Well then. Was it a mistake to let some of you into my telegram? Yes. Yes it was. Anyway.
1. No I don't have another account if someone is posting like me it's not me. Which isnt actually a problem it's not like I have copyright over the name of something, and even if they 'trash my name' that's fine. This isn't high school. You people do not know me I could walk right past you in public and you wouldn't know it's me. Whatever could be RuiNeD doesn't exist it's just Tumblr relax. It's just Tumblr. If someone else is posing as me okay you go girl. Hopefully you're better at it than me idk. It's not that deep. It's not a cult pls. Although damn I wish it was I kinda wanna know what it would be like to be a cult leader.
2. Why did I delete my accounts? First of all, I TOLD YOU I WOULD. SECOND OF ALL
a) it was no longer serving me. It was becoming dead weight. I created the tby account because I was depressed and both my therapist and spiritual mentor back then decided putting my effort into helping others would give me some sense of purpose. I'm no longer depressed tho so
b) I have this overwhelming need to mother anything. I'll pet a cat mid road knowing it has fleas and stand by a kid until they find their mom and cry because my plant died. My spiritual footprint is matriachical. So I decided whatever since id rather die than let some man merge his DNA with mine for life id rather just mother randoms on the internet. You can't unneed a need it's better to just meet it. So I met it?? Do I still feel the need? Yes. But I have rabbits now 🥲 and plants and cats and dogs. Idk if it'll substitute or not. We'll see.
c) I have outgrown the thing I built my entire account on. My account was largely on becoming elite,corporate success and playing and winning social games. And I've outgrown it. Not in a monk i-found-the-light-so-bye-shallow-needs nope I've outgrown them as in I accomplished them all. I did join the new money elite I did get three degrees and one masters and two minors I did work in corporate in the company of my dreams I did win everyone I wanted to win. So I'm moving on. I'm just not aligned with that anymore because I have it. Set a goal. Achieved it. Now on to the next 🤷. And I don't know what that is, yet, I just know this is dead weight.
d). You people can be so entitled and annoying.
3. Will I post again? Probably. Who knows. Unfortunately I can not break of from my maternal instinct/need to mother something and the female need to help every woman i meet. Unfortunately I process by mirroring unfortunately I have teacher in my stars idk. Don't count on it though.
4. What about That Bitch Academy- Well as stated above, I've already passed the stage of life I was going to base it on, and currently Im floaty and unsure what the next stage is. I'll leave this account open though.
5. Can I write an ebook about downloading?? NO. Because it is NOT ONE SHOE FITS ALL. There's tons of therapists videos about grounding and they didnt work for me because they were elementally misaligned. Thats what youre asking for.
6. Will I have a spirituality account? -> considering its my area of extreme nerdisim, I can't say no full chest. I also think the field is oversaturated, and I don't want to be responsible for lazy girls thinking they can cheat the process by lighting candles and eating spices. Spirituality/ religion is the go to for lazy unispired girls.
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