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all the weight i'd lost, i've gained back. started therapy and shit, boyfriend lives with me now, and in trying to help him be healthier and safer i spun myself out i guess. let's try this again. i'll either get better at finding a balance, or it'll kill me. something's gotta give

todays my birthday means garbage eating all weekend bc that's how people celebrate and it means skipping gym to spend time with people

my boyfriend comes up for the weekend on Thursday, he's never seen me this heavy before lol i was really hoping id have lost weight by now fuck

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my “eat it all now so you won’t be tempted tomorrow” mentality is getting pretty old

logically i know i didnt actually 10 permanent pounds overnight and irs because i ate a lot in cwlebration yesterday bug seeing 161 on the scale when i had JUAT been at my goal weight FUCKING destroyed me.

January 1st 2022 already feels devastating when i was so hopeful for this year but starting now i'm planning to get my diet back on track and start counting calories tomorrow again

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I had been doing real good, even dropped below 150 for a While but then my gym closed. And stress and depression and whatever excuses led me to nightly binges on cookies and sweets and i wanna die

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Meme of the day

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me af

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Ended a real good streak with a baaad binge last night and i feel disgusting. I don't really know why people don't talk about this side of many EDs-- I didn't want that to happen. I had a subjectively healthy dinner but my body was still hungry and then things spiralled and it genuinely feels like you can't stop until you're sick. And now i feel like garbage mentally ane physically and it sucks bur at rhe end of the day its my fault right lol