tone -- consistently since he started using a cpap in january.

also, his blood pressure -- which was high, which docs blamed on his weight/diet -- went down significantly within one month of starting cpap treatment, before his weight changed significantly.

ANYWAYS. this is getting long. two final thoughts.

- I Want To Strangle Medical Fatphobia With My Bare Fucking Hands

- if you are exhausted constantly for "no reason", and especially if you snore, you should probably ask your doctor about getting tested for sleep apnea. it is extremely common -- estimates are around 1 in 10 people -- and is also wildly under-diagnosed. like, some estimates suggest that 80% of people with moderate-severe sleep apnea are undiagnosed.

[unusual-suspects]

x

[thingsfromthedirt]

details of Maruyama Ōkyo's Morning Glories and Puppies painting on cedar doors (1784)

[rosieandthemoon]

via Nick Green

[rosieandthemoon]

“The Keepsake: A Gift for the Holidays", 1852

[rein-png]

HEAR ME OUT the way every artist draw grim can be put into this diagram I don't make the rules

[nonbinary-octopus]

hello I notice that you are attempting to access my webbed site from a phone. did you know we have an app? I will redirect you to the app store so y— oops it looks like you tried to load the webpage again, it's okay I will show you to the app sto— no, no, it's okay this happens all the time, I know you didn't really want to access the actual website on your phone, that's why we have an app! let me take you to the app store where you can download it

[kragehund-est]

the only thing stronger than the gastric distress i get from eating cherries is my love for eating cherries

[inwardhardar]

[kragehund-est]

what

[inwardhardar]

[kragehund-est]

thank you. im once again reminded why i love tumblr because where else could i get content like this

[redstonedust]

kind of embarrasing when your life is actually going pretty well but you still have mental health problems. it's like when you drink water but still have a headache like what the hell. you're telling me this isn't because of the Situations i'm actually just like this. i want a refund.

[fryuitcup]

Stop fucking playing you know that's not funny

[redstonedust]

characters in movies love to wake up from surgery and immediately start ripping off all their medical equipment like theyre a sexy werewolf breaking their chains. brother you dont know if that tube is the only thing keeping you alive right now. calm down.