Hello ma boy 😘 i know that you've slept since a few hours ago. Um .. i just wanna say what i feel at this time. Now, i just lie down on my bed, holdin' on my gadget, and scroll some socmed that honestly i don't wanna scroll down it. Cause i dont know i have to do what to be not alone like this. So, i open my tumblr account and write down this, just for you who i know that you'll never read this 😃 Dear my dearest boy there, it's our 25th days being a couple in a long distance. This is our second time being long distance. Almost 498 KM from my place to your place, now. Everytime i just miss my togetherness. When we're waling down the street to go to the campus, culinary night, laughing, watching a movie, went to the cinema, and many more things that we had done. I've ever begged to you to come here, but ... its impossible to do right now. Cause i know that you've still have a lil problem with you family. Okay, i'll be patient till the time meet up us then. I'll be fine 😃 You know, i've ever done some mistakes to you .. argh .. maybe its too long for me to mention and explain what i have done to you he he he. But, i just wanna you know that i love you so much .. more than everything i love. But, i know thats so rude to you cause some of my behaviour are bad, honestly. Sorry if i always give you a lil bites, a pinch, hugs you so tight (so that you cant breath well of course hehehe), and many more rude things that i have done. i just wanna show you, how i love you with it. Its doesnt mean that i hate you, i hate being your girlfriend, you dont so mean to me. Thats wrong! I show my love in my way. My dearest boy, maybe i've not given you the best in your life. Maybe i just a lil girl, who very spoiled, wanna you so care to me more than everybody, have a bad behaviour and many more in your eyes. I'm sorry ... i've been not given you the best so far. But .. i dont wanna loose you. I'm so selfish, yes thats right .. am i wrong if i wanna get the best love in my life? Am i wrong, if i hold so tight a man who really i loved? So, let me be yours ... let me be the one and only till the end of your life. I wanna be a woman who accompany you to go to the bed. I wanna be a woman who everyday get a kiss before you sleep, after you wake up, everytime when you will go to work. I wanna be the best mother for your children. I wanna be the best wife in your life. i wanna be a grandmother of your grandchildren. And ... i wanna be THE LAST woman who you loved in your life. My dearest boy, I dont know, what i have to say then. I just miss you .. so missing you all the time 😢. I dont wanna close my eyes and always hold my gadget to know what you done, and everything about you. But i'm so sorry, if i always leave you without a reason, recently. Cause i have to do something which maybe you know what is that. i miss you my Jelly belly bear I miss your tan skin i miss your eyes, your nouse, your mouth i miss your body smell I miss your hugs I miss your kiss i miss your touch of my hair I miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss everything about you i miss our togetherness i miss you .. yeah .. i do miss you Good night my boy, hope you have a nice dream tonight Hugs and kisses from 498 KM 💋💋💋💋 your spoiled girl