‧₊˚✧ Isaac ✧˚₊‧

Jirai danshi | he/him ❗️Block don't report❗️

[xoxo-mackerel]

BEFORE YOU INTERACT!!! This is a landmine blog FIRST AND FOREMOST even if I post art. I will be posting triggering content 98% of the time. If you don’t feel comfortable with that, please DNI for your own sake.

#isaac’s art 🐟⭐️ <- tag exclusively for art :P

Anyways WELCOME!!! Here’s a really shitty and hastily thrown together intro

My name is Isaac!!! Or Mackerel ig. Or Fish. I’m fairly new to jiraiblr (though I’m familiar with the jirai community elsewhere) so be nice to me please T~T

♡ Minor (15 - 17). I don’t care who interacts just don’t be fucking weird.

♡ he/him

♡ Jirai danshi/landmine boy

♡ I’m Chinese

♡ I live in the US

I might post art. I might post cutspo. I might post a string of bullshit. Idk man.

This blog will mostly serve as a vent blog and place to talk about shit I can’t talk about otherwise. TWs for: sh, suicidal ideation, depressive thoughts, unhealthy relationships with food, self destructive behavior, self deprecation, violent thoughts, obsessive behavior, misanthropy, all that bs.

I may not interact much depending on how I feel at the time.

I am VERY sorry in advanced if some of my posts sound self centered and selfish or just batshit insane. I am currently trying to recover, but I have mixed feelings about it. I’m very pro-recovery, but I myself don’t want to recover. Hypocrite.

I’m not going to type out a whole ass list of DNIs. I block freely.

Interests

Fandoms: Bsd, alnst, zomst, dead plate, married in red, elevator hitch, tshd, The Outsiders, Newsies, Hamilton, The great gatsby, The Glass Scientists, Vamp sabbath, The freak circus, The marauders, Dead Poets Society, The maze runner, Quiet Please!, Pink bitch club, cherry bitch club, Killer chat, Human construction site, Vocaloid, Dramatical murder, Slow damage, pjsk, Devilman crybaby, Kasurich, nso, Voltron, spurs and stripes, patchwork circus, mignon, 666dopes, + much more I’m probably forgetting

Music: MCR, måneskin, p!atd, jhariah, will wood and the tapeworms, pierce the veil, green day, ado, pinkshift, XLOV, akugetsu, mikayla geier, mad tsai, fall out boy, bastille, set it off, lemon demon, Jack stauber, noahfinnce, twenty one pilots, stomach book, Conan gray, ayesha erotica, sushi soucy, jann

im a casual listener of most of the artists since im mostly into vocaloid nowadays T-T

I also love art, writing, theatre, films, engineering, and J-fashion (ouji, jirai kei, gyaruo, yami kawaii, tenshi kawaii)

Also if I ever say something insensitive PLEASE let me know I truly don’t want to offend anyone!!! Please please please note that anything I say is directed to MYSELF and is not intended to encourage harmful behavior.

Um idk what else to say since I covered mostly everything but I hope I can meet some people like me <333

(I don’t have nearly enough characters I relate to in order to fill the template so some of them are on there twice </3)

also check out my strawpage!!! please give me attention im not even joking its like crack to me.

[xoxo-mackerel]

sometimes I wish I had agreed to being admitted to a mental hospital rather than lying my way out of it

[xoxo-mackerel]

yes manifesting .. Hashtag daily manifestations

NO RIGHT ??? at my new school they take some test where you have to run ,, 5-6 laps ?? THEY’RE VERY BIG MIND YOU , and you can’t take a break either .. walk , etc . if you do , they take points off . i did it before summer break and . oh my gosh . i was seeing stars by the time i was finished running ..

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5-6??? My PE class only makes us do 4 T-T

I get lightheaded very easily and HOLY HELL I would probably die if I had to run more. I am not athletic by any means I CANT EVEN COMPLETE 4 LAPS WITHOUT ALMOST PASSING OUT AND THE PE TEACHERS AT MY SCHOOL ALLOW WALKING

does your school do a thing called the pacer test? I hate that thing sm omg

[er-idkhehe2]

What the fuck even is blue cheese bro 🥀

[xoxo-mackerel]

blue cheese is the most despicable of cheeses and I stand by that

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❗️Tw FAKE wounds all sfx makeup❗️

makeup practice!!!!

your boy is back with fresh cutspo I MEAN MAKEUP BECAUSE ITS FAKE yeah it’s ai

im making myself cringe with this stupid overlay images sob

Smaller sesh this time since I kind of need my upper legs to be functional tomorrow….

anyway I ate a kiwi and it was actually very yummy I feel like kiwis are always a hit or miss. they either taste really good or they taste like ass…

I also found this manga called 666dopes i think its a bl and it seems cool so im going to read it :P

[xoxo-mackerel]

AWH IT’S OKAY .. YOU’LL BECOME MORE FAMILIAR WITH IT AGAIN ONCE SCHOOL STARTS . HOPEFULLY ??

we’re on the same boat , though … i don’t remember the layout of my school either ..!

yayy that’s good !!! i hope your friend gets into your period , they better let him .. grr

I ABSOLUTELY HATE PE TOO . I USED TO SKIP IT SO MUCH LAST YEAR . the teacher hated my guts ,, sob

YES !!! WE ARE !!! FOREVER AND EVER ..♡

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my school has like…two tiny maps of the campus located in the most inconvenient places ever…

I’m sure we’ll both be fine.!!! manifesting a good first day for both of us (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

PE SHOULD NOT BE THIS SERIOUS OMG CAN IT BE A PARTICIPATION GRADE WHY AM I BEING GRADED ON HOW FAST I CAN RUN A MILE </3

I once got points taken off my grade because I was TEN SECONDS over the time limit…TEN MINUTES. ARE YOU. KIDDING ME.

[xoxo-mackerel]

swear to god if I can’t get my braces off tomorrow I’m killing everyone and myself it’s been five fucking years

[meiponyo]

hot political take incoming

claiming that artists experimenting in music is “bad” is deeply rooted in our conformist society where we have been taught that trying new things is bad and staying in your bubble is good.

[xoxo-mackerel]

retrieves from my hiding spot .. hooray . yay ... no problem !!! ^_^

I WON’T FORGET ABOUT YOU !!!! I COULD NEVER !!!!! NOT EVEN WHEN SCHOOL STARTS !!! YOU’RE STUCK WITH ME !!

your inbox belongs to me . Ok ? ok .

anyway . how’ve you been !

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HIIIIIII I am lowkey stressing out T_T

I just got my schedule for the school year and it just occurred to me that I keep forgetting the layout of my school even though I’VE BEEN GOING THERE FOR A WHILE NOW </3

Oh well that’s a problem for the first day…I’ll be able to find the classrooms…probably…

good news is that I was able to get into all the elective classes I wanted!!! and my friend hates his current PE period so he’s trying to transfer to my period…hopefully we can suffer together instead of alone ദ്ദി( T ᗜ T )

dear god I despise PE SO MUCH…

and WE are STUCK IN THE METAPHORICAL WHITE PADDED ROOM!!! TOGETHER!!! <3

[xoxo-mackerel]

One pound closer to my goal!!! Had around 90 calories for lunch since I slept through breakfast.

[iheartmuffins69]

btw if you put down black people by telling them “you can’t wear {enter fashion style} because you have dark skin!! it wouldn’t look good on you!” you’re NEVER welcome on my blog, fucking SCUM.

[meandmymadness12]

Saying “I am going to kill myself” after every minor inconvenience knowing damn I probably won’t

[xoxo-mackerel]

some of the back to school hauls i see have me clutching my metaphorical pearls my cheap ass can’t handle them </3

[xoxo-mackerel]

I hate how everything is behind a subscription paywall nowadays…greedy ass companies wanting more as if they don’t already make a shit ton of money…

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auaaughh thank you .. i REALLY hope everything goes well for me . FOR YOU TOO !! since you start earlier ..

oh ! WHY ARE THEY PREPARING SO . EARLY . do they want school to already start or something ..???? shocking .

is this weird to say . I HOPE NOT . but ! your scarspo is like , very pretty . RUNS AWAY AND HIDES .

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I’m pretty sure the teachers hate going back to school more than we do so idk why they’re Iike this lol…CAN WE ALL JUST SAVOR OUR LAST DAYS OF FREEDOM. PLEASE.

And TYSM!!! >///< It’s not weird to say at all (˶ˆᗜˆ˵)

I feel honored whenever someone likes my scarspo or cutspo (—ᴗ—)

you better not. forget about me. when your school starts. anon /lh

I would miss your asks very much <333333

[xoxo-mackerel]

yearning for a bf but knowing damn well I am not stable enough for a relationship

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❗️Tw FAKE scars all sfx makeup❗️

it’s makeup guys trust me

chat am I scarspo (◕᎑◕)

these were from uhhhh half a year ago I guess??? the ones closer to my wrist are older and much more faded sadly :(

why is my arm so bony in the photo ew. it’s the area on the underside of my forearm/wrist. should I post more scarspo or cutspo…