It´s been years since i have logged here ,i have not ideia how many of you will see what i´m writing ,but what could i say to the very young me who startet this blog?? i was a sweet, innocent highschooler when i started here and i keeped updaiting this blog until i was young adult...maybe you guys are asking how old am i now..well ...28 going 29 ... but to the young me who left this blog you want to know some stuffs about what the future brought us? we were a volunteer in the olympics and paralympics summer games in Rio 2016 this fact changed totally your life! you was a poor girl who grew up in the favelas in Rio and you got a gold chance to change your life ,it`s still took you 2 years to leave the country and come to europe ,in april 2018 you came the first time to Austria ,you wanted to work as Au-pair ,but it´s didn`t really worked well... so after 3 months you used your plan B and left to Romania to do social volunter with a christian organization ,you planned to spend only 3 months but ended up staying 9 months! why?you would be asking yourself ... well the situation in your countryturned really bad! you just couldn´t return ,and coundnt return to austria yet , so you basically turned a political refugee in Romania ,but calm down! you had such a wonderful time there! you always had food,shelter and warm clothes ,you really grew as a christian and learned to trust in God 24 hours a day! then you finally was allowed to return to austria ,after some time the things again turned complicated , you wanted to work as au-pair again,but you turned into a victim of human traffic and exploitation ,you stayed like that for one year and a half and almost died of a hearth disease ,one day you just get really tired and runned way from that place and restart your life ,you finally made friends ,you learned german in 1 year and was accepeted in the Vienna university, you singed in chor ,you addopet a cat ,you made wonderful memories !But young me ,did i mencioned you felt really hard in love? he is an athlet you guys meet in the paralimpic games ,he always supported and helped you ,for him you are a very cherised friend for you he is the love of your life, you have never loved someone like him,and the most hurteful thing on this situation is ,in 2 months you are gonna see him marry someone else,i really wich we can go through this ...i want to finish this writing something to him ,so let´s start!
We meet in a very strange and fascinating situation in my hometown Rio de janeiro ,you got your first paralympic medal and God made a way to make us friend, thanks for always helping me when i needed and even giving me my first german/roamanian bible and payed for my studies, i don´t believe you know how important you are in my life ,and how much i love you! i told you about that once but,wel.. you reject me! but still keeped your friendship with me , you are gonna marry a amazing girl ,and i hope you are gonna be happy with her and have as many kids as you wish xD! it´s too late know but how i wish i could hug you and tell you how much i still love you!i`ll forever cherised the moments we had togheter as friends ,it`s always gonna be unforgetfull! i did wish i could be your wife and mother of your kids , i wish many blesses for you and a very happy marriage!
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