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Emotions

So I was told that if I took on this position that I couldn’t put my emotions on Facebook anymore. So I decided to move them to Tumblr. There’s a lot of things that need to be said… But first, I have to get him off my chest. I loved him. Deeply. More than I ever loved anyone else. Ever. To the point where I can’t even imagine looking for a rebound. I can’t imagine laying next to anyone else. I can’t imagine kissing someone else and telling them I love them.. and really deeply truely meaning it. I cant imagine. I know in time this too shall pass.. but time is long. “If its meant to be, he’ll come back.” But what if he comes back with a kid. I’m so scared of that. I’ve tried too hard and the first time around I tried too much. The last time, I kept my distance. But when someone can ask u if u have a hookup on shoes before they can answer the phone or even text u to see how ur doing, what are they doing? Do I look like an ugly stupid vick ass female? I’m a good girl and will be a bomb ass wife some day. I dont push too hard cuz I know better. But who doesn't see my kindness? Who takes my kindness for to pushy? If I suggest something, that doesn't mean that I'm tell you that you should do it. I'm just making a suggestion; something that you may have not even thought of. I don't want a man that listens to every single thing I say or does everything I say do. I want a man with tattoos and a good pretty head on his shoulders. How can you sit there and say that you love me more than you ever loved anyone else, but you don't want to be with me? That is the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me. Next time around when he tries to come back, imma charge it to the game and walk away. My heart is shattered to bites and pieces. This feeling feels like it will never pass.

#emtions #feelings #this will pass #boys suck #love #once loved you #coka #Coka Baby #Show Off

#HYFR #CokaBaby #ChiCity #teamLightSkin #teamPrettyGirl #Scorpio #ScorpioPride #tan #tanning #rooftop #readyforsummer (Taken with Instagram)

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#Hearts #Chicago (Taken with instagram)

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My Life (Taken with instagram)

It's about to go down!! #StayInTune (Taken with instagram)

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You ain't bout that life (Taken with instagram)

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Cold ass blue fawn gotti pit (Taken with instagram)

Bitch, you aint bout that life. Via someecards

Keep Yo Lipppsss Off My Cup!

keep yo lips off my muthafuckin cups! They're mine!!

Some people may think that I'm mean or just plain crazy. It not my fault that I have a special bond with certain things. Especially the things that have my DNA all over it. But there is a history behind all of my madness. The white cup, I got that from my uncle way back when I was a teenager.

I cant remember exactly when but I do remember waking up to coffee in my special cup. And even thought it is just a silly little saying. that saying means something to me. the origin of the cup, the meaning of the saying and who it came from.

So one day, my sister made coffee..

Now sees me drinking coffee and tea out of my favorite little white couple almost everyday. I remember her coming in my room and gently waking me up to ask me if I wanted coffee... Morning + Me = YES to coffee!! I briefly woke up when she first came in. I REALLY woke up when I seen her lips sipping on myyyyyy cup and theeeennn gave me A DIFFERENT CUP!!

now some people may think that was petty. idc cuz I want my special coffee/tea cup...

Now just for that, I bought another cup to have in my possession. And its mine!

#Things I hate #COffee #Tea #Time #Lips #Cup #its mine #Morning

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