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❝ I enter the throbbing darkness to learn how to become light. ❞

❝ I want him to suffer as I have suffered. I think I could fit the sky in the hole he made in me. ❞ [ TW: INJURY, BRUISES ] Merlin’s beard, what is ( ICARUS LESTRANGE ) doing out at this hour? For a ( PUREBLOOD ) who is ( EIGHTEEN ) years old, ( HE ) really ought to know better. You know, I hear that they’re aligned with ( THE NEUTRALS ), but that could be just a rumor. I do know that they’re a ( CIS MAN ) and a ( EIGHTH YEAR ) ( SLYTHERIN ) student who is studying to become a ( MEMBER OF THE WIZENGAMOT ) though. They’re very ( CHARISMATIC ) and ( RESILIENT ) but also quite ( RUTHLESS ) and ( CYNICAL ), which could be why they remind of ( SAD EYES LOOKING FIERCE BUT HURT, THE STING OF FIREWHISKEY ON A CUT, UNBEARABLE RAGE THAT TEARS AT YOUR CHEST, FEAR RUNNING CHILLS DOWN YOUR SPINE, THE FIRST BREATH OF FREEDOM, SATISFACTION OF A CUTTING COMEBACK, BLACK AND BLUE STAINED SKIN, BLACK LEATHER AND LONG DARK HAIR, THE FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE, DEEP SEATED HATRED BURNING FOR THOSE WHO HAVE WRONGED HIM, THE WINCE AFTER TIGHTENING A BANDAGE ). Some people say they’re the spitting image of ( AVAN JOGIA ), but I’ve never heard of them. Word on the street is that they’re ( THE RENEGADE ) and their prophecy is ( PROPHECY 51 ), but only time will tell if that’s true or not. [ JO, 27, SHE/HER, EST ]

Prophecy: THE RENEGADE has an important decision to make – a decision more important than life or death. If they do not choose correctly, it will be not only their own downfall but the entire world’s.

Other Things: Pinterest, Inspo Blog, Stats Page ( coming soon ), Wanted Connections.

TRIGGERS MENTIONS: death, parental death self-injury, injuries, scars, blood, wounds, child abuse, abuse, ptsd, night terrors, alcohol. Everything is noted at the beginning and end of the paragraphs the warnings are in.

Introduction

#rev intros #( intro.)#this is formatted so wonky .-.#injury tw #bruises tw

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“Apathy in general; people who are not standing up for what they believe in because somebody’s got a louder mouth than them; it doesn’t make any sense.”

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erika-writes

avan jogia with a popsicle ♥‿♥

Avan Jogia as Ulysses Zane in ‘Now Apocalypse’

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sparklyscion‌:

bold any fears that apply to your muse!!! italicize what makes them uncomfortable!!! (and add your own if they aren’t listed)

#blood tw #fire tw #death tw #drowning tw #suffocation tw #( headcanon.)

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Bold what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

Financial: Wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty

Medical: Fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged

Class or caste: Upper / middle / working / slave / Unsure

Education: Qualified / unqualified / studying

Criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no

FAMILY

Married - happily / Married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated

Has a child or children / has no children / wants children

Close with sibling(s) / Not close with sibling(s) / Has no siblings

Orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

Extroverted / Introverted / in between

Disorganised / Organised / in between

Close minded / Open minded / in between

Calm / Anxious / in between

Disagreeable / Agreeable / in between

Cautious / Reckless / in between

Patient / impatient / in between

Outspoken / Reserved / in between

Leader / follower / in between

Empathetic / Unempathetic / in between

Optimistic / pessimistic / in between

Traditional / modern / in between

Hard working / lazy / in between

Cultured / un-cultured / in between / unknown

Loyal / disloyal / unknown

Faithful / unfaithful / unknown

BELIEFS:

Monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic

Belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Belief in aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care

Religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious

Philosophical: yes / no

OPINIONS

Pro-choice / anti-abortion / doesn’t care / doesn’t know or on the fence

Pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t care / doesn’t know or on the fence

Pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty / doesn’t care / doesn’t know or on the fence

Pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence

Left wing / right ring / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

Allosexual / Asexual

Alloromantic / Aromantic

Sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable

Romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable

Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious

Potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

Potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

ABILITIES

Combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

Literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

Artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

Technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

HABITS

Drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Medicinal drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

Gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

#death tw #abortion tw #alcohol tw #alcoholism tw #drugs tw #smoking tw #( headcanon.)

avengger‌:

musingxmemes‌:

bold what applies to your muse: angst edition

feel free to add more questions/options of your own!

1) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on THEMSELVES) your muse feels;

2) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on OTHERS) your muse feels;

3) in a life-and-death situation, your muse would;

save themselves first | risk their life for someone else | risk their life only for someone they care about

4) has your muse done any of the things mentioned in the third question (above) and regretted it?

yes | no

5) has your muse ever;

6) regarding past trauma, your muse is;

#suicide tw #murder tw #death tw #( headcanon.)

TASK 003: CONNECTIONS

Wanted Connection 002: wraiths who are loyal to Icarus rather than Orion. || taken: 1/?

This is more focused on those student Wraiths who seen Icarus as their leader exclusively. As messed up as the goals where they trusted him 100 percent and vice versa. Which him disappearing, they are most likely grouped up to go look for him and save him. Some may understand his reasoning for running. Some may not and try to get him to come back. Most are probably not happy with Nicodemus leading them and most definitely not with Orion if they found out that he was trying to get rid of Icarus anyways. I think it would be fun to have a group of trash cans who looked out for each other even if they are technically morally dark grey. Perhaps even make missions to go out and find Icarus while he’s locked up. I picture him as being a pretty top notch leader as far as a teenaged boy can be. He was fierce, commanding and looked out for his own. While he was under the command of his father, he did a lot for the student Wraiths than they’ve seen and not seen in order to protect them the way no one has for him. Including in fights where they were disadvantaged-- he was quick to get them out. --And a few of them have probably been properly saved by Icarus and they’ve saved him as well.

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#rev tasks #( wanted connections.)#( task 003.)#*shrug emoji*#LOLOL IM SORRY IM REALLY BAD AT THESEEEE

TASK 003: CONNECTIONS

Wanted Connection 001: a moral compass/best friend.

They’ll go through thick and thin together. Perhaps this person has grown up in life completely different to the way Icarus had or maybe they’ve had similar walks in life. This has to be someone who will see the the sliver of good hiding behind all of the trauma and pull it out of him. Someone to believe in him when he doesn’t believe in himself. Someone who shows him what love is. Someone who will hug him and tell him he’s safe. Someone who will let him be soft. In turn, he will be protective. Probably recklessly so once he finds someone who really cares.

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#( wanted connections.)#rev tasks #o.o #is this how im doing it idk idk

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And if you want, I can tell the truth That this life takes a toll on you

- Young Blood, Noah Kahan

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{ NAME } → Icarus Lestrange

{ FACE } → Luke Pasqualino (Alts)

{ LABEL } → The Renegade

{ HOUSE } → Slytherin

{ YEAR } → Seventh year

{ ALLEGIANCE } → The Neutrals

{ GENDER } → UTP

{ AVAILABILITY } → Reserved

PROPHECY

“THE RENEGADE has an important decision to make – a decision more important than life or death. If they do not choose correctly, it will be not only their own downfall but the entire world’s.”

ABOUT

Your mother passed away when you were only a child, leaving you defenseless against your father, a man as tempestuous as the sea. He raised you in his own image and likeness, carefully molding you to be exactly who he needed you be. Unlike Voldemort, Orion recognized his mortality and wanted a heir, someone who could continue on his work – his legacy – once he was gone. For years, you never once strayed, fearing what would happen to you if you ever dared to disobey your father’s orders. Like a true Slytherin, your greatest talent has always been your self preservation. It’s not something you’re necessarily proud of, but you have always been willing to do what you have to in order to survive. It’s one of the many coping mechanism you picked up during early childhood. While you were willing to let the Knights see your choice as a moment of redemption, you refused to romanticize it as such in your own head. It was not bravery that you led you to defect. You know why you betrayed your father, why you made the terrifying decision to leave behind everything you had ever known. You had no other option. You refused to die quietly. And maybe, just maybe, that was still bravery – just a different sort.

{ PLEASE SEE MUSE INSPO BLOG HERE FOR MORE INFO. }

PLOT ARC

When you fled, you headed for the Scottish hinterlands where you prayed that no one would be able to find you. There had been no chance to come up with a real plan, but you hoped that it would bide you some time while you tried to think of one. Knowing that your father had secretly placed tracking spells inside of the Wraiths’ runes, you were forced to carve yours out of your arm with a Severing Charm, and you did a shoddy job of it. It has since healed to a jagged scar, but when the Order of the Phoenix found you, you were barely conscious with a high fever from the infected wound. In one of the Order’s safehouses, a mediwitch still did her best to heal you, ignoring your incoherent protests. Truthfully, you are grateful to them for rescuing you when they could have simply left you for dead. But then again, you know that there has to be a hidden reason for their kindness and hospitality. Cynical as you may be, you’ve learned the hard way that nothing comes without strings attached and that even the so-called “heroes” tend to be motivated by self-interest, and you have no interest in joining yet another cause that you’re not sure believe in. Your whole life has been about survival, to the point where you have no idea what you stand for – what you’re even trying so hard to live for. But as you continue to recuperate in the safehouse, surrounded by people who are better and braver than you ever will be, you let yourself imagine for a moment what it would be like to be good. For the first time in your life, you have ownership of your own body and the freedom to make a true choice.

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