I am trash

I’m here,I’m queer and full of existential fear

[toastbutteregg]

[sa-dnesss]

“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

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[anxietyproblem]

[striders]

me staring at my calculator app for 45 seconds before i remember i was trying to open my clock app to set an alarm

[fascinic]

𝓕𝓪𝓼𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓬 ✨

[anxietyproblem]

[leximitchells]

10.05.2021 || 31.12.2021

[voidbot]

normalise ‘it’s ok, you don’t have to find someone’ instead of ‘you’ll find someone one day’

[sporadicgoblin-deactivated20220]

You DO NOT have to find someone. It’s so very important to understand that. Societal norms have brain washed entire generations into thinking procreation is a MUST, thus making romantic and/or sexual partnerships a MUST. Please, let me be clear… THEY ARE NOT A REQUIREMENT FOR HAPPINESS AND FULFILLMENT. YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE FOR NOT HAVING A PARTNER!

[emswift]

ho ho holy shit it’s december first (1st)

[gothish]

Not to self diagnose but something is wrong

[guooey]

[isabella-danielle72]

[snorlaxatives]

people who can just plop their sweet lil heads down on their pillow and quickly fall asleep don’t know how lucky they are… i gotta construct a whole ass cinematic universe in my head with dramatic plot twists and in-depth characters to help me fall asleep

[hogwartsaheadcanon]

I was genuinely stunned when I realised not everyone told themselves elaborate internal bedtime stories every night without fail, inclusive of occasionally having to get back up out of bed to figure out a blocking issue in the mental scene that’s fucking up your ability to concerntrate on the narrative. It’s honestly only in the last few years that I’ve realised the amount of time I spend in various paracosms is not necessarily that normal, and for the life of me I cannot figure out what the fuck people who don’t do this spend their time thinking about?

My mum says she just thinks about real world stuff? All the time? Like jobs she has to do and the like?

I can remember lying in bed when I couldn’t have been any older than six mentally constructing self-insert Lord of the Rings AUs, I reckon a solid 90% of my waking life is spent with at least a background noise of some fictional scenario running through my mind, and I just find it completely fascinating how different people’s brains work because it had genuinely never occurred to me that that wasn’t just How Humans Functioned.

Brains are weird. Also I still can’t figure out what I’d do with all that time and brainspace, I can’t comprehend it at all.

[curator-at-large]

Oh yes and mine lasts for weeks. When I do fall asleep it’s like a “To Be Continued” and then the next night it starts “Previously on”

[dailytwitterposts]

[catchymemes]

[asterekmess]

You ever open up a fic and barely a paragraph in your whole body starts trembling with giddy excitement?

The plot is exactly right and the atmosphere and the voice are all soul-singingly good, right at the very beginning, and you have to stop yourself from hooting like a crazy old wizard because Oh HOo HOOOOOO this one’s gonna be GOOD

[maybuds]

being in your 20s is like: i’m so young i’m so old. i should do everything i should rest. i can do what i want but i need to be careful. i’m an Adult™ but i need help from an Adult™. i’m so smart i’m so stupid. i’m leaving i feel left behind. i want to be a kid again and i can’t wait to be old. i’ve done a lot i’ve done nothing. i wanna be alone but i’m so lonely. like.... what the hell ??