Icarus @icarus-will-survive - Tumblr Blog

I thought since I’m back I’d re introduce myself!

I go by Icarus here but obvi that’s not my real name lol, I’m a trans guy and getting top surgery in December WHOHOO!

I’m vegan, I love animals and people and I’m a second year uni student who just moved out!

I’ve always struggled with weight and eating so I fought around a binge and restrict problem in my teens. Last year my restricting won and I ended up at a dangerously low weight (BMI 12.8) that I didn’t want to get to and had to be hospitalized and tube fed. I’m not aiming to do that agin, I just want to slim down a little and fit my jeans again haha!

I’m not going to survive another relapse, I’m gonna do it healthy this time…. Later!

I hate this stupid fucking disorder, I can’t believe I crumbled the second I could, I’m so stupid. And the worst bit is I’m not going to top engaging in fucking destructive behaviour

As much as I love fasting and starving, I’m also a grown adult, so 59-55 is going to be slow cause I’ll have to be a lesser deficit so I can do uni and also 12 hour shifts

01/08/26

OMAD at my parents <3 I love my family so much

I think my fast fucked up some metabolism shit cause now I’m not loosing weight no matter how little I eat :(

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I swear if I’m not under 61.4 tomorrow I’m calling the cops

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61.4………. I hate everything this makes no sense! Has someone fucking Regina Georged my scale?

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getting on tumblr like *cracks knuckles* "okay it's time to get serious about this disorder" as if I haven't been struggling with it since I was a child. if that isn't serious idk what is

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TH1NSP1— #

Think I’ll fast in the morning, I’m not sure if my parents will want me to eat with them, if not then I’ll have either lunch or dinner. I need to stop skipping meals but it’s so easy now