Icarus and I.

just kinda my pesonal diary. lot's of random thoughts and shit. (new to tumblr)

[icarus32]

Hello

thought I'd post this as just a little introduction to me and what kinda stuf I'm planning to do here. I'm wel.. icarus32 I think I'm mostly just gonna post about my life as a artist living in antwerp and brussels. and i wil probably post some art on here but it's mostly going to be text and a lot of random thoughts and words. I'm stil studying so I can't promise I'm going to be super consistent hahaha :,)

[icarus32]

Also I mean this Tumblr so obviously a lot of nerdy shit and fandom stuff even though it's probably not very consistent with my serious posts lol

[diphowell]

this is a real photo of dan howell

[icarus32]

good news I found my apelpencil and the fanart flood gates are officially opening

[icarus32]

some little grace doodles I did. Pls ignore the lack of colouring in the last one I lost my stylist:(

[killjoys-make-s0me-nois3]

[icarus32]

dude why is it so hard to have an original idea for a post

[icarus32]

hey everyone! I've been wanting to start writing fanfiction but I have never done any storytelling/writing that wasn't like poetry or in my diary so i was wondering if you all maybe have some advice on how to get started?

[thedeepthought]

“i never see you at the club” ok well i never see you on ao3 at 2am reading about the same two bitches falling in love for the 1000th time in the 500th way

[straypineneedle]

The most unrealistic thing about house md is that wilson wasn’t ALL OVER early seasons house.

Are you fucking JOKING??? The ginormous blue eyes, the curly brown hair. Fucking whatever bro pass me the ball.

[icarus32]

help me man my life is currently being consumed by al the ryland grace cross ships.

[shes-starcrazy]

Got this image off pinterest. Original post

[dreamstars]

[icarus32]

How I've been going through life recently

[oasisbreakup]

[animaniacs16]

I don’t know why this was my first thought

[icarus32]

childhood nostalgia - inability

I was thinking about my childhood. Specifically about my very early years. There's a kind of sad romanticism I feel thinking about it. I was so happy wel maybe not HAPPY but joyful and unaware. And that was great I loved life loved everything and everyone even myself I just I want to go back. The feeling of my mom holding me my dad picking me up just the comfort of knowing that I was loved. It's different now I know they still love me and I know they care but I feel responsible for my sadness I don't want to burden them. Or maybe I'm just scared they won't save me I know they won't but a part of a little selfish part of me still wants them to. So I fall back on my bad habits hoping they'll notice. But they never do nowadays I don't think anyone would. So that's why I want to go back. Back to when it was simpler to ask for help when I would simply get hurt and start crying without worrying about the effect my pain physically or not has on the people around me. But I don't know how. So i berry it deep and only let it out alone in my room or just never at.

[kosmogrl]

[angelicdust]