Void Diary

logging my progress..

[dreams-fulfilled]

I had like a 30 min lucid dream last night

[dreams-fulfilled]

loa twitter is the worst possible place to go for loa unless you like being lied to by people who don’t understand the law lmao

[petalsprophecy]

@juliefiedxd is lying about their void success story.

they claim to have manifested to now being in december 2023 yet they are somehow still in our timeline.

upon being asked to clarify this edited screenshot by screen recording them googling “what day is it today” they deleted their edited screenshot and removed all replies.

stop letting people with obviously fake stories get away with this gross exploitative behavior. it only wastes YOUR energy.

just block and report this account.

[juliefiedxd-deactivated20231119]

This community encourages a constant state of toxic positivity because they think if they aren't overly optimistic and hopeful than they won't get what they want since they're in the middle of making loa work for them or in the middle of trying to reach the void. This of course extends to how everyone who is becoming increasingly desperate to treat everyone else in the community, and therefore that includes every "success" story, with the same overly optimistic, hopeful naivety (toxic positivity that serves no one in the end).

Considering you already knew this, that paragraph is only for the people who may happen to stumble upon this embarrassing, lonely and desperate attempt (in the form of a petty tumblr blog) at getting the praise, compliments and attention you clearly aren't getting in your daily life.

Everyone can tell you're lying. The positive attention you're getting is only from people who are as desperate as you but not as pathetic and their praise is shallow because it's born out of desperation for wanting their own desires. No one truly cares about you and they're only even being nice to you out of the 0.005% chance you could be telling the truth. Get that through your head, this desperate attempt for attention isn't going to make your tiny little heart fuller.

You make the entire loa and shifting community look idiotic and you're turning away people who could actually really use it just because you want your heart to race for those 5 seconds when someone likes your post or you see a notification in your inbox. Find a real hobby elsewhere or at least take loa and shifting seriously.

Umm excuse me, I've been in this community for like 3+ years. You don't know me, and have no idea the struggles I've went through since my childhood. You don't even have an idea the way I was really desperate to shift and change my reality. Finally I found something that could change me and used it. That's it. Literally that's it. I'm scripting my dream life yet, and getting into the void was such a life changing act for me. Next up, I'm gonna get into it once again to wake up in a reality that I desire and deserve. Ikr some things just sound as fake as my old friends, but trust me that's the truth and my journey. This community is full of toxic people ik. We are pure consciousnesses that are here to persue a materialistic life. Live and let live. People are going through so much struggles with their mindset. And I'm tryna guide them as much as I can. And I don't get excited about notifs in my inbox. I usually am annoyed by those notifs. My dms were spammed even before I posted my void success. So ig you can find a real hobby elsewhere. Tumblr sure is a place full of drama and negativity that influences people to not use their full potential. Everyone has infinite potential, so stop tryna ruin them by these kinda stuff. Anything and everything is possible. And the way your mindset is, is the issue. Just don't come at me with 'you're lying' or 'everyone knows you're fake' blah blah blah. What's it to you? I ain't making this community idiotic. People like you who impose limits do.

[iamryujin]

Isn't it New Year's Eve for you, shouldn't you be celebrating?

[dreams-fulfilled]

LMAOOOOOOOOO

[dreams-fulfilled]

11/16 attempt

So I had an extremely powerful lucid dream last night, and the longest lucid dream I’ve ever had in my life. I’ve never felt so stabilized in a dream. It was to the point that I was afraid to do the “fall into the void” method because I was convinced I’d hurt myself!

I think I got into this deep state through doing a meditation before bed, waking up 3.5-4 hours into my sleep and doing a guided lucid dreaming meditation. I actually woke up at the end of this 90 min meditation and took my AirPods out, so I’m not even necessarily sure if it triggered this lucid dream or if it was just me, but I felt the need to include this anyway!

The dream felt like this reality, but more beautiful. But it also seemed like we were living in some after math of a war? There was a large statue with hands reaching out coming out from under a lake that made it look like it was destroyed and left there. The lake had like, white foggy but clear water? You couldn’t see anything in it though. This lake was leading into a big ocean. This dream was taking place in front of a school for the most part and mini giraffes were school pets, but you could see big giraffes in the distance. It was like giraffes were common pets in this world. The skies were super pretty and permanently a pinkish blueish golden hour type color. There was also a point where I was working again at a job I just quit, with a new boss, new employees and a whole new vibe to it that made working there way more tolerable. There was also a point where I was on the phone with my bestie and shifting partner, and she was talking me through stabilizing myself I remember telling her over and over that “I can’t tell if I’m dreaming or not” All of this really made me feel like I shifted to another reality 💀 but I eventually realized my hands having 6-7 fingers each.

The dream shifted locations a lot, but I stayed the lucid the whole time and tried to ground myself. I focused so much on this so much that I kind of forgot to shift! Every time I thought to i was like “okay, let me make sure I’m really grounded”

I even remember when I was outside the school, i dropped to the floor and looked at every detail of it. It was EXTREMELY detailed just like real life. Then when I ended up at home and was in my room I even picked up a pencil and a piece of paper to do math equations and stabilize myself, but when I’d write a number the paper would show a different number so I gave up and tried to do the equations in my head.

Once I finally was gonna attempt to fall into the void I felt the dream fading and myself waking up 😕

I think some of the mistakes I made here were not thinking to try and shift by walking through a door or something, in this dream I was convinced the void was the only way. I also forgot to affirm as much as I wanted to, I should have even attempted to affirm until I woke up!

I cant wait to attempt again though. I swear every time I feel myself getting closer.

[dreams-fulfilled]

11/13

So last night, my lucid dream started off with me in my room. Some how, I instantly knew I was dreaming despite the dream being in such a realistic location. As soon as I spawned in the dream I knew what was up and instantly started trying to stabilize.

Because I already knew I was in a lucid dream, I got a bit cocky and instantly tried the “fall back into the void” method, which ended in me falling back, feeling like I was hitting some soft surface and then instantly appearing in another lucid dream. I lost sight of my goal and started just interacting with the dream as normal.

I think my mistakes here were being too arrogant and rushing the stabilization/grounding process. I only looked around a bit, I didn’t really observe my surroundings as much as I should have because it just felt so real, but that doesn’t matter.

[dreams-fulfilled]

Omg I just woke up from the craziest lucid dream! Let me post my experience I drafted from a few days ago before i get into this

[dreams-fulfilled]

💭 shifting from a lucid dream

these are notes I’ve gathered to help me personally shift so they’ll only include what to do if you already know how to lucid dream. sorry.

tips to ground yourself once in a lucid dream:

✨DO NOT RUSH. Focus, keep in mind and firmly believe that you have plenty of time to lucid dream and shift.

✨widen your eyes & inspect your environment. try to see the details of everything around you.

✨look at your hands and really examine them, count your finger nails, look at the hairs, look at the lines & wrinkles

✨focus on the tiny details of things around you

✨ focus on your tactile awareness (grab something, feel all the details of it, examine it as you touch it)

✨move your tongue or try and bite it

✨feel the ground or look at the pavement

tips to shift once you’re grounded & stabilized within the LD:

✨ affirm and believe that you will shift to your desired reality

✨ find a door, create a portal, press a button, interact with any object you want with the FULL BELIEF and intention that interacting with this will trigger you to wake up in your DR.

✨set the intention and say to yourself “if I do _____ I will wake up in my desired reality”

✨ set the intention “once I fall backwards, I’ll enter the void state” and shift from there, or “once I fall backwards, I’ll wake up in my DR/waiting room.” then let yourself fall

⭐️ i will shift to my desired reality tonight. shifting is easy and i can do it whenever i want. ⭐️

[dreams-fulfilled]

I finally got to try this myself :) I’ll post an update soon.

[dreams-fulfilled]

Thinking about the method where you affirm that lucid dreams trigger shifting to your DR or WR. Every time you have a lucid dream, you can relax and enjoy it knowing it means you’ve shifted to your DR and will be there when you wake up!

[dreams-fulfilled]

💭 shifting from a lucid dream

these are notes I’ve gathered to help me personally shift so they’ll only include what to do if you already know how to lucid dream. sorry.

tips to ground yourself once in a lucid dream:

✨DO NOT RUSH. Focus, keep in mind and firmly believe that you have plenty of time to lucid dream and shift.

✨widen your eyes & inspect your environment. try to see the details of everything around you.

✨look at your hands and really examine them, count your finger nails, look at the hairs, look at the lines & wrinkles

✨focus on the tiny details of things around you

✨ focus on your tactile awareness (grab something, feel all the details of it, examine it as you touch it)

✨move your tongue or try and bite it

✨feel the ground or look at the pavement

tips to shift once you’re grounded & stabilized within the LD:

✨ affirm and believe that you will shift to your desired reality

✨ find a door, create a portal, press a button, interact with any object you want with the FULL BELIEF and intention that interacting with this will trigger you to wake up in your DR.

✨set the intention and say to yourself “if I do _____ I will wake up in my desired reality”

✨ set the intention “once I fall backwards, I’ll enter the void state” and shift from there, or “once I fall backwards, I’ll wake up in my DR/waiting room.” then let yourself fall

⭐️ i will shift to my desired reality tonight. shifting is easy and i can do it whenever i want. ⭐️

[dreams-fulfilled]

Last night I had a lucid dream. I went to sleep with the intention of having one but didn’t think I actually would!

I went to sleep with my hand written waiting room script under my pillow. I actually planned to try a guided lucid dreaming audio when I woke up in the middle of the night after about 4 hours of sleep, but when I woke up I realized I would have to get up and get ready soon so I didn’t.

I decided to go back to sleep a bit longer and I ended up in a lucid dream!

I remember being in the dream, walking down a empty street thinking about whatever task I had planned next to do in that dream and then I was like “Wait… im dreaming!”

So I stopped in the dream, and tried to ground myself. I did a reality check that I’m not sure worked or not, but I still knew I was dreaming anyway. Then I tried to get a good footing on the concrete below me.

After that, I said “when I turn around there will be a portal to my waiting room” but when I turned around everything was black and there was like… a rainbow image of some guy… I don’t know how to explain it, but I was no longer lucid dreaming at this point.

I also dreamed of reaching void state…I think… but I don’t remember a lot. It was more like a feeling?

Anyway, I’m really happy about this and see it as amazing progress! I’ve never had so much control in a dream before and I just wish I could have made the portal!!! I’m trying again tonight!

I just need to make sure to not rush the process and ground myself properly.

[dreams-fulfilled]

To help me get into the correct mindset to shift (or get to my main goal, permanently shifting/respawning) I’m learning to give up and let go of things in this reality, starting with a collection I’ve been working on (more like chained to lol) for the past 3 years.

Maybe this might sound unnecessary, but to me personally, it’ll definitely benefit my overall mentality when it comes to permanently shifting. This will help me cut off some attachment I have to this reality and tear down some mental blockages. I’m actually super excited to do it.

I just feel like what’s the point? Why hold on to things in this reality that do not matter when I’m about to get everything I want and more? I need to focus on what actually matters to me on a larger scale.

[dreams-fulfilled]

never hate, just wait your turn.

[dreams-fulfilled]

I will shift no matter what

[iamryujin]

Why do some people say the void state is shifting and some say it happens in this reality?

It really just depends on what you believe, there's no right or wrong answer I guess because no one can say what's the truth.

Personally my bff and I see it as permanently shifting. I mean, do you really think no one has manifested for no wars, no pollution, no global warming, no poverty or for no r*pists or p*dos to exist anymore before? Pretty sure a lot of these people just reality shift permanently and think they fixed the world not realising they just left this reality. That aside, I personally do think manifestations of many kinds are possible in this reality too. There's just too much proof of it working.

Just follow the belief you think works for you ✿

[dreams-fulfilled]

Shopping for your bestie is such an underrated sense of euphoria

[dreams-fulfilled]

Saw this post of yours https://www.tumblr.com/ryujinsvoid/731636456957804544/last-night-i-think-i-got-kind-of-close-i?source=share

Girl, those are symptoms of the void state! Spinning, feeling like you're being pulled out of your body, not feeling your body anymore, that means you're about to enter the void.

Omg it’s weird how in my mind I know those are symptoms because I’ve read it so much, but when it’s happening it’s like I don’t process or fully understand how close I’m truly getting and just give up. It’s like I feel like I can’t get close enough, or there’s some push I need. You kind of just made me realize I was way closer to entering than I thought though!