May 22, 2020
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#its been a while#i guess things have just been going really well and i dont really have much to update esp with quarantine#idk i feel so scared for the future#im pretty sure i have to move back up home#and things are not looking good#im back to long distance with my girlfriend again#and im just so scared#like this time i know its gonna be super hard cause we have been spending so much time together to be ripped apart like that#and im closeted at home so itll be weird facetiming her all the time#and she cant facetime me either cause she is also closted#i just dont foresee a good ending if i go back home#personal#please please please let me stay in san diego#or at least help me find a job elsewhere outside the bay so we can decide from there#i love her so much and i want things to work out#i know we can get through long distance#but man i just dont know how long it might be til i see her again
