Pearl’s World

Writer, Poet, Artist, Love and Loss Specialist 🩶The Muse, The Music and The Misery🎼

[iampearlharbour]

I hate men and their mothers.

-Pearl H

[iampearlharbour]

You said you didn’t want a pretty girl

You said you want someone like you

Baby, I think you need to love yourself before loving somebody else.

- Pearl H

[iampearlharbour]

“I miss that man who I loved me in my teens, but he’s not here no more

He wants nothing to do with me

So I locked the door and threw away the key

But sometimes, I think about him in my sleep.”

-Pearl H

[iampearlharbour]

I had this awesome dream that Dr Strange was waiting for me in this lecture hall. We sat down and it was so romantic.. why did he pull me in and hug me?? Why did he tell me that he missed me and that he was waiting for me??

I know it’s the day after Valentine’s but holy shit.

Anyway, Dr Strange is hot and I’m manifesting to find a man like him.

[iampearlharbour]

Oh, to be a trust fund baby.

- Pearl H

[diaryyun]

You can live fully and still feel invisible, but your existence matters even in silence.

[iampearlharbour]

I miss romance back when I was a kid

That’s when it wasn’t dead.

It was two people chasing each other out loud

No pretending to not care

No fear of showing too much

Connection without playing games

Now it’s everyone scared of being the one who cares more.

Because you are scared of..

Being rejected

Looking foolish

Giving more than getting back

I can tell you that I’m so far from that

But what’s the point of trying when no one else wants to try?

I give my heart out to anyone who does try

I will shed a few tears when it doesn’t truly work out.

I could tell you all the names and faces I’ve loved throughout.. but,

Life moves on, what can you do?

God has someone for me

But I wonder when he’s gonna be coming

Do I now live in wishful thinking? Because if there’s a new man in my life I start believing but a few weeks or months it all becomes disappointing

And if I’m meant to be alone, please take my desire to love and to be loved

Where does all this love go?

I have a lot saved up for me, but it’s gets lonely when you’re in 3 bedroom house just watching tv.

If it’s not for you, him, her or them..

Maybe love isn’t for me.

- Pearl H

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[massivex]

oh, to be loved without having fear of being replaced, or to be chosen without being compared.

[wordx]

i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

[iampearlharbour]

Sincerely,

The Fool

[iampearlharbour]

Jeremy/Jason

"Sitting with a bucket of ice cream in my hand

Writing about a man I’ve met

I didn’t know his name, I wondered what it was but never asked 

Lived too short and fast, but so contemporary 

Long live the memory 

I wrote out your name, I call you Jeremy

Chocolate covered strawberries that I was being fed

Lo-fi, dim lights in the room that we kept

No need for the jagged and dirty steps

We walked up the halls, just talking for hours like nothing was happening at all

No obsession, just clear acceptation 

In each other’s reciprocal provision

Folding all the laundry that’s on my bed 

Thinking about all the skeletons 

Some people want you for rank, but some people want you for a companion gain

Sometimes you wish for people to stay, but God knows there’s a lot more at stake 

And sometimes you have to sacrifice your wishful thinking, for your well future deserved 

I felt my door closing sooner..

Finished with the laundry on my bed

Putting it away in the storage in my head 

It’s good to have those old foot notes of those skeletons 

Trying to save you from the last times “almost death” 

You told me your name was Jason, no wonder why I left."

~ Pearl H

[iampearlharbour]

I’m now casually living in hiding, I love it💙

Like totally wanna be off the grid, no social media, no one but me and this quietness that does bring ease.

In the season of giving, it’s giving to me.

[iampearlharbour]

Rawfear

Dude, just casually listening to Rawfear by twenty one pilots and why am I crying?!?!?!

[iampearlharbour]

11.20.2025

How else do you let it be?

I can't seem to find the door and close it for good.

To say, "I'll never face that beach and waves". Is like forgetting the best days. So how could I tell you? How else can I repeat? Will you even listen? Will you just ignore and go on with your day?

The fate fell beneath our feet. A desert waste land. Forgotten valley. The only star in the sky.

The worshiper became the lost and undevoted. Forgotten and scattered their tokens. At such a meak time. Muscles and rapid brain fissures. Did it ever occur that you were the problem and You made me the monster?

The worshipee became bolder and defensive. Never taken for granted and so hungry for those "sayings". At such a weak time. Fog and delirium ruptured all the lands. Did it ever occur to you I was trying to make this right?

So let me say it again,

 I was too risky again to love this time. 

And maybe again.

maybe again.. Maybe again.. maybe again.. mAyBe aGaIn?

 I was too risky again to love this time. 

Just maybe next time too.

~ Pearl H

[halseyoungod]

Halsey performing at Fillmore Auditorium in Denver as part of the Back to Badlands Tour on November 12th, 2025. Photographed by Alden Bonecutter.

[kafkaswasteddayz]

not now honey, mommy’s yearning for something that once was and will never be again