Void Diary

Logging the progress of my void journey with my bestfriend 🩷

[iamryujin]

About Me

Hi I'm S and I discovered what the void was in September and have been interested in reaching the void and shifting since, not necessarily as invested in loa as the other two. This blog is me documenting my personal journey to the void state.

My Posts

Is the void something I should keep investing in?

What do we need to know about the void?

My void attempts log which I update continuously

My void success story is coming up!

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[juliefiedxd-deactivated20231119]

This community encourages a constant state of toxic positivity because they think if they aren't overly optimistic and hopeful than they won't get what they want since they're in the middle of making loa work for them or in the middle of trying to reach the void. This of course extends to how everyone who is becoming increasingly desperate to treat everyone else in the community, and therefore that includes every "success" story, with the same overly optimistic, hopeful naivety (toxic positivity that serves no one in the end).

Considering you already knew this, that paragraph is only for the people who may happen to stumble upon this embarrassing, lonely and desperate attempt (in the form of a petty tumblr blog) at getting the praise, compliments and attention you clearly aren't getting in your daily life.

Everyone can tell you're lying. The positive attention you're getting is only from people who are as desperate as you but not as pathetic and their praise is shallow because it's born out of desperation for wanting their own desires. No one truly cares about you and they're only even being nice to you out of the 0.005% chance you could be telling the truth. Get that through your head, this desperate attempt for attention isn't going to make your tiny little heart fuller.

You make the entire loa and shifting community look idiotic and you're turning away people who could actually really use it just because you want your heart to race for those 5 seconds when someone likes your post or you see a notification in your inbox. Find a real hobby elsewhere or at least take loa and shifting seriously.

Umm excuse me, I've been in this community for like 3+ years. You don't know me, and have no idea the struggles I've went through since my childhood. You don't even have an idea the way I was really desperate to shift and change my reality. Finally I found something that could change me and used it. That's it. Literally that's it. I'm scripting my dream life yet, and getting into the void was such a life changing act for me. Next up, I'm gonna get into it once again to wake up in a reality that I desire and deserve. Ikr some things just sound as fake as my old friends, but trust me that's the truth and my journey. This community is full of toxic people ik. We are pure consciousnesses that are here to persue a materialistic life. Live and let live. People are going through so much struggles with their mindset. And I'm tryna guide them as much as I can. And I don't get excited about notifs in my inbox. I usually am annoyed by those notifs. My dms were spammed even before I posted my void success. So ig you can find a real hobby elsewhere. Tumblr sure is a place full of drama and negativity that influences people to not use their full potential. Everyone has infinite potential, so stop tryna ruin them by these kinda stuff. Anything and everything is possible. And the way your mindset is, is the issue. Just don't come at me with 'you're lying' or 'everyone knows you're fake' blah blah blah. What's it to you? I ain't making this community idiotic. People like you who impose limits do.

[iamryujin]

Isn't it New Year's Eve for you, shouldn't you be celebrating?

[iamryujin]

Unique Manifestations

If you see this reblog with your unique manifestations other people might not have thought of before! Let's give each other ideas to help us all create our perfect realities!

Here are some I can think of right now:

Never get sick of your favorite songs and to never associate songs with bad memories

Shoes always feel comfortable and never cause damage

Your phone has a really good camera that can capture photos how you see them in person

Electronics never malfunction or run slowly

Food delivery orders never go wrong

Hair dries quickly

Corner bed sheets and duvet covers always stay in place

Shows you love never get cancelled

[iamryujin]

Shifting is not real

What!!! I had no idea omg!!!

[iamryujin]

Why do some people say the void state is shifting and some say it happens in this reality?

It really just depends on what you believe, there's no right or wrong answer I guess because no one can say what's the truth.

Personally my bff and I see it as permanently shifting. I mean, do you really think no one has manifested for no wars, no pollution, no global warming, no poverty or for no r*pists or p*dos to exist anymore before? Pretty sure a lot of these people just reality shift permanently and think they fixed the world not realising they just left this reality. That aside, I personally do think manifestations of many kinds are possible in this reality too. There's just too much proof of it working.

Just follow the belief you think works for you ✿

[iamryujin]

✿ Shifting Update

Since my best friend and I are not attempting to permanently shift (void state) until we've mastered shifting more my attempts have been a bit sporadic. We have settled on three temporary scripts. One for her, one for me and one for the both of us. These scripts are pretty much finalised and will only be edited to slightly tweak it if either of us thinks of something to add. The one for both of us is for times when we try to shift together and the individual ones are for when we're unable to do that so we can at least have some practice.

I haven't had a real attempt recently because my sleeping has been bad. The main problem has been I keep waking up before my alarms throughout the night but also not sleepy enough to attempt to lucid dream using the FILD technique. Anyway I still meditate before sleeping and I got pretty close twice.

The first attempt I entered the darkness. I don't know what to call it but it's when you feel the darkness expanding and for the first time I felt myself expanding with it. I always meditate with my lamp on because it makes me recognise when things go dark easier and it was weird to open my eyes and not be able to see anything and feel my body disappearing too but the only problem was I could still hear everything. I began to focus on what I could hear too much so I started to feel my body again and then the darkness disappeared and I saw everything in my room again.

The second one was just before. I easily entered the alpha state again and began to feel myself levitating but it was weird. It wasn't how I usually feel floating, I could only get so high off my bed so I just gave up and decided to try and lucid dream but once again, I woke up before my alarm and I only napped instead of sleeping properly.

I think it's worked out for the best though because my best friend and I are both free today so we'll probably shift together this afternoon or tonight.

And please remember, you don't need to believe what I believe. Focus on whatever works for you ✿

[dreams-fulfilled]

⭐️ I will shift to my desired reality tonight ⭐️

[iamryujin]

Do you really have to reality shift to get your manifestations?

Pretty sure yes, probably not for small things that are possible here already so I guess it depends

[iamryujin]

Dreaming (twice in a row) about the life I'm gonna manifest with void is a sign that I'm gonna enter void soon? Is it?

I’m pretty sure it can be!

[iamryujin]

Small update: My bff and I are working on a new temporary script before we try to reach the void state (permanently shift). So far it's going well and we're excited to experience a new reality together just for fun. We're both getting the symptoms people say you receive once you start making shifting a habit, and this is happening before we even knew about them (we only talked about them amongst each other and then only for the past few days have we been diving deeper online). I keep seeing angel numbers everywhere, I even have a notification of a text that was sent at 2:22am that still won't leave my home screen even though I've clicked on it, read it and replied many times now. Can't wait to share even more successes!

[iamryujin]

Documenting My Personal Void Journey

✿ Is it possible for me to get into the void on my next attempt?

Oracle Card: Yes

Your intuition is correct. Take action accordingly

Meaning: You're fairly certain about your next move, and you pulled this card as additional validation which will spur you into action. This card confirms your intuition is accurate, that you can trust it fully.

The joy you feel, knowing that your intuitive feelings are valid, may be tempered by the fear of making life changes. Heaven wants you to know, however, that all of the details are being taken care of. You're supported in all ways as long as you ask for help and then accept it as it comes to you in various forms.

[iamryujin]

Hi Everyone ✿ Does anyone here have any favorite reality checks for lucid dreams? I love how easily the FILD technique works but I hate how the downside is how it's common for them to induce false awakenings.

[iamryujin]

Documenting My Personal Void Journey

✿ What do we need to know about the void?

Tarot Card: Daughter of Skulls

Meaning: The Daughter of Skulls symbolizes the limitless potential of life on earth. She represents the birth of the new and the pregnancy which precedes it. She characterizes all that is life enriching, abundant, perfect and exquisite. She is fertile, warm and beautiful. She bears the secret seed of the Everlasting. She is inspired, sensual, and full of the bliss of being alive. She is committed, dependable and secure. She is an expression of the natural earthy warmth that nourishes all life. Inwardly, she represents a natural growth in perfect flow with the divine. She represents the impulse of life in the universe.

In a reading, the card stands for the birth of anything new or for something coming to fruition. This could be a situation, concept, idea, project, dream or truth. The card gives birth to the goals and wishes we have set in motion. It can also indicate that a message is soon to arrive. This card relates to the end of a process, to our dreams becoming a reality or to the renewal of commitments. It symbolizes our soul enjoying the sensual pleasures of the physical world.

Upright Meaning: Steady and secure materialization. Infinite potential. Birth. Pregnancy. Limitless possibility. Completion. Abundance. Perfect balance of the elements. Strength. Tangible. Prosperous. Complete earthly happiness. Pure creation. Opportunity. Generous. Beautiful. Sensual. Natural impulses. Enrichment. Benevolent. Arousal. Erogenous. Adoration. Truth. Security. Commitment. Freedom. Sensations. Sublime. Perfection. Pure harmony. Divine Inspiration and Holy Wisdom.

[dreams-fulfilled]

journey to the void state: october 10th

i laid in bed listening to theta waves and planned to count to the void. i became too relaxed to focus on anything, it was like my body was asleep, but my mind was floating around in my head. i couldn’t focus on any thoughts, but it was extremely comfortable. i gained some consciousness and realized i should be trying to enter the void state knowing my bestie was currently trying to get there as well. so i got up and checked my phone and realized i was in some sort of meditative state for almost 30 minutes.

i tried to use my usual method of counting to enter the void, but getting up had made me tense. i was too anxious to focus properly, counting seemed impossible in the beginning and my mind was full of negative pessimistic thoughts. even as it became slightly more fluid and counting wasn’t as hard, i didn’t feel as if i was rocking or spinning or anything (which usually starts by around #30) so i ended up giving up.

i won’t give up tonight though. i won’t let anything stop me. i have no other options, but to persist.

⭐️ i am the void. i am pure consciousness. everything i desire is mine. ⭐️

[iamryujin]

Void Attempts Log

✿ First Attempt I discovered the void some time in September and told my bff about it. A tarot reading I did told us it would be something worth trying so we both tried that night. I know nothing about meditation so I followed a guided one and felt I could picture what I was supposed to picture quite vividly but I didn't shift or reach the void state. I ended up having a lucid dream but only found out later you can reach the void through lucid dreams.

✿ Second Attempt Researched a lot more about the void this time, including different methods and decided to try out a few. I spent hours trying different meditation videos. I was getting annoyed because some of them made me feel more irritated than relaxed (Yoga Nidra as one that just made me uncomfortable). Finally I found an alpha state one that worked instantly, I was surprised because I almost thought I had been hypnotized. After reaching the alpha state I tried counting down to the void but kept losing focus and just fell asleep, but I decided I would stick with this meditation.

✿ Third Attempt I had a lucid dream where I affirmed for the void state and I started floating but then the dream location just changed.

✿ Fourth Attempt I had a lucid dream where I was being chased by an animal so I climbed a tree, when I was in the tree I realized I was dreaming and tried to affirm for the void even though I was super high strung in the dream since I was being chased. My dream location just changed from being in the tree to me being at a school, I tried to affirm again but woke up.

✿ Fifth Attempt Stuck to my usual alpha state mediation and as I was counting down to the void I started to feel myself sinking into my bed, then I felt my bed shaking and then I couldn't feel my body but I could still hear my fan and the meditation music. After that, I think I must have fallen asleep but I woke up and I was surrounded in blackness and thought I was falling. Then I started to go up and down but I got excited thinking I was in the void and immediately exited and was in my bedroom again.

✿ Sixth Attempt I was having a nightmare and realized I was dreaming so I affirmed for the void but just woke up.

✿ Seventh Attempt I had another lucid dream and decided I needed to spend a while in the dream before I affirmed so I walked around and explored. I was in a random neighborhood so I walked into one of the houses and just looked around. I got sucked back into the dream though because all of a sudden I only remembered what I was supposed to do when I had wandered into a music store and woke up.

✿ Eighth Attempt My bff and I finally decided we would try every night together and not randomly anymore. I followed my alpha state mediation and entered the alpha state instantly but kept getting lost counting down to the void state and woke up.

✿ Ninth Attempt Used the FILD technique but forgot to do a reality check and only realized I had become lucid after my alarm went off again because I accidentally pressed snooze and didn't actually turn my alarm off. Tried again but didn't lucid dream.

✿ Tenth Attempt I tried the FILD technique a total of three times. The first time I remembered to try my reality check but it didn’t work so I assumed I was still awake and kept trying until I actually woke up and realized I had been lucid already. For reference, the reality check I used was trying to make my fingers go through the palm of my other hand and since I couldn’t no matter how hard I pressed so I thought I was still awake. The second time, I felt myself being lifted up from my bed instantly but then I felt myself float back down so I decided to do a reality check again thinking I maybe woke up. The reality check failed so I picked my phone up to text my bff about my attempts and how I was annoyed only to actually wake up halfway through writing the texts. I tried again for a third time and knew I had become lucid and affirmed for the void and began floating and falling but I woke up. 

[dreams-fulfilled]

journey to the void state ⭐️

- a log of my attempts so far

first attempt some time in september the night my bestfriend told me what the void was. as soon as i felt tired, i instantly started affirming for the void. i felt my body shoot up and start flying. a flew for what felt like maybe a 30 seconds before i realized my body was paralyzed and i was experiencing sleep paralysis. i started having hallucinations (auditory and visual) thinking i could see outside of my body and that my brother came into my room and flashing my lights to wake me up. as a constant victim of sleep paralysis, i knew this wasn't real so i tired to ignore it, but it wouldn't stop so i ended up getting up to check if he was really there.

second attempt way less eventful. just felt the bed rocking back and forth. darkness slightly expanded behind my eyelids.

attempts shortly after this just included fingers tingling, darkness expanding or sleep paralysis being too torturous to continue.

october 6th i used a theta waves video and laid on my back in the dark, imagined a screen in my mind and counted down from 12 while imagining the numbers in different fonts to help me focus, counted down from 12 without the screen or picturing the numbers, counted to 100 to reach the void state and affirmed for the void after each number. i could feel myself becoming more relaxed and focused as i began to count the numbers without imagining a screen. then i started counting up to 100, as i got to 30 my body felt as if it was rocking and then i felt as if i was spinning in my bed constantly. i continued to affirm for the void and began telling myself “at 100 i will reach the void” by 70 i felt as if i was spinning at the end of a pendulum and could no longer feel my body or focus on anything besides counting and affirming. had to calm myself from how excited i was getting. by number 80, i realized my phone wasn’t on do not disturb when I received multiple texts from someone. this ended my session :(

october 7th i used the same method as the night previously. was constantly spinning, but was unable to reach the void at 100. i just kept spinning until i gave up. it didn’t feel as intense as the previous night though.

october 8th-9th no attempt made. will continue tonight.

⭐️ i am the void. i am pure consciousness. all of my desires are mine. ⭐️