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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
I must not tell lies. I must not tell lies. I must not tell lies.
The parchment was wet with blood, and Harry wondered, almost deliriously, if there was anything left in him. He felt wrung out and dry; his hand was a throbbing heat that kept trying to heal, but whatever magic was in the blood quill was far more powerful than his vampirism.
“Now then,” said Umbridge, setting her teacup down as a clock chimed nine. She had kept him for four long hours, writing out the same lines in his own blood, over and over with the suffocating scent of roses causing his head to pound.
“Let me see if the message has sunk in yet.” She motioned for him to get up, and Harry did so on slightly shaky legs but was determined not to stumble towards her.
When she took his hand again, he envisioned snatching at her wrist and bringing it to his mouth. Grinding his teeth, he ignored the pain that flared from the bracelets at the mere thought that he might harm a person. Poking at the sensitive skin, she misread his sharp hiss of pain as Harry snatched his hand back.
“Yes, it hurts, doesn’t it, Mr Potter?" She straightened up with a sniff. “I think you’ve learnt your lesson…” Her eyes trailed over the sheet of pink parchment now blotted with blood and tutted with a shake of her head. “Still, terrible penmanship, but what can one expect of…your calibre?" That faux sweet smile was back on her face before she motioned to the door with a wave of her hand.
“Go on, you may go. And if this happens again, young man, you’ll find yourself wishing for this exercise next time.”
Harry was not going to let there be a next time.
When he left the office, he stared down at his newly scarred hand.
I must not tell lies.
Next time, he would eat her.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
I must not tell lies. I must not tell lies. I must not tell lies.
The parchment was wet with blood, and Harry wondered, almost deliriously, if there was anything left in him. He felt wrung out and dry; his hand was a throbbing heat that kept trying to heal, but whatever magic was in the blood quill was far more powerful than his vampirism.
“Now then,” said Umbridge, setting her teacup down as a clock chimed nine. She had kept him for four long hours, writing out the same lines in his own blood, over and over with the suffocating scent of roses causing his head to pound.
“Let me see if the message has sunk in yet.” She motioned for him to get up, and Harry did so on slightly shaky legs but was determined not to stumble towards her.
When she took his hand again, he envisioned snatching at her wrist and bringing it to his mouth. Grinding his teeth, he ignored the pain that flared from the bracelets at the mere thought that he might harm a person. Poking at the sensitive skin, she misread his sharp hiss of pain as Harry snatched his hand back.
“Yes, it hurts, doesn’t it, Mr Potter?" She straightened up with a sniff. “I think you’ve learnt your lesson…” Her eyes trailed over the sheet of pink parchment now blotted with blood and tutted with a shake of her head. “Still, terrible penmanship, but what can one expect of…your calibre?" That faux sweet smile was back on her face before she motioned to the door with a wave of her hand.
“Go on, you may go. And if this happens again, young man, you’ll find yourself wishing for this exercise next time.”
Harry was not going to let there be a next time.
When he left the office, he stared down at his newly scarred hand.
I must not tell lies.
Next time, he would eat her.
“They said they wanted a vampire relationship with no age gap”
“No age gap??!?!?”
“And no non-con elements”
“NO NON CON?”
“And no coercion or otherwise manipulative behaviors”
“Joe they want a vampire with NOTHING”
i'm gonna make it worse.
Something something Voldemort possesses and abducts Harry at the end of first year, regains a body using the Philosopher’s Stone, realizes Harry is a Horcrux, keeps him squirreled away only to find that Harry is very hard to subdue. Harry keeps trying to off himself/escape and it’s very annoying. In the mass breakout from Azkaban, Sirius is accidentally swept out amongst the real Death Eaters, so Voldemort takes advantage of the situation and makes Sirius nanny to his self-destructive ward, forcing everyone to play house, and they all hate it.
Non-consensual found family Dadmort & Dadfoot. I did it.
Unedited snippet from Chapter 23 of CiC
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“So is this for homework?” Hermione asked, peering down at all the books Harry had spread about himself. He had picked his once favourite alcove in the library, right at the back and out of everyone else's eyeline. Or so he thought. There was a gaggle of sixth year girls he didn’t know who kept glancing over at him.
“...Something like that.” Harry said. Truthfully, without Quidditch and unable to sleep until very late at night, Harry had managed his homework load for once. He wasn’t really sure why he was doing it, just that it was more of a bother if he didn’t.
“It’s erm…” He trailed off, wondering how he was meant to explain as Hermione sat herself down and glanced at one of the books.
“Ghosts?” She questioned with open curiosity.
“When I was with Voldemort,” he purposely did not look at her. “There was a cellar. Mostly for potions but there was something else there. Someone.”
“Did…Did he kill them?” Hermione asked quietly and Harry nodded.
“But he’s stuck there. Not like the ghosts here at Hogwarts. He wasn’t even corporeal until I tried to touch him.”
Next to him, Hermione frowned.
“Maybe it’s because he was a vampire–”
“What?” Said Hermione sharply, leaning forward. “You should have led with that, Harry!”
Harry grumbled. “I was getting to that. Anyway, his name's Edward and he’s…” But he trailed off, wondering how much he should tell her.
“He’s what, Harry?” She asked quietly, her eyes flicking up to the rest of the library before returning to him.
“I said I would help him. That I’d at least get him out of the basement.”
“Well,” Hermione started, rummaging in her bag for parchment and ink. “If he’s stuck down there, he must be bound to something. I assume his death was horrific if he did it, but I wonder why he’d kill a fellow vampire? A territory dispute do you suppose?”
My terrible fledgling.
“Something like that.” Harry mumbled.
“There isn't much to go on,” Hermione said. “And besides,” she shuffled a little closer to him. Tommy stirred in his chest with a warning growl.
Mine.
Harry pressed his knuckles against his sternum, and Hermione’s eyes flicked towards them before glancing back up at Harry.
“It’s not as if you’re ever going back to wherever he kept you…right?”
Harry pressed his lips into a tight thin line.
“It’s…”
There was movement from the other table as one of the girls got to her feet and made her way over to them. It took Harry a moment to recognise her; Cho Chang from the Ravenclaw Quidditch team, a seeker and the only girl on the team.
“Hi Harry,” Cho smiled down at him and Harry blinked up at her, glancing at Hermione whose expression he couldn’t read, before looking back at the girl.
“...Hello.” He said quietly.
Cho lingered, not saying anything for a moment with her hands clasped behind her back as if she wasn’t quite sure where she should put them. Up close, Harry could see the faint tension in her smile, as if she was approaching a skittish animal.
“It’s Cho, I don’t know if you remember–”
“I remember.”
He had remembered thinking Cho was pretty, but couldn’t differentiate the feeling in his stomach, at the time, between butterflies and his all-consuming hunger. At the memory, Tommy growled and Harry thought of a little snake wrapped tight around him.
“Oh, good.” She smiled brightly, her teeth straight but blunt. His thoughts drifted to Tom's sharp fangs and he swallowed.
“I hope I'm not interrupting,” she said, glancing at the spread of books. Behind her, the rest of her friends were giggling and whispering to themselves.
“We were just studying, weren’t we Harry?” Hermione said crisply, sliding one of Harry books closer to him, as if staking out territory. Voldemort used to leave all sorts of books littered around the house in uneven piles, knowing full well no one would dare move or touch them. Harry had toppled some of the piles just to see what his master would do…
“I–well.” Cho cleared her throat. “It’s nice to see you back at school. My boyfriend, Cedric–he graduated last year–he said the Daily Prophet is filled with nonsense. That we shouldn’t listen to any of their rubbish.”
Harry arched an eyebrow, wondering if she had been speaking to Angelina.
“That’s…nice of him.” Harry said, and he found that he meant it. Cho beamed at him and he found his eyes going to her neck. Her pulse point fluttered.
“He’s coming to see me in Hogsmeade in a few weeks and I thought–” She glanced back at the table for a moment to look at the giggling girls. One of them was very pink in the face and Harry frowned.
“–well if you’re not busy, you could come and meet up with him. Oh and Marietta as well. That’s my best friend.”
Next to him, Hermione made the oddest noise in her throat.
“She thought you might not want to be approached by strangers directly. Given…everything.”
“I’m not contagious,” Harry said before he could stop himself. Hermione did a very bad job of hiding her snort.
Cho blinked. “I–no, I didn’t mean–”
“It’s fine,” Harry muttered, rubbing at his chest. “I just–” He frowned. “I don’t really know why she would want to talk to me.” He said in honest bewilderment.
Cho hesitated, and then said very carefully. “She thinks you’re awfully brave after everything. And, well, she’s liked you for a while.”
Hermione’s head finally snapped up. “A while?”
Cho met her gaze, chin lifting a fraction. “Yes, a while.”
Harry stared at the table, suddenly very aware of the steady beat of his heart and Tommy prowling against it.
Mine, mine, mine.
Harry had never really thought about girls, or even had the time to. When he did think about them, it was about the curve of their throats. But it was the same with boys, he supposed. Ron’s sister was pretty, wasn’t she? But beyond that…
The thought of Voldemort's breath ghosting his own neck had him swallowing, fingers pressed into the top of his thighs. It had always just been them, hadn’t it?
His sire. His master. His soul.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
History of Magic had always been a great place for a vampire to nap. He slunk into the corner where no one apart from Ron and Hermione wanted to sit near him. That suited Harry just fine, more than content to be lulled into boredom by the ghost droning on about the giant wars.
A pang of guilt hit him when he thought of Edward, but he blinked it away when Hermione gently nudged his shoulder. It was going to be a miracle if he was going to make it through the day without hiding away in some dark damp corner.
When they made their way down to the dungeons, however, Harry frowned. There was a cold, familiar scent in the air that had not been there years previous. So engrossed in scenting that he did not realise that the Slytherins and most of the Gryffindors were not lined up outside Snape’s classroom but across the corridor.
“–being ridiculous.” Hermione muttered when Harry finally zoned back in.
Glancing over the cluster of fifth years, Harry’s gaze landed on Malfoy and his ilk. The boy wouldn’t meet his gaze, but Pansy Parkinson whispered something, a smirk on her lips that Malfoy did not indulge in.
Next to them, Nott was staring at him. His father had been in the graveyard, he remembered. Mr Nott had watched him place Voldemort’s withered homunculus into the cauldron and then feed on his rejuvenated body. Had he gone home that night and told his son exactly what Harry Potter had done?
The classroom door swung open and Snape stepped out, his gaze sweeping across the corridor. For a long time, he said nothing, and Harry scowled down at his boots. They had started to pinch his toes despite being the correct size.
“Mr Finnigan," Snape said, startling Seamus. “Please explain why you are not lined up outside in the correct manner.”
Seamus opened his mouth and then closed it again. Next to him, the Slytherins shuffled.
“Five points from Gryffindor. You will line up outside my classroom in the correct manner, or I will start taking more points.” He paused when no one moved. “From both houses.”
Harry glanced up with a frown, but Snape’s dark eyes were not on him for once. There was a shuffling, punctuated by the odd grumble until the professor was satisfied with their formation. Only then did he permit them to enter the classroom.
Being back in the potions lab was not as sensory overloading as Harry thought it would be. He missed having his glasses to hide behind, but he could at least now control the assault of various potion ingredients scattered around the room.
He missed Barty.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
History of Magic had always been a great place for a vampire to nap. He slunk into the corner where no one apart from Ron and Hermione wanted to sit near him. That suited Harry just fine, more than content to be lulled into boredom by the ghost droning on about the giant wars.
A pang of guilt hit him when he thought of Edward, but he blinked it away when Hermione gently nudged his shoulder. It was going to be a miracle if he was going to make it through the day without hiding away in some dark damp corner.
When they made their way down to the dungeons, however, Harry frowned. There was a cold, familiar scent in the air that had not been there years previous. So engrossed in scenting that he did not realise that the Slytherins and most of the Gryffindors were not lined up outside Snape’s classroom but across the corridor.
“–being ridiculous.” Hermione muttered when Harry finally zoned back in.
Glancing over the cluster of fifth years, Harry’s gaze landed on Malfoy and his ilk. The boy wouldn’t meet his gaze, but Pansy Parkinson whispered something, a smirk on her lips that Malfoy did not indulge in.
Next to them, Nott was staring at him. His father had been in the graveyard, he remembered. Mr Nott had watched him place Voldemort’s withered homunculus into the cauldron and then feed on his rejuvenated body. Had he gone home that night and told his son exactly what Harry Potter had done?
The classroom door swung open and Snape stepped out, his gaze sweeping across the corridor. For a long time, he said nothing, and Harry scowled down at his boots. They had started to pinch his toes despite being the correct size.
“Mr Finnigan," Snape said, startling Seamus. “Please explain why you are not lined up outside in the correct manner.”
Seamus opened his mouth and then closed it again. Next to him, the Slytherins shuffled.
“Five points from Gryffindor. You will line up outside my classroom in the correct manner, or I will start taking more points.” He paused when no one moved. “From both houses.”
Harry glanced up with a frown, but Snape’s dark eyes were not on him for once. There was a shuffling, punctuated by the odd grumble until the professor was satisfied with their formation. Only then did he permit them to enter the classroom.
Being back in the potions lab was not as sensory overloading as Harry thought it would be. He missed having his glasses to hide behind, but he could at least now control the assault of various potion ingredients scattered around the room.
He missed Barty.
Hail Satan
Unedited snippet from chapter 22 of CIC
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History of Magic had always been a great place for a vampire to nap. He slunk into the corner where no one apart from Ron and Hermione wanted to sit near him. That suited Harry just fine, more than content to be lulled into boredom by the ghost droning on about the giant wars.
A pang of guilt hit him when he thought of Edward but he blinked it away when Hermione gently nudged his shoulder. It was going to be a miracle if he was going to make it through the day without hiding away in some dark damp corner.
When they made their way down to the dungeons however, Harry frowned. There was a cold, familiar, scent in the air that had not been there in years previously. So engrossed in scenting, that he did not realise that the Slytherins and most of the Gryffindors were not lined up outside Snape’s classroom, but across the corridor.
“–being ridiculous.” Hermione muttered when Harry finally zoned back in.
Glancing over the cluster of fifth years, Harry’s gaze landed on Malfoy and his ilk. The boy wouldn’t meet his gaze but Pansy Parkison whispered something, a smirk on her lips that Malfoy did not indulge in.
Next to them, Nott was staring at him. His father had been in the graveyard, he remembered. Mr Nott had watched him place Voldemort’s withered homunculus into the cauldron and then feed on his rejuvenated body. Had he gone home that night and told his son exactly what Harry Potter had done?
The classroom door swung open and Snape stepped out, his gaze sweeping across the corridor. For a long time, he said nothing and Harry scowled down at his boots. They had started to pinch his toes despite being the correct size.
“Mr Finnigan.” Snape said, startling Seamus. “Please explain why you are not lined up outside in the correct manner.”
Seamus opened his mouth and then closed it again. Next to him, the Slytherins shuffled.
“Five points from Gryffindor. You will line up outside my classroom in the correct manner or I will start taking more points.” He paused when no one moved. “From both houses.”
Harry glanced up with a frown but Snape’s dark eyes were not on him for once. There was a shuffling, punctuated by the odd grumble until the professor was satisfied with their formation. Only then did he permit them to enter the classroom.
Being back in the potions lab was not as sensory overloading as Harry thought it would be. He missed having his glasses to hide behind but he could at least now control the assault of various potions ingredients scattered around the room.
He missed Barty.
Taking a seat in the back, he tuned out Snape’s spiel about their upcoming O.W.L’s and the insinuation that very few of them would meet his requirements for the N.E.W.T level. His mind drifted to Barty’s erratic teaching methods, pulling him close and making him read the instructions over and over again.
“That way you won’t miss anything crucial and singe off your eyebrows.”
“Oh so that’s why I didn’t see you for two years,” Harry smirked. “Still growing your ugly face back.”
“Oi!”
He went to tug on his bracelet and then remembered it was gone, stolen, as his fingers skimmed the warm metal of the band. The skin underneath was red and irritated and Harry swallowed back the lump in his throat.
Devastated for astralcrest...
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Night pressed around the room, and Harry was, predictably, wide awake. He curled on top of the mattress, ankle chain tugging whenever he shifted. It was a dull constant reminder of where he was.
He had not been fed again since Snape had visited him, but it was beginning to become obvious that it wasn’t enough. Nothing was enough.
Worse than the hunger was the ache inside of him. The Horcrux was awake. For days it stirred, a restless creature in the dark, pacing inside his chest. It was the only thing Harry thought it could have been. For years it had laid dormant inside of him, to the point that not even Voldemort knew it was there, at first. But now, ripped from his sire…
Claws pressed behind his ribs, not painful really but desperate. It was like a toddler crying in the night.
Harry pressed the heel of his palm against his sternum. “Shh, it’s ok. I’m here.”
The magic inside of him writhed, shivering like something cold and frightened. It didn’t speak in words, not exactly. It pressed impressions into his mind: flashes of red eyes, the scent of serpents and the echo of a commanding hiss.
Where? Where? Want. Need. Hungry. Wrong. Want. Want.
Harry could only sigh. “Stop that… Please.” His breath hitched as another wave of yearning rolled through him, though he could tell it was not his own. The Horcrux felt Voldemort’s absence like a phantom limb. As if it had been subjected to amputation over and over again.
He had fed from his sire for a year, content and happy. It had been ripped away from him, and the thing inside of him howled at the loss of connection.
Wrong. Wrong. Need sire. Give back. Give back.
Harry clutched his shirt to his chest. “Shh, we’re ok.” He whispered to the empty room, and the Horcrux pulsed – a furious little heartbeat of disbelief.
Liar. Hurt. Alone.
Harry squeezed his eyes shut and thought of being four years old, locked in a cupboard and wondering if anyone noticed his absence.
“No one’s hurting you,” he murmured. “You’re safe.” In me.
The magic flickered, sceptical but listening.
Harry curled tighter, folding around the ache in his chest. He imagined wrapping his arms around the Horcrux like a child, tucking it under his chin the way Regulus would in the nest. He envisioned Barty enveloping them all and Voldemort's weight around them.
“It’s ok,” he whispered again. “It’s ok, I've got you.”
The Horcrux squirmed, a child resisting comfort but wanting it too badly to pull away. A pulse of sorrow hit him so sharply he gasped.
Sire. Want sire. Need.
“Me too." Harry choked back a sob and pressed his forehead to the cold wall. The piece of Voldemort inside of him was fragile, stunted and cracked, but it trusted him. It only had him. It whimpered, a faint vibration through his bones.
Afraid.
He reached inward, steadying his breath, and let his magic wrap around the little shard like a blanket. Trying to soothe, not smother. Just holding it.
A soft pulse answered him.
Mine.
Harry swallowed. “I’m here,” he whispered, letting exhaustion pull at him. “I’ve got you, ok?”
So slowly, that Harry barely felt it, the Horcrux calmed. Its frantic pacing slowed, the desperate tugging on his magic eased, and a soft, warm pulse spread through his chest. It was like a child had crawled into his lap and curled up to sleep.
Harry sagged back on the bed, trembling, and clutched at his chest.
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HURT
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